JR couldn't do it. He was brave enough to battle the Cartel and his other enemies but he couldn't die without first winning back the love of his life-Sue Ellen. Who else? But how to do it? JR always found a way. But first he had to lure her back to Texas. No way could she be happy with that boring movie producer! It just couldn't be. He never thought she would really leave him in the first place. After all, she stood by him through all the cheating that went on for years and years.

England

Sue Ellen gazed out the bedroom window thinking of how happy she had finally become. Don stepped out of the shower.

"What are you thinking about?"

"I'm thinking about how happy I am. Happy that I have you and my son. Valentine is really doing better than I ever dreamed of. I think it runs itself with or without me."

"John Ross will be visiting his father soon. How about the two of us go on holiday? Anywhere you want."

"That would be wonderful. I'll miss John Ross terribly though. He is so well-adjusted here and has finally accepted who his father is and what he stands for. "

"How do you feel about him visiting SouthFork?"

"I hope JR doesn't put any false ideas in his head about me or about anything else for that matter. But he does need his father. Still, I'll feel empty without him even though it's only for a while."

"Where would you like to holiday?"

"As long as we're together, it doesn't matter where we are."

Dallas

John Ross would be arriving soon. JR needed to head for the airport but something was bothering him. Teresa announced that the limo was ready.

"I'll be down in a minute!" he called out.

He opened the dresser drawer and searched to the bottom of his pristinely ironed clothes til he found it - he and Sue Ellen on that day in 1967. The day they were married. It had meant so much to him. She was the most beautiful, exquisite possession he had ever had. And that was how he treated her - as a possession. Why coudn't he open up to her? She loved him. But he was raised to be tough and untrusting. And she was everything to him. Why did he treat her so badly?

John Ross' plane landed on time. JR met him at the gate.

"How was your flight son?"

"Long is the only way to describe it. When can we eat?"

"Whenever you want. You're a growing boy. My how you've grown since your last visit. I can see your mother is feeding you well."

"Mother is fine", replied John Ross.

"We have a feast prepared for you at SouthFork. Can you hold out til we get home?"

"Home is London in case you have forgotten."

JR could feel some hostility. "No, I haven't forgotten."

"Teresa has a huge Texas meal planned. Let's go to Southfork. Grandma and everyone else are anxious to see you."

England

Sue Ellen made sure she had everything she needed for their holiday. With her love of shopping she knew she would be buying an entirely new wardrobe probably. Still you have to be prepared. As soon as Don made it home from the set they'd be on their way to the airport.

"I'm back."

"I'm ready to go. I need a vacation even though John Ross isn't here to go with us. A family vacation would be good for him."

"If you're ready, I'll have the bags taken downstairs. The limo should be here any minute to take us to the airport."

Sue Ellen nuzzled Don's neck. Don was ready to forget about the trip and just remain right there in the bedroom with Sue Ellen for the next three weeks but he thought better.

"We have to go now. I will miss John Ross just as much as you but I have to admit I'm looking forward to the holiday. Just you and me."

Dallas

JR and Bobby looked on as John Ross and Christopher horsed around in the pool.

"My boy is back where he belongs."

"It's only a vacation JR"

"This is where he belongs Bobby. Southfork is his home. He's a Ewing, not a Lockwood."

"JR, why can't you just make the best of the time you have with him instead of plotting to get him back here for good."

JR thought and then said," You're right Bobby. Let's just make the best of it. But it is ultimately his decision as to where he lives."

"He's made that decision. And I don't see that the two of you are on very friendly terms."

Greece

Lying in a beach chair, Sue Ellen leaned over and gave Don a peck on the cheek.

"What was that for?"

"Just for being you. This is just what I needed. I'm so glad we could have time together - alone. You're away so much with your movies that sometimes I feel we don't know each other."

"Sue Ellen."

"Don't. What I'm trying to say is that I know you do everything for me and John Ross but we need our time too. I do miss John Ross terribly though. It's funny. He's only been gone for a couple of days and I can't wait to see him."

Don leaned over and this time their kiss wasn't just a peck. "I miss you too when I'm gone. Maybe you could start coming with me on location sometimes."

"Maybe. I don't want to disrupt John Ross' routine. We could come with you whenever he's on holiday from school though. Something is better than nothing."

"I would love that. Let's go in and get ready for dinner. I have something special in mind."

"Please promise me that we can just stay here on the Mediterranean and relax our entire holiday. I just want to bask in the sun, be lazy, and be with you most of all."

"I promise."

Dallas

JR showed off his new offices to John Ross who didn't seem very impressed.

"What do you think son?"

"It's okay, I guess."

"Well son, I know it's not much now but just wait till I start drilling. This is your future you're looking at."

"Will this mean I won't hear from you as much because you'll be so busy here?"

"John Ross, all the time I've spent away from you - I have done for you. For your future. Ewing Oil meant everything to my daddy and everything to me. You'll understand when you're an ad ult just how important it is."

"When can we go back to Southfork? I want to go swimming."


JR laughed. "Okay son. We can go now. I just wanted you to see what will belong to you when you're an adult."

John Ross stepped out to the elevators.

"I'll be out in a minute John Ross."

As JR put on his Stetson, he gazed upon the portrait of Jock.

"I promise Daddy, Ewing Oil will always be run by the family. I won't let you down."

Greece

A softly lit beach club sets the scene.

"Don, I swear I've never danced so much in my life. My feet are going to fall off."

"I just want us to make the most of our time alone. What you said earlier really hit home. I want us to experience everything this life has to offer - together."

"I love you Don."

"I love you too. One more dance?"

Sue Ellen hesitated. "I'm having a wonderful time. But I haven't spoken with John Ross since when he first arrived at Southfork and I want to check on him. He didn't seem too excited about going when I left him at the airport."

"Okay then. We have plenty of time for dancing. Let's go back to the suite."

Southfork

Another scene of the kids splashing in the pool. Miss Ellie, Clayton, and JR look on. Bobby has just returned from running that ranch. It's what he had always wanted to do. With Ray and Jenna gone to Europe and Ewing Oil gone, he went back to what he loved best.

"Hello JR."

"Bobby."

"Did John Ross enjoy his tour of the new Ewing Oil?"

"He wasn't overly impressed but that will come with time."

The phone rings but no one makes an effort to answer it. Shortly later, Theresa brings a cordless phone outside.

"Miss Ellie, this call is for you. I think it's Mavis Anderson."

"Thank you Theresa."

Miss Ellie answers the phone. "Hello."

"Ellie, I'm on my way home and thought I'd stop by."

"Oh Mavis, you know you don't have to ask permission to visit."

"Well, I'm on my cellular phone and I should be there in another 20 minutes. There is something I need to discuss with you."

"Is anything wrong?"

"I'll explain when I get there. I hate to interrupt when it's almost dinner time."

"Mavis, it's not an interruption. I'll be glad to see you."

"I'll be there shortly then."

"Okay."

Miss Ellie hung the phone up. "Mavis sounded troubled. I hope nothing is wrong."

Bobby spoke up. "Oh Mama, Mavis can be overdramatic. It's probably nothing."

"We'll see."

Mavis parked Mercedes car in the Southfork driveway. Miss Ellie met her at the car.

"Mavis, it's so good to see you. Where is Punk? I never get to visit with the two of you nowadays."

"He's at the Cattlemen's Club as usual for this time of day."

"Have a seat here by the pool. We're just watching the kids swim for a while longer before we go change for dinner."

Mavis took a seat as JR and Bobby expressed their greetings.

"Is that John Ross? I haven't seen him in ages."

Ellie replied, "He's here for a short visit. Sue Ellen and Don are on a short vacation."

JR grimaced at that statement.

"Ellie, I'll just cut to the chase. I'm here because of Sue Ellen."

JR, who was mostly bored at the conversation until this point, suddenly becomes interested. "What do you mean by saying you're here because of Sue Ellen, Mavis.?"

"That's what I'm getting to. I was visiting Lucas Wade's sister in the hospital at Dallas Memorial today. As I was leaving her room, I noticed a name card outside one of the rooms. The name on the card was Patricia Shepard."

Shocked, JR replied, "Patricia, as in Sue Ellen's mother?"

Miss Ellie asked, "What do you mean?"

"Well, she looked horrible - hooked up to all those machines. Everyone looks bad when they're in the hospital. But she is in really bad shape. She didn't even recognize me. She was sharing a room with another patient. That shocked me because we all know Patricia."

"So, get on with it," replied JR.

"She has no money. She has declared herself indigent. Patricia has nothing - and she is dying."

JR displayed a shocked expression. "Dying. From what?"

"Cancer."

"Sue Ellen must not be aware of it," commented Miss Ellie.

"That's what I wanted to tell you. She doesn't want Sue Ellen to know. She is so ashamed - even in this condition that she doesn't want anyone to know, including Sue Ellen."

Miss Ellie thought and then said,"It's not Patricia's decision. Sue Ellen must know about this. She's her daughter and I know she'd want to see her."

"Well Ellie, I just thought you should know. I hate to be the bearer of bad news."

"I'm glad you let us know Mavis."

"I have to be going now. I just felt I should let you know. Do you know where to reach Sue Ellen?"

"Not at this minute. But I know she will be calling to check on John Ross and I will let her know when she calls."

"Goodbye Ellie. We should have lunch next week."

"You're right. I'll plan on it."

Mavis drove away from Southfork while Ellie pondered what to do.

JR was the first to speak. "We need to find Sue Ellen."

"I know that JR but she should be calling soon."

"Mama, we can't just sit around and wait. We need to track her down."

"Calm down JR. How do you suppose we do that when we don't even know what country she's in?"

"You do what you want Mama, but I will find her."

"Just hold on JR", replied Bobby. "Mama's right."

The phone rang. Miss Ellie didn't wait for Theresa. "Hello."

"Miss Ellie, this is Sue Ellen. I was calling to check on John Ross."

"John Ross is just fine. I'm so glad you called Sue Ellen. I have some upsetting news. Is Don with you?"

Nervously Sue Ellen replied, "Yes he is. What is the matter?"

Miss Ellie moved on inside the house to talk to Sue Ellen in private.

Greece

The phone drops to the floor. "What's wrong Sue Ellen?"

"We have to go to Dallas."

Episode 2

Greece

"I don't understand. Has something happened to John Ross?"

Sue Ellen just stared ahead, a stunned look on her face.

"Sue Ellen, is John Ross okay?" Don moved closer to her and put his arms around her, holding her closely sensing something was terribly wrong.

"John Ross is fine. It's Mama. When I telephoned Southfork to check on John Ross and let him know where we are she informed me that she'd just learned that Mama is hospitalized in Dallas Memorial."

"Is it serious?"

Sue Ellen gazed out the French doors that let to the balcony for a moment before she responded. "She's dying."

"My God. What from?"

"She has cancer and it is terminal. That's all I know about her illness..." And then she continued to stare off in deep thought.

Sensing there was more to it than that Don asked,"And what else?"

"She's..." and then she paused. "She's broke Don. She has declared herself indigent. I just don't understand."

"Why didn't she contact us? We would have helped her."

"I don't know but I need to get to Dallas as soon as possible. I'm sorry for this Don. We were having such a wonderful time and I was really enjoying our time here."

Don touched her cheek softly before saying,"There's nothing to be sorry about. I'll get us booked on the next flight."

"Thank you. I love you Don."

"I love you too. If you'll excuse me I'm going to book that flight."

Dallas

"What did Sue Ellen say Mama?"

"Well, obviously Sue Ellen was stunned," replied Miss Ellie.

"She is coming home, isn't she?"

"JR, of course Sue Ellen is coming back to Dallas. Why are you so concerned?"

JR grimaced as if he didn't care. "Mama, she moved off to England with that movie producer husband of hers with no regards for us and no regards for the fact that John Ross was halfway around the world from his family."

"That's enough JR," retorted Bobby. "Don't speak this way when John Ross is within hearing distance. What did you expect her to do after everything she went through here?"

"That's enough out of both of you. I'll have Theresa prepare a room in case Sue Ellen and Don want to stay here."

"Mama..."

"Not a word JR. I'll not have you causing trouble when Sue Ellen's mother is so sick. You need to look after John Ross. Sue Ellen is going to have a rough time."

"No way am I going to let that man reside on Southfork."

"They may not want to stay here JR but I will make the offer nonetheless and there's nothing you can do about it."

JR shut up. He knew he'd been beaten.

"In the meantime, JR, I am going to the hospital in the morning myself to visit Patricia."

"Do what you want Mama."

Bobby stepped in,"JR, Patricia is dying. With what little information we have, she could die at any moment. Regardless of your feelings for Sue Ellen, we shouldn't let John Ross' grandmother die alone."

"Bobby this has nothing to do with you. Just stay out of it."

Bobby walked away, knowing there was nothing he could do. JR was JR. He would never change. Still, he couldn't figure out why he was so concerned as to whether Sue Ellen would come home and when she would be getting here. He went out to the pool and joined the boys in a game of volleyball.

Miss Ellie stepped inside the house and walked to the kitchen for a glass of tea. Clayton came down the stairs and spied her in the kitchen.

"Is there something wrong Miss Ellie?"

"Yes. How can you tell?"

"I just know." Miss Ellie then proceeded to explain the whole situation to him.

"How did Sue Ellen take the news?"

"She sounded fine but I think she was in a state of shock. I expect she will arrive early tomorrow."

Dallas/Fort Worth Airport

As the plane touched down Sue Ellen nudged Don to wake him up. "We're in Dallas."

"I'm sorry I drifted off. Did you get any rest?"

"I fell asleep shortly after you did." In truth, she hadn't slept a wink.

Dallas Memorial Hospital

It was early morning when Miss Ellie arrived at the hospital. She stuck her head in the door and, seeing that Patricia was asleep, sat down in the guest chair beside the bed. She had always been a small woman but she was even tinier now, the cancer obciously taking over. Patricia opened her eyes, looked around the room finally setting her gaze upon Miss Ellie.

"Ellie, how did you know I was here?" she weakly asked.

"That doesn't matter. What matters is that we're going to get you the best care possible. Sue Ellen is on her way too."

"Sue Ellen. My beautiful girl."

As sick as Patricia was, Miss Ellie could see that she still hadn't changed from the beauty pageant mother of years gone by.

"Yes, Sue Ellen is beautiful", replied Miss Ellie. "As a matter of fact, I am going to try to meet she and Don at the airport. I just wanted to stop in and check on you before I went. Do you need anything?"

"Oh no. They're giving me everything I need here. The only thing I need is my Sue Ellen. Promise you'll bring her to me?"

"I promise."

Dallas/Forth Worth Airport

Sue Ellen and Don exited the airplane. Sue Ellen was shocked when she saw Miss Ellie waiting for them.

"Miss Ellie, how on earth did you know we'd be here?"

"I didn't. I took a chance that I would catch you here. I just thought you might want to see a familiar face. How are you Sue Ellen?"

"I'm fine, Miss Ellie, considering the circumstances. I haven't heard from Mother in a long time but you know how she is. Always off traveling somewhere."

"You're right. Don, I didn't mean to be rude. How are you?"

"I've been doing well."

"Well, I have a room prepared for the two of you at Southfork if you want to stay with us."

The word Southfork made Sue Ellen feel nervous. She had suffered so much when she lived there. JR was there. He was the last face she wanted to see.

"You're very kind Miss Ellie, but I feel it would be best if we stayed in a hotel here in Dallas."

"I understand. I do wish you would stay with us though."

"Right now the only thing I can think of is going to see Mother."

"I stopped by this morning on my way to the airport. She is very sick Sue Ellen."

"Well, let's get our luggage and go on to the hospital."

Ewing Oil

JR couldn't concentrate on the Alaskan deal. His thoughts were on the fact that Don Lockwood could be sleeping in his house. He couldn't stand the thought of it. What could he have to offer Sue Ellen that JR didn't? When they were together it was like magic. But he had mistreated her time and time again. All the cheating had caused so much hurt. He had to make amends. How could he do it?

Dallas Memorial Hospital

Sue Ellen hesitated before she entered the room. She and her mother had never been that close - or close at all for that matter. Patricia always wanted her daughters to be married to rich men and didn't care what the repurcussions were. She seldom even saw or heard from her mother. She hadn't seen her in over five years. Every now and then a postcard would come in the mail from one of the places her mother was travelling through. But that was it. There were so many times when Sue Ellen needed her mother and she wasn't there. Don placed his arm around her waist.

"Are you okay?"

"I'm fine. I was just thinking about something."

"I have to make a call to the movie studio. I'll be back in a minute."

"I'm fine,"she said again.

Sue Ellen walked into the room. Miss Ellie stayed back for the moment. Sue Ellen was surprised at what was before her. Her mother, who was always tastefully dressed and never a hair out of place, was nothing but a skeleton. If it weren't for the name card over her bed she wouldn't have recognized her. Despite everything that had happened in the past, she had an overwhelming sense of compassion for her mother. She took her hand and spoke.

"Mother, I'm here now."

"Sue Ellen my beautiful girl. You haven't changed a bit since the night you were crowned Miss Texas. Do you remember that night? I was so proud."

Sue Ellen grimaced. Her mother sounded so weak. "I remember. How do you feel?"

Patricia made a vain attempt to fix her hair before replying. "I feel as well as someone like me should. I'm not in any pain."

Where was Don? She needed his support. "Why didn't you call me? I would have seen that you received the best care possible."

"I....I was too ashamed darling. I didn't want anyone to know."

"What happened?"

"Sue Ellen, I don't have much time left. Basically, I put my portfolio in the hands of someone I thought I could trust and I lost everything. That was when I was in Hong Kong. I started feeling...not well, shortly afterwards and so I took what little money I had left and came back to Dallas. I stayed in a cheap motel for a while and then one day....I don't remember this but I must have collapsed and when I woke up I was here."

"Oh mother, I wish you would have called."

"I didn't want to worry you. Besides...we've never been what you would call close."

"But you're my mother. I would have helped you. I'm going to get you a private room by tomorrow."

Miss Ellie walked in. "I didn't want to interrupt. Does either of you need anything?"

Sue Ellen replied," I'm fine. Is Don outside?"

"No. He hasn't come back yet. I'll go back out and wait for him." Miss Ellie exited the room.

"Don is with you? I would love to meet him but I look a mess."

Sue Ellen couldn't believe what she was hearing. Patricia, as sick as she was, still couldn't think about anything but appearances. "That doesn't matter Mother."

"It does to me. Look at me. Oh Sue Ellen, I wish now that I had time to make up for what I did to you. Teaching you to marry rich no matter what. I know now just how bad of a mother I was...forcing you to put up with JR all those years. Are you and Don happy?"

"Very happy. He should be here any moment. I don't want you to blame yourself for everything that has happened in my life Mother."

"I appreciate that Sue Ellen. Before it's too late I want you to know that I love you. I only wanted the best for you. I thought money and prestige were best for you for so long. I know now that I was wrong and I want to tell you right now while I'm able that I am truly sorry. I was so wrong."

"Mother, it's not entirely your fault. I stayed with JR long after I knew I shouldn't. That's in the past. I have a new life now. We shouldn't be talking about this anyway. Right now we need to focus on getting you well."

"Nothing can help me now darling. I'm just thankful that you are here. I felt so alone until you arrived."

Don entered the room. Patricia introduced herself. "It's nice to finally meet you. I hear you've been taking good care of my daughter."

Sue Ellen clutched his hand in hers. She needed something to hold onto.

"It's nice to meet you too Patricia. I see where Sue Ellen gets her looks from."

"You are a gentleman."

"Don is wonderful Mother. We're going to go now. I need to make arrangements to heave you moved to a better room and we need to find a hotel."

"Don, do you mind if I speak with Sue Ellen a moment for a second?"

"No Mrs. Shepard. It's been a pleasure meeting you."

Don left the room. Sue Ellen held her mother's hand again. "What is it you wanted to talk to me about?"

"I have a request."

"What is it Mother? I'll do whatever you want."

"Make me pretty."

Sue Ellen froze. The ill feeling she had toward her mother were erased. She had to choke back the tears as she replied,"I promise."

Episode 3 - Anything For You

Sue Ellen carried on through the next few weeks with a courage only bestowed by God. No matter what had happened in the past, she was there every waking moment fot Patricia. It wasn't as if she were the only one though. Miss Ellie was there every day. Sue Ellen sensed that Miss Ellie was there more as a comfort to her than she was to her mother. Don accompanied Sue Ellen to the hospital every day dutifully. But, even though he was with her, it didn't seem like his mind was. He was always on his cell phone giving orders to his employees at the studio. It was a work ethic only parralleled to JR's. JR. How she didn't want to think of him the same way she thought about JR.

Sue Ellen placed the curling iron down and held out a mirror to her mother. "I think you look real pretty Mother."

Patricia glanced at the mirror but couldn't bare to look into it for too long. She looked terrible.

"Do you like it Mother?"

"You did a wonderful job Sue Ellen,"replied Patricia weakly.

As the days passed on, Sue Ellen could see her mother getting weaker. She now ceased to get out of bed at all. And, it almost seemed as if she didn't care anymore how she looked. Still, Sue Ellen kept her promise.

The telephone rang. Sue Ellen reached over to answer it. "Hello."

"Sue Ellen, how is Patricia?" asked Don.

"The same", replied Sue Ellen. "I fixed her hair and makeup this morning but I felt that she didn't even care. She's getting worse."

"I'll be at the hospital around noon. I need to talk to you about something."

Sue Ellen wondered what Don needed to talk about. "I'll be in the hospital cafeteria around noon. Is everything all right?"

"Yes. We just need to talk."

"I'll meet you at noon then."

Ewing Oil

JR stared out into the mid-morning Dallas skyline. He couldn't concentrate on the documents requiring his signature which would allow the Cartel to have part-ownership in the Alaskan oil deal. All he could think about was Sue Ellen. He wanted her back so badly but he also couldn't allow anyone to know that. Why should he? They would all be against it - after the way he had treated her. It was a hard pill to swallow for JR that Sue Ellen was so happy married to that boy. Sly intercomed him. "Yes."

"It's John Kirkland from London. I thought you might want to take this call."

"Yes, I do want to answer this call.,"

"Kirkland, I'm glad you got back to me quickly. Is everything set?"

"Down to the last detail."

"Good. I want to know as soon as the plan has been carried out."

"I'll let you know."

"You're a good man John. Bye now."

JR, hands behind his head, leaned back in his high-backed leather chair and smiled. This was just the beginning. Old JR always got what he wanted.

Dallas Memorial Hospital

Sue Ellen had just finished her meal, which consisted of a small garden salad, and gathered her thoughts over a cup of coffee. She was hating herself for what she was thinking. Yes, it did hurt her that her mother was dying. There were so many things Sue Ellen wanted to ask her mother such as why she never came around after Sue Ellen left home. She just didn't know if she could gather up the courage to ask her. She took another sip of her coffee and saw Don walk in over the rim of her styrofoam cup.

"Sorry I'm late Sue Ellen. How is she?"

"The same. I did her hair and make-up this morning. I also had The Store send over a silk pajama set and I think she really liked that."

"Good. You look so tired Sue Ellen. Why don't you go to the hotel and rest for a while and I'll stay with Patricia?"

Sue Ellen reached over and touched his hand. "I love you Don. And I appreciate you offering but this is my responsibility."

"Sue Ellen, you're wearing yourself down. You have to take care of yourself. You're losing weight, you look tired all the time and I'm worried."

"I'm fine."

"I just can't understand why you're doing all this when Patricia has barely had anything to do with you from the time you and JR first got married."

Sue Ellen's demeanor changed. Angrily she replied,"I don't have to explain what I'm doing to anyone. Patricia is my mother and, regardless of what kind of mother she is, she's the only mother I've ever known and I am going to stand by her side to the end." I

The noise in the cafeteria ceased as everyone's attention turned to Don and Sue Ellen's conversation. "I didn't mean it the way it sounded Sue Ellen. I'm just worried, that's all."

"I'm sorry too. I didn't mean to snap at you like that. I guess I am tired. But Don I need to see this through. For myself, I need to know that, when my mother is gone, that I did everything I possibly could for her. I couldn't bear to have it on my conscience that I didn't do anything."

"I understand. You are a wonderful person Sue Ellen Lockwood and I love you very much."

Sue Ellen stared at the man she loved and replied,"I love you too."

"Would you like to go for a walk before we go up?"

"I would love to have some time alone with you Don but I need to get back. The doctor will be making rounds shortly and I want to hear what he has to say."

"I'll return your tray for you and meet you at the elevator."

Southfork

Miss Ellie looked on as the boys splashed around in the pool. It was getting close to dinner time and she always dreaded having to tell the boys to get out of the pool to get dressed. Bobby pulled up with a lady friend he had invited to dinner. He and Karen exited the Mercedes convertible and, spotting Miss Ellie on the chaise lounge, walked over to the pool.

"Mama, I'd like you to meet Karen Lee."

"Karen, I remember you. I haven't seen you since you were a little girl at one of our parties. Welcome to Southfork. How is your father?"

"Same as ever. I hoped he would have retired by now."

Miss Ellie smiled remembering how Jock still wanted to be part of the action even though he was retired. "I know exactly what you mean. Sit down and have a glass of tea. I was just getting ready to send the boys up to get ready for dinner."

"Christopher...John Ross, it's time to get out of the pool,"called out Bobby.

The groans and no's sounded out just like they did every evening at dinner time.

"The pool will still be here tomorrow, I promise,"said Miss Ellie. "Here are your towels. Karen, if you'll excuse me I'm going to escort the boys into the house. You never know what they might get into."

Dallas Memorial Hospital

The room was silent as Sue Ellen and Don watched Patricia sleep, each gathered in their own thoughts. Don's thoughts were on getting back to work and beginning his next film. There was so much to be done. Sue Ellen was thinking back to when she and Kristin were growing up. It had always been the three of them.

"Sue Ellen, I'm going to step out and telephone the studio."

Inside, Sue Ellen groaned. This would make the fifth time Don had phoned the studio in the past two hours. "Go ahead. We'll be fine."

Don stepped out of the room. Sue Ellen went back to her thoughts for a moment before Patricia awoke.

"Sue Ellen. I must have drifted off."

"That's alright Mother. You need your rest."

"Did Don leave?"

"No. He just stepped out for a minute."

Sue Ellen was nervous. She couldn't live with herself without knowing. This was the time to ask. "Mother, can I ask you something?"

"Why didn't you want anything to do with me after I married JR?"

The question surprised Patricia. "I don't know what you mean."

"You rarely visited or called. Until now I hadn't seen you in five years. Why? I just don't understand."

"Sue Ellen, you were married. You didn't need me."

"Oh but Mother I did need you. I needed you terribly all those years JR was horrible to me and I had no one to turn to for advice."

The words stung Patricia. "I didn't see it that way Sue Ellen. I thought that since you were an adult that I needed to step back. I wanted to be there but I didn't think you wanted me."

"I always needed you and still do. I didn't know you felt that way. I just always thought you didn't love me and that I was a burden you were glad to shed."

Tears welled up in Patricia's eyes. "You were no burden. If I had a hundred daughters, I'd want them all to be just like you. I wanted that with Kristin but she was to wayward. I love you with all my heart Sue Ellen and always have. We've lost a lot of time and don't have much left."

The tears streamed down Sue Ellen's face now. "I love you too."

Patricia gestured to Sue Ellen. "Come here. Let me hold you."

And with that, Sue Ellen got into bed with her mother, her head nestled on her mother's neck, and told her she loved her once more. Sue Ellen drifted off for a few moments while Patricia held her darling child before Don walked in.

He gently nudged Sue Ellen. By that time Patricia had drifted off again. "Sue Ellen, I'm sorry but I need to talk to you."

Southfork Den

Karen had been introduced to everyone by now. Everyone had a drink in hand (Shirley Temples for the boys) as the telephone rang. Theresa entered the room and announced to JR. "JR, this call is for you."

"I'll take it by the stairs." JR walked out into the hallway. "Hello"

"JR, I hated to call you at home but it's done."

"Good. Good. Don't worry about calling here, John. And you covered everyone?"

"You don't have to worry about a thing JR. Everything is covered."

"Good work. You take yourself a nice vacation on the French Riviera or somewhere with that little wifey of yours, you here?"

"I hear you loud and clear. Don't hesitate to get in touch with me if you ever need anymore work done."

"Oh, I'll remember. Bye now."

JR hung up the phone just as everyone was headed to the dining room.

"Is everything alright, JR?" asked Bobby.

"Just fine Bob. That was Vaughn Leland letting me know the funding is there for that Alaskan oil deal with the cartel."

"I know Daddy will be pleased to hear that,"commented Karen.

"Ole Jordan still loves the thrill of wildcatting, doesn't he?"

"Oh yes" laughed Karen. "He'll never tire of it."

"Let's sit down to dinner then," replied Miss Ellie. Everyone then sat down to dinner.

Dallas Memorial Hospital

"What is the matter Don? Is there something wrong?"

"I just received some disturbing news and, as bad as I hate to, I am going to have to leave you here briefly and return to London."

Leave me here by myself? What could possibly be that important? "Why? What has happened?"

"Gregory informed me that the set of my new film, The Ocean, caught fire and the entire set went up in flames. Everything was lost. Luckily everyone escaped uninjured."

"Don, I'm so sorry but do you really have to leave. Surely it was insured?"

"Yes. They said it was probably faulty wiring but I need to check it out for myself. The police will be conducting an investigation."

"I don't want you to go. No one else can take care of it?"

"Sue Ellen, like I said, I don't want to leave you but I have to."

Sue Ellen sighed to herself. Now it would just be her - alone. "I understand. You will be coming back shortly?"

"As soon as possible but I don't know what this is going to entail. I hate to do this to you Sue Ellen but this is my livlihood."

Those words could have come straight from JR Ewing's mouth. "Okay. When are you leaving?"

"I'm going to the airport now to get the next available flight. I love you Sue Ellen. Don't forget that."

"I love you too. You will let me know when you have landed?"

"Of course." Don looked around the room. He hated to leave her but, to himself, he had no choice. "Goodbye."

Tears welled up - they came from Sue Ellen's everpresent fear of aloneness. "Goodbye Don."

With that he walked out of the room. Sue Ellen looked around the room and thought "It's right back to the way it was - just us."

Don called as soon as he landed. He had made it safely. But he didn't come right back like he promised. Sure, he called every day but it wasn't the same. Two weeks had passed by. Miss Ellie stopped by every day and tried to get Sue Ellen to take a break and get some rest but she wouldn't. She had made that promise to herself weeks ago to see this through. Bobby even stopped by. Once a week Miss Ellie brought John Ross with her. How Sue Ellen missed that boy. He had his father's brains and his mother's brass. Sue Ellen found it surprising that JR hadn't taken advantage of this situation and tried to prove her as an unfit mother or one of his other schemes. Still, even with Miss Ellie, she felt so alone. Her mother slept more and more now. Gone were the long conversations the two of them had. They had become so close during this time but Sue Ellen could tell that time was drawing to a close. She looked in the mirror outside the bathroom. She didn't even recognize herself. Dark circles wharfed her face. She was thinner now than she'd ever been in her life. "Oh mother, why do you have to suffer so? You've suffered one way or another your entire life."

Ewing Oil

JR sent the girls home for the day. The Alaskan drilling had begun and was promising to be a gusher. He looked out the window from his top floor office at the Dallas skyline. Enough time had passed. He had to see Sue Ellen. "I have to see her. Is she still beautiful?" Yes, now was the time. He turned out the lights and headed out to the elevators.

Dallas Memorial Hospital

JR went to the information desk and found out Patricia's room number. He took the elevator up to the 5th floor and walked down the corridor until he saw Patricia's name posted outside the room. The door was closed. Should he open it? He then thought it was probably closed to keep down on the noise. He didn't knock but just turned the knob and walked in. He was horrified at what he saw. He grasped the "nurse call" button. After what seemed like ages someone finally responded.

"Can I help you?"

"I need a doctor - now!"

"We're on our way."

He let go of the button and glanced at Patricia, fast asleep. His gaze then turned downward to the floor. He knelt down to the floor and tried to awaken her - Sue Ellen collapsed on the cold tile floor.

Freeze Frame



Episode 3 - Anything For You

Sue Ellen carried on through the next few weeks with a courage only bestowed by God. No matter what had happened in the past, she was there every waking moment fot Patricia. It wasn't as if she were the only one though. Miss Ellie was there every day. Sue Ellen sensed that Miss Ellie was there more as a comfort to her than she was to her mother. Don accompanied Sue Ellen to the hospital every day dutifully. But, even though he was with her, it didn't seem like his mind was. He was always on his cell phone giving orders to his employees at the studio. It was a work ethic only parralleled to JR's. JR. How she didn't want to think of him the same way she thought about JR.

Sue Ellen placed the curling iron down and held out a mirror to her mother. "I think you look real pretty Mother."

Patricia glanced at the mirror but couldn't bare to look into it for too long. She looked terrible.

"Do you like it Mother?"

"You did a wonderful job Sue Ellen,"replied Patricia weakly.

As the days passed on, Sue Ellen could see her mother getting weaker. She now ceased to get out of bed at all. And, it almost seemed as if she didn't care anymore how she looked. Still, Sue Ellen kept her promise.

The telephone rang. Sue Ellen reached over to answer it. "Hello."

"Sue Ellen, how is Patricia?" asked Don.

"The same", replied Sue Ellen. "I fixed her hair and makeup this morning but I felt that she didn't even care. She's getting worse."

"I'll be at the hospital around noon. I need to talk to you about something."

Sue Ellen wondered what Don needed to talk about. "I'll be in the hospital cafeteria around noon. Is everything all right?"

"Yes. We just need to talk."

"I'll meet you at noon then."

Ewing Oil

JR stared out into the mid-morning Dallas skyline. He couldn't concentrate on the documents requiring his signature which would allow the Cartel to have part-ownership in the Alaskan oil deal. All he could think about was Sue Ellen. He wanted her back so badly but he also couldn't allow anyone to know that. Why should he? They would all be against it - after the way he had treated her. It was a hard pill to swallow for JR that Sue Ellen was so happy married to that boy. Sly intercomed him. "Yes."

"It's John Kirkland from London. I thought you might want to take this call."

"Yes, I do want to answer this call.,"

"Kirkland, I'm glad you got back to me quickly. Is everything set?"

"Down to the last detail."

"Good. I want to know as soon as the plan has been carried out."

"I'll let you know."

"You're a good man John. Bye now."

JR, hands behind his head, leaned back in his high-backed leather chair and smiled. This was just the beginning. Old JR always got what he wanted.

Dallas Memorial Hospital

Sue Ellen had just finished her meal, which consisted of a small garden salad, and gathered her thoughts over a cup of coffee. She was hating herself for what she was thinking. Yes, it did hurt her that her mother was dying. There were so many things Sue Ellen wanted to ask her mother such as why she never came around after Sue Ellen left home. She just didn't know if she could gather up the courage to ask her. She took another sip of her coffee and saw Don walk in over the rim of her styrofoam cup.

"Sorry I'm late Sue Ellen. How is she?"

"The same. I did her hair and make-up this morning. I also had The Store send over a silk pajama set and I think she really liked that."

"Good. You look so tired Sue Ellen. Why don't you go to the hotel and rest for a while and I'll stay with Patricia?"

Sue Ellen reached over and touched his hand. "I love you Don. And I appreciate you offering but this is my responsibility."

"Sue Ellen, you're wearing yourself down. You have to take care of yourself. You're losing weight, you look tired all the time and I'm worried."

"I'm fine."

"I just can't understand why you're doing all this when Patricia has barely had anything to do with you from the time you and JR first got married."

Sue Ellen's demeanor changed. Angrily she replied,"I don't have to explain what I'm doing to anyone. Patricia is my mother and, regardless of what kind of mother she is, she's the only mother I've ever known and I am going to stand by her side to the end." I

The noise in the cafeteria ceased as everyone's attention turned to Don and Sue Ellen's conversation. "I didn't mean it the way it sounded Sue Ellen. I'm just worried, that's all."

"I'm sorry too. I didn't mean to snap at you like that. I guess I am tired. But Don I need to see this through. For myself, I need to know that, when my mother is gone, that I did everything I possibly could for her. I couldn't bear to have it on my conscience that I didn't do anything."

"I understand. You are a wonderful person Sue Ellen Lockwood and I love you very much."

Sue Ellen stared at the man she loved and replied,"I love you too."

"Would you like to go for a walk before we go up?"

"I would love to have some time alone with you Don but I need to get back. The doctor will be making rounds shortly and I want to hear what he has to say."

"I'll return your tray for you and meet you at the elevator."

Southfork

Miss Ellie looked on as the boys splashed around in the pool. It was getting close to dinner time and she always dreaded having to tell the boys to get out of the pool to get dressed. Bobby pulled up with a lady friend he had invited to dinner. He and Karen exited the Mercedes convertible and, spotting Miss Ellie on the chaise lounge, walked over to the pool.

"Mama, I'd like you to meet Karen Lee."

"Karen, I remember you. I haven't seen you since you were a little girl at one of our parties. Welcome to Southfork. How is your father?"

"Same as ever. I hoped he would have retired by now."

Miss Ellie smiled remembering how Jock still wanted to be part of the action even though he was retired. "I know exactly what you mean. Sit down and have a glass of tea. I was just getting ready to send the boys up to get ready for dinner."

"Christopher...John Ross, it's time to get out of the pool,"called out Bobby.

The groans and no's sounded out just like they did every evening at dinner time.

"The pool will still be here tomorrow, I promise,"said Miss Ellie. "Here are your towels. Karen, if you'll excuse me I'm going to escort the boys into the house. You never know what they might get into."

Dallas Memorial Hospital

The room was silent as Sue Ellen and Don watched Patricia sleep, each gathered in their own thoughts. Don's thoughts were on getting back to work and beginning his next film. There was so much to be done. Sue Ellen was thinking back to when she and Kristin were growing up. It had always been the three of them.

"Sue Ellen, I'm going to step out and telephone the studio."

Inside, Sue Ellen groaned. This would make the fifth time Don had phoned the studio in the past two hours. "Go ahead. We'll be fine."

Don stepped out of the room. Sue Ellen went back to her thoughts for a moment before Patricia awoke.

"Sue Ellen. I must have drifted off."

"That's alright Mother. You need your rest."

"Did Don leave?"

"No. He just stepped out for a minute."

Sue Ellen was nervous. She couldn't live with herself without knowing. This was the time to ask. "Mother, can I ask you something?"

"Why didn't you want anything to do with me after I married JR?"

The question surprised Patricia. "I don't know what you mean."

"You rarely visited or called. Until now I hadn't seen you in five years. Why? I just don't understand."

"Sue Ellen, you were married. You didn't need me."

"Oh but Mother I did need you. I needed you terribly all those years JR was horrible to me and I had no one to turn to for advice."

The words stung Patricia. "I didn't see it that way Sue Ellen. I thought that since you were an adult that I needed to step back. I wanted to be there but I didn't think you wanted me."

"I always needed you and still do. I didn't know you felt that way. I just always thought you didn't love me and that I was a burden you were glad to shed."

Tears welled up in Patricia's eyes. "You were no burden. If I had a hundred daughters, I'd want them all to be just like you. I wanted that with Kristin but she was to wayward. I love you with all my heart Sue Ellen and always have. We've lost a lot of time and don't have much left."

The tears streamed down Sue Ellen's face now. "I love you too."

Patricia gestured to Sue Ellen. "Come here. Let me hold you."

And with that, Sue Ellen got into bed with her mother, her head nestled on her mother's neck, and told her she loved her once more. Sue Ellen drifted off for a few moments while Patricia held her darling child before Don walked in.

He gently nudged Sue Ellen. By that time Patricia had drifted off again. "Sue Ellen, I'm sorry but I need to talk to you."

Southfork Den

Karen had been introduced to everyone by now. Everyone had a drink in hand (Shirley Temples for the boys) as the telephone rang. Theresa entered the room and announced to JR. "JR, this call is for you."

"I'll take it by the stairs." JR walked out into the hallway. "Hello"

"JR, I hated to call you at home but it's done."

"Good. Good. Don't worry about calling here, John. And you covered everyone?"

"You don't have to worry about a thing JR. Everything is covered."

"Good work. You take yourself a nice vacation on the French Riviera or somewhere with that little wifey of yours, you here?"

"I hear you loud and clear. Don't hesitate to get in touch with me if you ever need anymore work done."

"Oh, I'll remember. Bye now."

JR hung up the phone just as everyone was headed to the dining room.

"Is everything alright, JR?" asked Bobby.

"Just fine Bob. That was Vaughn Leland letting me know the funding is there for that Alaskan oil deal with the cartel."

"I know Daddy will be pleased to hear that,"commented Karen.

"Ole Jordan still loves the thrill of wildcatting, doesn't he?"

"Oh yes" laughed Karen. "He'll never tire of it."

"Let's sit down to dinner then," replied Miss Ellie. Everyone then sat down to dinner.

Dallas Memorial Hospital

"What is the matter Don? Is there something wrong?"

"I just received some disturbing news and, as bad as I hate to, I am going to have to leave you here briefly and return to London."

Leave me here by myself? What could possibly be that important? "Why? What has happened?"

"Gregory informed me that the set of my new film, The Ocean, caught fire and the entire set went up in flames. Everything was lost. Luckily everyone escaped uninjured."

"Don, I'm so sorry but do you really have to leave. Surely it was insured?"

"Yes. They said it was probably faulty wiring but I need to check it out for myself. The police will be conducting an investigation."

"I don't want you to go. No one else can take care of it?"

"Sue Ellen, like I said, I don't want to leave you but I have to."

Sue Ellen sighed to herself. Now it would just be her - alone. "I understand. You will be coming back shortly?"

"As soon as possible but I don't know what this is going to entail. I hate to do this to you Sue Ellen but this is my livlihood."

Those words could have come straight from JR Ewing's mouth. "Okay. When are you leaving?"

"I'm going to the airport now to get the next available flight. I love you Sue Ellen. Don't forget that."

"I love you too. You will let me know when you have landed?"

"Of course." Don looked around the room. He hated to leave her but, to himself, he had no choice. "Goodbye."

Tears welled up - they came from Sue Ellen's everpresent fear of aloneness. "Goodbye Don."

With that he walked out of the room. Sue Ellen looked around the room and thought "It's right back to the way it was - just us."

Don called as soon as he landed. He had made it safely. But he didn't come right back like he promised. Sure, he called every day but it wasn't the same. Two weeks had passed by. Miss Ellie stopped by every day and tried to get Sue Ellen to take a break and get some rest but she wouldn't. She had made that promise to herself weeks ago to see this through. Bobby even stopped by. Once a week Miss Ellie brought John Ross with her. How Sue Ellen missed that boy. He had his father's brains and his mother's brass. Sue Ellen found it surprising that JR hadn't taken advantage of this situation and tried to prove her as an unfit mother or one of his other schemes. Still, even with Miss Ellie, she felt so alone. Her mother slept more and more now. Gone were the long conversations the two of them had. They had become so close during this time but Sue Ellen could tell that time was drawing to a close. She looked in the mirror outside the bathroom. She didn't even recognize herself. Dark circles wharfed her face. She was thinner now than she'd ever been in her life. "Oh mother, why do you have to suffer so? You've suffered one way or another your entire life."

Ewing Oil

JR sent the girls home for the day. The Alaskan drilling had begun and was promising to be a gusher. He looked out the window from his top floor office at the Dallas skyline. Enough time had passed. He had to see Sue Ellen. "I have to see her. Is she still beautiful?" Yes, now was the time. He turned out the lights and headed out to the elevators.

Dallas Memorial Hospital

JR went to the information desk and found out Patricia's room number. He took the elevator up to the 5th floor and walked down the corridor until he saw Patricia's name posted outside the room. The door was closed. Should he open it? He then thought it was probably closed to keep down on the noise. He didn't knock but just turned the knob and walked in. He was horrified at what he saw. He grasped the "nurse call" button. After what seemed like ages someone finally responded.

"Can I help you?"

"I need a doctor - now!"

"We're on our way."

He let go of the button and glanced at Patricia, fast asleep. His gaze then turned downward to the floor. He knelt down to the floor and tried to awaken her - Sue Ellen collapsed on the cold tile floor.

Freeze Frame
 

EPISODE 4

JR cradled Sue Ellen's head in his lap until the nurse entered the room. The nurse quickly went to Sue Ellen and checked her blood pressure and pulse. JR was pushed to the side as nurses and doctors entered the room to work on Sue Ellen. Patricia awoke with all the commotion in the room and began to get hysterical.

"Her vitals are good," stated the nurse.

"What's happening?" Patricia cried frantically. Then, spying JR in the corner lashed out at him. "What did you do to my daughter? Why couldn't you just leave her alone?"

A nameless doctor ordered one of the nurses to sedate Patricia as she was becoming more and more frantic.

"Get her on the stretcher now and down to the emergency room."

Everything happened so quickly. JR glanced over at Patricia sleeping soundly before grabbing his Stetson and heading down to the ER. At the nurse's station he was told to wait and the doctor would be out to brief him when the examination was done.

"Can I see her?"

"I'm sorry Mr. Ewing, we can't allow you to go back there. Are you her next of kin?"

"Yes...well no, not exactly. She is my ex-wife."

"I see."

A nurse exited the ER and approached JR. "Are you the person who was with Mrs. Lockwood when she collapsed?"

"Not exactly. She was already unconscious when I entered the room. Can I see her now?"

"Not until the doctor is finished with his examination. He should be out to speak with you soon."

With that the nurse walked off. JR clutched his hat as he walked to the row of pay phones adjacent to the ER waiting area. Theresa answered the phone at Southfork. "Theresa, get Mama on the phone,"JR stated urgently.

"Certainly."

Miss Ellie picked up the phone. "JR, where are you? We held dinner for you and you never even called. Is everything alright?"

"Mama, I'm at Dallas Memorial. Sue Ellen is in the emergency room."

"Sue Ellen? What? Why are you there?"

"I stopped in to see Patricia and when I entered the room Sue Ellen was collapsed on the floor."

Miss Ellie thought and then asked,"Does Don know about this?"

"Mama, do you honestly think I am going to contact that varmint?"

"He is her husband JR. Why do you care anyway? I will call him and then I'll have Bobby bring me to the hospital."

"Bye now." JR hung up the phone. Don Lockwood. Great. JR was sure he'd ride into town with his cute little British accent and hover all over Sue Ellen. What did she see in him anyway? What a bore! He walked over to the waiting area and took a seat.

Southfork

The phone seemed to ring for ages before Don finally picked up. "Don, this is Ellie Ewing."

"Hello. I can tell by your tone of voice something is wrong. Is Patricia worse?"

"No, she's the same. It's Sue Ellen. I'm on my way to the hospital. Don, all I know is that she collapsed. Will you be coming to Dallas?"

"Yes...Well, I have to make sure everything is alright at the studio. I am supposed to meet with the construction team tomorrow for the new set. Is she okay?"

Miss Ellie, agitated, replied,"I told you all I know. I'll call you when I know more. I have to go now." She hung up before he had a chance to respond. How could he sound so uncaring. Miss Ellie thought Sue Ellen had finally met someone who would treat her the way she deserved to be treated. He was no different than JR in Miss Ellie's opinion.

"Mama, are you ready?" asked Bobby. Karen was with him. Before she could answer Clayton entered the room.

Spying Bobby, keys in hand, and Miss Ellie holding her purse he asked,"Going out?"

"Clayton, we're on our way to Dallas Memorial. Sue Ellen collapsed and is being treated in the ER. We need to get going. JR is expecting us," responded Miss Ellie.

Karen spoke up,"I'm going too." Her date with Bobby had been cut short but she didn't mind. She could see that Bobby was distraught.

"Let's get going then," replied Bobby as everyone headed to his car.

Dallas Memorial Hospital

As one of the pay phones rang, a blonde lady stood up from her seat to answer it. "Hello. Wait just a sec."

"Is anyone here from the Lockwood family?"

JR stood up. "I am."

The lady handed him the receiver. "Hello."

Don Lockwood couldn't believe his ears. What was JR Ewing doing at the hospital? "Is Sue Ellen okay?"

"Why do you care? You're halfway around the world from Sue Ellen."

"JR, I am not going to get into a war of words with you. I just want to know how Sue Ellen is."

"Well, if you cared so much, why are you in England while Sue Ellen is here?"

London

Don slammed down the phone. Damn! How he wanted to be with her - his darling Sue Ellen. But he had to meet with the crew to make the final decisions on the reconstruction of the set. He had invested everything into this film and it had to be a success. If it wasn't, he stood to lose everything, including the woman he loved.

Dallas Memorial Hospital

JR tried to concentrate on the magazine but he couldn't. What was going on back there? Why did Sue Ellen collapse? She had to be okay. She had to be okay so he could tell her how much he loved her and how much she meant to him. Then guilt set in. All she ever wanted was his love. He had cheated on her countless times. Why? None of them meant anything to him. Mostly it was business but that didn't matter. She was all he ever wanted. His thoughts drifted back to that night - the night of the beauty pageant. She had strutted her stuff on that stage as if she didn't even care - didn't want to be there. Oh, but there was something different about this girl that he'd never seen in any of the girls he'd had before. This girl had sensual charisma that radiated the room. Before he was ever introduced to her he knew he had to have her. And there had never been anyone else. She loved him and he spurned her. He tried after she left. He tried to find that again with countless women, even Vanessa. But no one even came close to measuring up to her. He made a promise to himself to make everything right between them. God how he missed her! She understood him and his motivations like no other person on earth possibly could. She had to be alright. He was nothing without her.

"JR, any word yet?" It was Miss Ellie with Clayton, Bobby, and Karen in tow.

"No, Mama. I haven't heard anything."

Miss Ellie dreaded asking but she had to know. "What were you doing here tonight, JR?"

JR didn't want to tell her the truth. She had always held him at arm's length because of his treatment of Sue Ellen. If she knew the truth that he'd gone there to start winning her back she'd be furious with him. "Well Mama, Patricia was once my mother-in-law, and I felt I was obligated to pay her a visit."

Miss Ellie could see that he was lying. "I don't want you causing any trouble for Sue Ellen, JR. She's having a hard time as it is without your intervention."

"Mama, I told you. I just wanted to visit Patricia."

Before she could retort a doctor came out of the ER. "Mr. Ewing?"

"Yes, I'm JR Ewing. How is Sue Ellen?"

"She is suffering from severe exhaustion. She's awake now. At first she was slightly disoriented but she seems better now. However, I don't want to dismiss her unless I know she's getting proper care. As I understand it, she's been living here at the hospital 24 hours a day. She needs rest."

Miss Ellie spoke up. "I have a room ready for her at Southfork, doctor. She will get all the rest and relaxation she needs there."

JR couldn't believe his ears. Sue Ellen coming home? They would run into each other every day. He would get that chance he wanted to get her back. "Can I go in now doctor?"

Miss Ellie interceded,"I don't think that's a good idea JR."

"Mama, I'm the one that found her. If it weren't for me it's no telling how long it would have been before someone found her."

"Yes JR, and I am thankful to you for that. But I don't think it would be good for Sue Ellen to see you right now. She is severely weak both physically and mentally." Miss Ellie then hesitated. This was going to be hard. "JR, I think you should stay at the condo for a few days. At least until Sue Ellen is doing better."

"Are you crazy Mama? Why wouldn't you want John Ross to be with his father and his mother?"

"If I allow you to stay at SouthFork, you must promise me that you'll leave Sue Ellen alone."

JR lookep up at the ceiling and paused before replying. "Alright. I'll leave Sue Ellen alone. I promise. I only want her to get well."

"I hope you mean that JR. If you cross her one time I'll have your things sent to the condo myself."

Bobby and Karen walked over to Miss Ellie. "Mama, the nurse said you can go in now. Is there anything I can do?"

"Yes, Bobby. I hate to ask but could you go check on Patricia?"

"Sure thing. Karen, do you need to go home?"

"No Bobby, I'm fine. I'll go with you."

Miss Ellie approached the door and peaked through the window. Sue Ellen was fast asleep. She let herself in as quietly as she could but Sue Ellen awoke as soon as she took a seat.

"Miss Ellie, how did you know I was here?"

"It's a long story Sue Ellen. How are you feeling?"

"I feel fine. I don't understand all the fuss. I really need to get back to Mother now." With that she started to get up from the bed.

Miss Ellie walked over to the side of the bed and sat down. "Not now, Sue Ellen. You need your rest. Bobby and Karen are with her right now. They'll stay with her for awhile and then I'll relieve them. We have to get you well. You've exhausted yourself."

Sue Ellen protested. "But Miss Ellie, I'm all she has. I have to be with her."

"If you go back right now, you'll end up right back here again. I have a room for you at SouthFork. There you can get the rest you need. Why don't we go there for tonight and then tomorrow the two of us will come back to visit Patricia?"

"SouthFork? I don't think that is a good idea. I'll just go back to my hotel."

"As I said before, that is nonsense. You'll have everything you need at SouthFork. John Ross is there. You'll have all the comforts of home."

"Yes, I would have John Ross. But JR is there also."

"JR is not going to be a problem, I promise you that. He's already been told that, if he steps out of line one time, he'll be sent packing to the condo."

Sue Ellen laughed at that. "Okay then. I may as well take you up one the offer because I can see you won't take no for an answer."

SouthFork

JR peered out the bedroom window as everyone arrived home. He watched as Clayton and Bobby helped Sue Ellen out of the car, Miss Ellie behind them. She looked so thin and frail. But she was even more beautiful now than ever. Sue Ellen was all he ever wanted. And yet, he couldn't help mistreating her at every turn. They could have been so great together. They were great together. It wasn't all bad. And he knew that, deep down, everything bad that happened was his own creation. He closed the curtain and walked over to the bed. Sitting down he picked up the phone and dialed his contact in London.

"JR Ewing here."

"Mr. Ewing, I've been awaiting your phone call."

"I signed those papers this afternoon. I am now the backer of the film."

"Yes Mr. Ewing, I am aware of that."

"Well that's good that you understand that because I intend for that film to be finished in eight weeks or I will foreclose."

"Eight weeks? That's impossible. You do realize we're just getting started rebuilding a new set.."

"And you should realize that I want a good return on my investment and the longer it takes to shoot this film, the more money it will cost me."

"I understand that Mr. Ewing but..."

"Eight weeks and that's final. And no one is to know about me. No one. Do you understand?"

"Yes. I understand."

The next morning Sue Ellen didn't realize where she was at first. Then it came to her. She was in her old room. Everything in it still looked the same as it had when she left it years ago. After showering and putting on fresh clothes - a black pantsuit - she started out of the bedroom to go downstairs for something to eat. But not before checking out the window to make sure JR's car was gone.

Miss Ellie smiled over her coffee. "Good morning."

"Good morning everyone. It feels so strange being here. Thanks for having me."

"We're very glad to have you here Sue Ellen", replied Bobby.

Clayton reiterated Bobby's statement. "Yes, Sue Ellen, we're glad to have you. We've missed you and I think you'll be very comfortable here."

"I have to get off to work now, Sue Ellen, but I'll see you later." With that Bobby grabbed his jacket and left.

"Are you hungry Sue Ellen?"asked Miss Ellie.

"Yes, I'm starving." Sue Ellen realized how deprived she'd been with all the food before her. She wanted to eat everything in sight but she needed to get to the hospital. "I think I will have a bite before I go to the hospital. I'm having a car sent out to me so I don't infringe on you more than I already am."

"Don called this morning but you were still sleeping and he didn't want me to wake you. He said to give you his love. I told him you'd probably call him after you got up."

"Thanks, Clayton." Sue Ellen was still hurt that he was spending so much time away from her. "I'll call him right after I devour everything on this table."

Everyone laughed at that. "John Ross looked in on you this morning. He went out riding with Christopher. He wanted to wake you up so badly that I knew I had to get him out of the house."

"I miss him terribly, Miss Ellie." She finished up her last bite of toast. "Will you excuse me while I use the telephone?"

"Of course," replied Clayton.

Sue Ellen walked out to the edge of the staircase and phoned Don.

"Hello."

"Don, it's me."

"Sue Ellen, thank God. I was so worried. How are you feeling? I miss you."

"I feel tired but, other than that, I'm fine. When are you coming back to Dallas?"

Don knew that question was coming and he dreaded answering it. "Sue Ellen there is a small problem with the film."

"What is it?"

"The backer of the film wants it finished in eight weeks and we're having to rush everything. I've been sleeping here at the set half the time. When I get any sleep. "

Anyone who knew Sue Ellen could have seen that she was angry by the way she jutted her chin out. "Well Don, I'm so sorry you're tired. Do you think I'm any less tired than you?"

"Sue Ellen, my work on this film is our livelihood. I'm doing this for us."

"Just like all your other projects? You haven't even asked about Mother?"

"I'm sorry. How is she?"

"The same. I have to go now. Good luck with the shooting."

"I love you", said Don. But she had already hung up the phone. He wanted to be there. He wanted to be there every step of the way but he had to work. Truthfully, deep down, he had missed his work horribly during his time in Dallas. The people were so boring there also. Maybe if he sped up the shooting he could fly into Dallas for a day.

Sue Ellen walked back into the dining room and announced that she was leaving for the hospital.

"I'm coming with you."

"Miss Ellie, I promise I won't wear myself out. I'll be fine. I'm having a car sent out to me."

"Well, I hate for you to go by yourself. I'll go with you."

"Miss Ellie, there's no need for you to go. I'm fine, I swear."

Dallas Memorial Hospital

Sue Ellen entered Patricia's room. Surprisingly, she was awake. She had been sleeping so much lately.

"Sue Ellen, I was so worried. Bobby told me you collapsed from exhaustion. I didn't think you'd be back here so soon. You look terrible."

"Thanks for the compliments Mother. I'm fine. A good night's sleep and a good meal can do wonders."

"I didn't mean it the way it sounded. It's just.."

"What Mother?"

"Well...everything was so confusing. I must have been asleep. When I awoke, you were on the floor unconscious. Nurses were scrambling about and...."

"And what Mother?"

"JR was standing over you."

The sound of his name gave her a jolt. JR? "What was he doing here?"

"I don't know. I screamed at him to leave and then I don't know what happened. Someone gave me a shot and when I woke up Bobby was here. He's such a good man Sue Ellen. I wish you'd wound up with him instead of that ingrate."

Sue Ellen nodded. "Bobby is a good man. He's the brother I never had. He always stood up for me when it came to JR. I wonder what JR was up to?"

"Well, I'm sure he was up to no good. He never is."

"Let's don't talk about JR. Let's talk about something else. How would you like your hair today?"

For the next two weeks, Sue Ellen returned to her daily habit of staying at the hospital at her mother's side. Bobby, Miss Ellie, Clayton, and even Karen stopped by and spent some time each day - all of them offering Sue Ellen a break. Somehow, she avoided running into JR. As little time as she was spending at SouthFork, it wasn't that difficult. She could see the end was near. More bad days than good. She was staying at SouthFork but she was still wearing herself out. Don called every day as he had since he returned to London. He was rushing the movie as fast as possible. The hurt turned to anger. How could he leave her like this? It was on a Sunday when it happened. Patricia's breathing kept getting slower and slower. Sue Ellen did the only thing she could think of. She held her hand. Patricia hadn't spoken in days. She no longer resembled the beautiful woman Sue Ellen worshiped when she was growing up. Sue Ellen's mind drfited off to her memories of growing up in the Shepard household. She felt a squeeze and looked down to see her mother's eyes open.

"Are you awake?" she whispered.

"I love you."

She knew then. Tears streamed down as she told her mother "I love you too."

And then she was gone. Sue Ellen spent a few moments before ringing the nurses station.

"She's gone."

The nurses were very kind to her as they carried out their duties. Would she like for them to call someone? She could think of no one. Right now she just felt so alone. She didn't want to talk to Don. She didn't want to talk to anyone. She made the necessary arrangements to have her moved to the funeral home. After seeing that everything was arranged, she kissed her mother's forehead before walking out the door. Sue Ellen walked out the hospital doors into the hot Texas sun. Spying a bench sort of hidden from view she took a seat. She looked up into the sky trying to gather her thoughts. There was so much that needed to be done. How could she explain what had happened to Grandma to John Ross?

He locked the car and started across the parking lot to the entrance to the hospital. He didn't care if he had to move to the condo. He could never get her back as long as she didn't know how he felt. He knew he could change. As he strode up the steps he spotted an auburn-haired woman crying on a bench. He didn't have to see her face to know that it was Sue Ellen. He hesitated before walking over to her. Taking a seat on the bench facing the opposite direction, he could sense what had happened. Sue Ellen was so distraught she didn't even notice him sitting next to her.

"I'm sorry Sue Ellen."

Sue Ellen glanced up and couldn't believe her eyes. There before her stood the man she had never wanted to lay eyes on again - JR Ewing.

EPISODE 5

Southfork

Bobby and Karen were playing with John Ross and Christopher in the pool. Karen grabbed a towel from the side of the pool and walked up the steps to a chaise lounge. Laughing she said,"You boys are wearing me out. I'm too old for this."

"Oh, please come back," pleaded John Ross.

"Yeah Karen, come play volleyball with us", chimed in Christopher.

"Okay then. Let me rest up for a few minutes and I'll get back in."

"Kids, I think I'll rest up for a minute or two also," added Bobby.

John Ross and Christopher went back to horsing around in the pool.

"John Ross has really enjoyed his visit, hasn't he Bobby."

"Yes, but I can tell he misses Sue Ellen. He only sees her in the morning before she leaves for the hospital and at night as she tucks him in."

"Why is she doing all this, Bobby? I never got the impression that she and Patricia were particularly close."

"They weren't. But Sue Ellen has always carried her heart in her hands. She feels that this is her responsibility and hers only."

"She looks terrible. I wish she'd let us help her."

"I know. So do I." Bobby sighed before adding,"At least JR has left her alone. As far as I know he has avoided her the entire time she's been back at SouthFork."

"You never did tell me what happened between them."

"Well, it's a long story. All Sue Ellen ever wanted was JR's love. And there were good times. But when it was bad, it was really bad. JR cheated on her numerous times and eventually Sue Ellen became an alco-
holic."

"Sue Ellen, an alcoholic? I never would have guessed. She seems so together."

"She is now. Sue Ellen hasn't touched a drop of alcohol in years."

"Wow." Then changing the subject away from JR and Sue Ellen,"Well, where is her husband Don? I would have thought he'd have come back by now."

"Mama, Clayton, and I were discussing that last night. Apparently there's some problem with his latest movie project and he just can't get away."

"I'm sorry Bobby but nothing she be as important to Don right now than what Sue Ellen's going through. If he could only see her..."

"Yes, it seems that Sue Ellen is always falling in love with the same types of men. Only this time, he's married to his work, not his mistresses."

"I think I'll stop by the hospital this evening to check on her...and Patricia."

Bobby kissed Karen on the cheek. "Now I remember what I like about you."

"You forgot?" With that she got up and dove back into the pool. "Come on old man!"

Bobby got up and rejoined the party.

Dallas Memorial Hospital

Sue Ellen froze at the sight of him. What was he doing here? She had wondered what he was doing there the night she collapsed. Her heart was racing. What was causing it? Somehow she pulled herself together and her eyes hardened as she looked at him.

"What are you doing here JR?"

JR sensed the bitterness in her voice. "Sue Ellen, I didn't come here to cause trouble."

"Oh you didn't? Trouble follows you every step you make."

JR protested. "Sue Ellen, the only reason I came was to check on Patricia...and you."

Sue Ellen was shaking now. "Well, you're too late for the first one. Mother is dead. And as for me...."

"I'm terribly sorry Sue Ellen. Is there anything I can do for you?"

"Do? For me? I don't need you. You don't give a damn about me."

Sue Ellen's words stung. Of course she still hated him. Why shouldn't she? He had treated her as if she weren't even human. And all she ever wanted was his love. She had certainly given all of herself to him. But he could never return that love.

"Please listen to me, Sue Ellen."

"I don't have to listen to anything you say. I can't believe your nerve. Coming here of all places to spread more of your poison. Like you ever cared about my mother."

JR looked down at the ground - ashamed. She really hated him. He had hoped she still had a soft spot for him. Obviously, those were false hopes.

"You're right Sue Ellen. If you want an honest explanation-"

She cut him off. "Honest? You don't have an honest bone in your entire body. Goodbye."

Sue Ellen stood up and left. Her gate was nearly a running pace when JR caught up with her. He grabbed her by the shoulders and turned her around facing him. He looked deep into her eyes - red from crying. She was still the prettiest thing he ever laid eyes on. He could see the pain in them. He couldn't add to that. Not right now.

"Let me go."

"No. Not until I know you're okay. You're in no shape to drive. Let me take you home."

"I'd rather hitchhike than get into the same car as you."

Sue Ellen turned from JR and walked briskly toward the parking garage. JR watched as she walked away. He turned in the other direction and started to walk to his car. Something made him turn around though. He couldn't let her make the forty minute drive back to SouthFork all alone. Not with what she'd just gone through. It had been many years since he'd lost his Daddy and the pain that everyone said would lessen never had. No. She wouldn't get away that easy. JR walked briskly in Sue Ellen's direction. She was just getting into her car when he caught up with her.

"Sue Ellen."

"Why can't you just leave me alone?"

"Sue Ellen, I know how you're feeling. Please, I just want to give you a ride back to SouthFork...nothing more."

Sue Ellen looked down at the ground as she thought his words over. If she did accept his offer, what did her want back in return? She noticed then that her hands were shaking and she felt weak. A ride woudn't be so bad.

"Okay. But when we get back to SouthFork I expect you to leave me alone."

"You have my word."

Sue Ellen locked her car and closed the door. They walked silently across the parking lot to JR's Mercedes. JR opened her door for her. He walked around to the driver's side and got in. He kept his promise all the way home. Sue Ellen was still gazing quietly out the passenger window when JR pulled the car into the driveway. He took the keys out of the ignition and sat for a moment before speaking. "Sue Ellen, we're here."

Sue Ellen looked over at him and nodded before unlatching her seatbelt and getting out of the car. She stepped up the sidewalk towards the house, JR not far behind. Everyone was out by the pool. Miss Ellie was the first to see them. She started out to the patio to greet Sue Ellen, ignoring the fact that JR was with her.

"Sue Ellen, we weren't expecting you back til later. Is everything alright?"

"She's gone Miss Ellie. Mother passed on this morning."

Miss Ellie hugged Sue Ellen tightly. "I'm so sorry. Come inside with me. Clayton, will you have Theresa put on a fresh pot of coffee?"

"Certainly, Miss Ellie. Sue Ellen, I don't know what to say except that I am sincerely sorry for your loss."

Sue Ellen touched his arm. "I know that Clayton. Thank you."

JR stayed far in the background as this exchange continued. John Ross spotted Sue Ellen from the pool and ran towards her.

"Momma!"

This brought a smile to Sue Ellen's lips. "Hello, John Ross. Come here and give Momma a hug."

"But I'm all wet."

"I don't care. Momma needs a big hug."

"It's Grandma, isn't it?"

"Yes, John Ross." Sue Ellen knelt down and grasped John Ross' hands. "Grandma isn't with us anymore. She's with the angels now. But she'll be watching out for us."

John Ross looked down at the ground before replying. "I'm sorry Momma. I didn't know her well but she was very nice to me. I'll miss her."

"I know. I'll miss her too."

Miss Ellie spoke up. "John Ross, why don't you dry off before you catch a cold?"

"Okay Grandma."

Bobby and Karen were now standing with the rest of the group. They expressed their condolences before following Sue Ellen and Clayton into the house. Miss Ellie stayed behind and then approached JR. "Why was Sue Ellen with you JR?"

"Mama, I went to the hospital to see how Patricia was but Sue Ellen was outside on a bench by herself. Patricia was already gone."

"JR, I thought I told you to stay away from her."

"Well, that's true. I guess you would have preferred Sue Ellen being all alone. I'd think you'd be thankful that someone was there...even if it was me."

Miss Ellie sighed. "I guess you're right this time. Thank you, JR."

The two of them then walked into the den and joined everyone else. Theresa had already brought out the coffee. Miss Ellie looked around the room before asking,"Where's Sue Ellen?"

Clayton answered her. "She went to call Don and give him the news."

JR responded to that by saying,"Do you think that Englishman will be able to give up his precious movie for a few hours to come to the funeral?"

"JR, now is not time", scolded Miss Ellie. "You will be respectful of him when he gets here or else."

"You mean, if he gets here. He hasn't been here the entire time. Why should he be here now?"

"That's enough JR."

Curiously, Bobby agreed with JR. "Mama, there is a point to what JR is saying. He hasn't been here to support Sue Ellen throughout this entire thing."

"I know Bobby. But he is her husband just the same."

Upstairs Sue Ellen dialed Don's cell phone. "Hello."

"Hello Don, it's me."

"Sue Ellen", he gushed. "How are you? And Patricia?"

"Mother is dead."

"Sue Ellen, my love, I'm so sorry. I wish I were there with you."

"I know that. You've been wishing that for quite a while but none of those wishes have come true yet."

"I am so sorry Sue Ellen. You do know that I love you and that I'm with you in spirit?"

Sighing, Sue Ellen replied,"I know. Will you be able to make it here for the funeral?"

This wasn't going to be easy. "I'll try my damn best. It's just that I'm under so much pressure."

Sue Ellen couldn't believe her ears. "Well, don't let me add to your stress."

"Sue Ellen....." She had already slammed the phone down. How could he treat her like this? How could a movie be more important than this? She then looked herself over in the mirror before heading down the stairs to join everyone else. She was thankful when she saw that JR wasn't there. Or was she? At least he had cared enough to come by the hospital. Whatever his motives were, she was thankful he was there to bring her back to SouthFork.

Miss Ellie greeted her. "Sue Ellen, I heard you coming down the stairs and poured you a cup of coffee."

Sitting down by Miss Ellie, she took the cup from her. "Thank you Miss Ellie."

"Sue Ellen, I want to help you anyway I can. We all do."

"Well, I need to go to the funeral home tomorrow to make the arrangements."

"We'll go with you. Is there anyone we need to contact?"

"I'm her only living relative." Saying those words aloud made everything come to light. She had no family to speak of anymore, excepting John Ross and Don. And she wasn't so sure about the latter. "I have her address book. There are some friends that I need to call."

"I'll help you with that. I can't tell you how sorry I am."

Sue Ellen patted Miss Ellie on the knee. "I know you are. Are you sure it wouldn't be too much trouble for you to go with me?"

"Trouble? Never."

"I'll go with you also", said Clayton.

"I made an appointment with the funeral director for 9 o'clock tomorrow morning."

"We'll be ready. And don't hesitate to ask if you need anything else. Dinner is ready. Are you ready to eat Sue Ellen?"

"I don't really feel hungry but I know I need something if I have to force it down."

Standing up Miss Ellie replied,"Well, let's all go into the dining room."

Everyone followed Miss Ellie's lead into the dining room. Sue Ellen stopped her. "Where is JR?"

The question surprised Miss Ellie. "He's eating dinner up in his room. Why?"

"This is his house too. I don't want to put anyone out."

"You're not putting anyone out. Has JR been troubling you?"

"No. In fact, I haven't laid eyes on him until this afternoon. Actually, I was kind of thankful that someone was there even if it was JR."

"Well, I'm kind of thankful for that two."

The two of them joined everyone else in the dining room. After the table was cleared Sue Ellen excused herself from the table to go up to her room and phone Patricia's friends the news. When she was finally finished she looked over at the clock. It was almost midnight. Realizing she was hungry, Sue Ellen made her way downstairs to the kitchen. JR, in the meantime was in the den having a nightcap. He had spent the entire evening pouring over some paperwork for a joint venture he was working on with some of the boys from the Cartel. Sue Ellen finished up the sandwich she had fixed and headed out into the foyer to go back upstairs, not seeing JR in the den. As she went up the first step, the phone rang. Figuring everyone was in bed she decided to answer it. "Hello."

"Sue Ellen, it's me. I hope it isn't too late."

"No Don, everyone else is in bed but I was still up. I'm so glad you called. I wanted to tell you that I'm sorry I hung up on you this afternoon. This situation has made me so crazy."

"There's no need to apologize my love. I'm sorry I haven't been there for you. But-"

"I'm so glad we're not fighting."

"Sue Ellen, I'm afraid I have more bad news. You wouldn't believe the pressure the backers are putting on me to finish up. I've been informed that under no circumstances can I hold up the shooting."

"What do you mean Don?" asked Sue Ellen agitatedly.

"I mean...I mean...", Don struggled for the words.

"You mean what?"

JR could hear the conversation in the next room as he sat back on the couch, newspaper before him.

"Tell me Don."

"Sue Ellen, I'm not going to be able to make it."

"Not going to make it?" cried Sue Ellen. "We have everything we need. I don't understand why you can't let someone else take the reins for a day or two."

"Sue Ellen, this film has the potential to be a huge blockbuster. I can't turn it over to someone else. I don't know how to tell you how sorry I am."

"I think I know just how sorry you are. Goodbye." Sue Ellen hung the phone up and started up the stairs.

JR walked out of the den and called out to her. "Sue Ellen."

The sound of his voice scared her a bit. She hadn't known anyone else was still awake. "Yes."

"I didn't mean to scare you. How are you holding up?"

"Fine. I'm going to look in John Ross before I go back to my room." Then she asked,"Were you listening to my conversation?"

"Sue Ellen, I did hear part of it, but not intentionally."

"Something makes me believe you just might be telling the truth. Goodnight."

"Sue Ellen, before you go, I just wanted to say how sorry I am. I know I'm the last person you'd ask for anything. For what it's worth, I'll take care of anything you need me to."

She was taken aback. He must have something up his sleeve. But, then again, she could always tell when he was sincere and she was sure he was being sincere right now. "Thank you, JR."

She walked on up to her room and JR retreated back to the den and his drink. He couldn't get his mind off her. Even though he had plotted against Don, he had no idea that he would be so cold to Sue Ellen when she needed him. But JR wasn't surprised really. Don was a boy, not a real man like him. His mind drifted back to his work. He'd tried all night to concentrate on his work but couldn't. Now he couldn't concentrate on this newspaper. How he wanted to comfort her but he knew she didn't want him. He turned out the light.
He made it to his room. Before opening the door, he looked over to Sue Ellen's room. He tell by the light under the door that she was still up. Should he go to her door? She probably wouldn't let him in. It was worth a shot anyway. He strode over to her door and knocked.

"Who is it?"

"It's me, Sue Ellen. Can I come in?"

Should she let him in? Probably not but she was so lonely. "Yes, you can come in."

JR opened the door. "I hope I'm not disturbing you. I saw the light under your door and figured you were awake."

"I can't sleep. So many things are going through my mind. I know...."

"What is it?"

"I know you overheard my conversation with Don."

Sue Ellen couldn't believe her eyes. JR actually looked embarrassed. "Yes. I heard."

"I really thought I could depend on him. I guess I was wrong just like I always am when it comes to men." He knew she was referring to him also when she made that statement and it made him uncomfortable.

"Can I take a seat?"

"Oh sure. That was rude of me." Sue Ellen searched for words. "JR, I'm glad you stopped by. I wanted to thank you for being there today. You were right. I didn't need to be on the road...I was such a mess."

"You don't have to thank me. I'm sorry I couldn't do more."

Something made Sue Ellen smile at him. "You have. You've taken care of our son while I've been away at the hospital night and day."

"Mama probably did most of it." JR looked at her. She looked so lovely sitting up in bed in her pink silk spaghetti-strap nightgown and matching jacket.

"I've been wanting to ask you something. What were you doing at the hospital the night I collapsed?"

"I had stopped by to see how Patricia was doing and....Sue Ellen, I can't lie. I dropped by because I wanted to see you." Sue Ellen's gaze turned to the window at his words. "Anyway...When I opened the door, there you were, collapsed on the floor."

"I see."

"Well, I guess I better get to my room." JR rose up from the chair to leave. He grasped the doorknob but, on an impulse, turned around and walked over to the side of the bed. Leaning down, he gave Sue Ellen a kiss on the cheek. "Goodnight."

Sue Ellen was so shocked it to her a moment to murmur "Goodnight" back.

JR left the room and went out into the hall. If God would only give him one more chance, he swore to himself he would never screw it up again.

Sue Ellen was still in shock from his kiss. She didn't want to let her guard down with him. He had caused her too much pain in the past. But she couldn't help comparing JR to all the other men that had come through her life. There was a distinct difference between all of them and JR. Sure, they were all gentleman, but he was a man through and through. In all ways he was so masculine. And here he was in her time of need. He had seemed like an old friend. Not only that, he was the JR she remembered of the good times. Yes, she did want him. On impulse, Sue Ellen rose up from the bed, and went to the door.

JR started to open his door when he heard a noise behind him. Turning around, he looked Sue Ellen in the eyes. Those mesmerizing brown eyes, so dark and mysterious. What was going on behind them? He slowly moved towards her. There were no words. Their eyes locked in a gaze that lasted for what seemed like ages before he swept her off her feet and carried her to his room. But not before their lips locked in a long, passionate kiss. This was no just a kiss. This was fire. This was the magic he had thrown out the window so carelessly. To Sue Ellen, it was the passion she had craved for ages. For the first time in a long time, JR and Sue Ellen came together as one. When it was over, Sue Ellen laid in JR's arms. Both of them asleep.

The sun shone through the window as morning approached. JR woke up to the sound of the alarm clock and looked over to see that Sue Ellen was gone.

EPISODE 6

Everyone was gone when JR finally made it to the breakfast table. He ate alone tying to focus on the newspaper before him. Patricia's obituary was listed today. He read the details of the itinerary for the service. Other than that, he couldn't focus on anything. He read the articles but couldn't remember what he had read. Why did Sue Ellen leave him alone like that after their night together? He wanted to ask her this but she wasn't there. He knew that Clayton and Miss Ellie had gone with her to the funeral home to finalize everything. He wouldn't have a chance to talk with her until this evening when he returned home from Ewing Oil.

Barnes-Wentworth Oil

Cliff leaned back in his chair, laying the newspaper down on his desk. Sue Ellen's mother had passed away. That meant she would be back in Dallas. He had always loved her. He just couldn't compete with JR. Now might be the chance he always wanted to make her happy. But, she is married to Don now. Don Lockwood? How could she marry such a bore?

London

Don was talking over the plans with his apprentice. Stephen had really caught on well. Though he hated to do it, Don had to put his trust in Stephen to take the reins for a couple of days.

"I don't want to disappoint you Don. You've taught me so much and I don't want to mess this up."

"You'll do fine. It's only for a couple of days and then I'll be back here to oversee everything."

"I don't want to let you down."

"Don't worry about it. I wouldn't leave like this but I have no choice. I trust you."

"I'll do my best."

SouthFork

Everyone was in the den having their usual drinks before dinner minus JR. It had been an exhausting day.

"Miss Ellie and Clayton, I can't thank you enough for being there for me today."

"It was no trouble Sue Ellen. We wanted to be there", replied Clayton.

"That's right, Sue Ellen. There is no way we would let you go through this alone. You're still family", reiterated Miss Ellie.

"I appreciate that Miss Ellie. Other than Don and John Ross, I have no family now."

"Well, you know that you always have us."

JR took the keys out of the ignition and got out of the car. He wanted to give Sue Ellen something to signify their reconciliation last night but nothing seemed appropriate. When he entered the foyer, he could hear talk coming from the den. Good. He hadn't missed dinner. That would give him a chance to watch Sue Ellen when noone was looking. And maybe....

"JR, you're just in time for dinner. Everything alright at the office?" asked Miss Ellie.

"Oh, the usual Mama." He looked the room over and greeted everyone. His eyes turned to Sue Ellen. "Good evenin' Sue Ellen."

Sue Ellen nervously replied,"Good evening JR." She didn't want to face him and she certainly hoped noone else noticed how tense she had become. Sue Ellen also hoped JR wouldn't want to talk with her for that matter. They had one glorious night but she was married to Don. It would be difficult enough to face him let alone the guilt she felt for cheating on him with JR. But what a night it was! Their passion was uncontrollable. Sure, Don was a kind, gentle lover. But he was no match for JR. She could feel the redness creaping up her neck when Miss Ellie announced it was time to retreat to the dining room for dinner.

The conversation around the dinner table focused on the upcoming funeral. Sue Ellen tried to call Don but he wasn't at the studio. It was odd that he hadn't called. Sue Ellen also noticed the sly glances JR shot towards her when he thought no one was looking. Why couldn't he just forget about last night? It was one night and nothing had changed between them. After dinner everyone moved back to the den for a nightcap. Bobby and Karen had gone out dancing. Sue Ellen looked on while John Ross and Christopher played chess. Clayton had taught them how to play. JR talked business with Clayton for a while and then went up to his room, thankfully.

"John Ross, it's time for bed."

"Momma, just a little while longer?" pleaded John Ross.

"I promise the game will be here in the morning. Come on, I'll tuck you in."

Miss Ellie looked up from the book she was reading. "Good night Sue Ellen. And good night to you too, Chirstopher and John Ross."

They both groaned before saying good night and heading upstairs, Sue Ellen just a few steps behind them.

"Good night Miss Ellie and Clayton. I'll see you in the morning."

Sue Ellen had just kissed John Ross good night. She sat on the bed for a time. As she stared out the window she could sense that someone was there. Turning around, her eyes fell on JR. Embarrassed she turned back towards the window.

"Sue Ellen, I just came to say good night to John Ross."

She could feel the redness creeping up again. "He's already asleep. He and Christopher wore themselves out today." Getting up from the bed she continued,"You can say good night to him. I was just going to bed."

With that she hurried out of the room and moved quickly down the hall to her room. Safely behind closed doors she could breathe again. She was thinking. Please let JR leave me alone. I am married to Don and I am committed to him. She prayed that he could see that and leave her alone. That was not meant to be. JR knocked on the door. "Can I come in?"

"It's open." What would she say to him?

JR entered the room. He looked her up and down before speaking. "I thought you would be there when I woke up this morning."

Sue Ellen replied,"JR, last night was a mistake. I hope you understand."

JR hoped this wouldn't be the case. There had been wonderful nights when they were together but last night was different. "You can't mean that."

"I do mean it. If that's all you have to talk about, you can just leave."

"I'm not leaving. Nothing has changed between us. You need me just as much as I need you."

"JR, last night I was very vulnerable. I needed someone and you were there. That's all."

Sue Ellen's words stung. "How can you deny what we shared last night?"

"JR, I am married to Don. Remember? Last night I made a terrible mistake. I love Don."

JR didn't want to hurt Sue Ellen. But he never had the gift of thinking before speaking. "Does that go both ways? Where is Don anyway?"

"That... is none of your business."

"If he loves you so much why isn't he here?" JR had planned everything but he couldn't believe Don deserted Sue Ellen the way he did. He thought it would take much more than that.

"Get out of my room!"

Bobby could hear the exchange in the adjacent room. He couldn't believe his ears. He tried not to listen but there was no ignoring this heated exchange. JR and Sue Ellen? Together?

"I'm not going anywhere. You know it's the truth. We may have had our problems but I would never have deserted you like that boy has."

"Get out of here JR! Leave me alone."

"Not until you've heard me out. Last night was..."

"Last night was a mistake. I needed someone and you were there. Nothing has changed between us. You only want me because I'm with someone else."

"You're not with anyone else and even if you were....."

"Get out!"

"No. You want me just as much as I want you and I'm not going anywhere."

"That is totally untrue. I don't want you", Sue Ellen lied. She couldn't help checking him out. A few pounds and a little more gray around the temples had added an extra sexiness to JR. She couldn't let him know that though. He had hurt her so badly in the past.

JR began pleading with her. "I am nothing without you. I can never be happy if you're not with me. I want you and I know you want me."

"I told you I don't want you. Why won't you let me be? You only want me because I'm with someone else. The only times you ever wanted me were the times I was with someone else."

JR started to protest but the words she spoke were so true. Why couldn't she see he had changed? No. She wouldn't get off this easy. He moved over to the bed where she sat and sat down next to her. "I know this may hurt but, if Don loved you so much, he'd be here right now. Since the night I first laid eyes on you I knew you were the only one for me. I messed up so many times and nothing I can say or do will ever make up for that. But this I do know. You will never be happy with him. He doesn't know you the way I do. He doesn't know all your secrets."

"Stop it! How can I get through to you that nothing will happen between us?" It was getting more and more difficult to resist him. They had never made love. Not the way most people referred to it. It was much more than that. But....she couldn't cheat on Don. Sue Ellen would never get over the guilt from last night. "JR, pleae understand. I can't afford to put myself out there to be hurt by you again. It took me so long to recover from it."

"Tell me you don't love me."

"I...don't....No. I'm not going to let you do this to me. Please leave now. I don't love you. I love Don...."

JR stopped her with a long kiss before she could continue. Sue Ellen resisted at first but his kisses were so warm and made her feel like the schoolgirl she was when they first met. His kisses continued away from her mouth and on down her neck before she could stop him.

"I hate you JR. I hate you for what you did to me for all those years...."

He kissed her again. This time she couldn't resist him. He had the back of her head in his grasp as he kissed her more passionately than she could ever remember. What if she gave in to him? It was only physical, she reminded herself. There was no love involved. She did want him.

"Tell me you want me Sue Ellen", whispered JR.

"I don't want you. I hate you", she whispered back.

But, before she knew it, she had taken contol and was kissing him. God how she wanted to throw him out of her room! But JR Ewing was still irresistable. There were things between them that...well, it embarrassed her even thinking about them.

It was JR that broke up this kiss. "Tell me you don't want me then."

Sue Ellen murmured,"I don't want you" as they came together on the bed. How she missed this!

Dallas/Fort Worth Airport

Don looked as his watch after gathering his luggage. It was so late. He didn't want to wake everyone up at SouthFork. He hailed a cab.

"Where to?"

He started to tell the driver to take him to the Hyatt but he wanted to see Sue Ellen so badly. No matter what time of night it was.

"SouthFork Ranch."

"It's gonna cost ya."

"Money is no object."

Sue Ellen rested her head in JR's arms not believing what just happened between them. How could she be so vulnerable when she knew him so well?

"Sue Ellen, this feels wonderful."

Sue Ellen sighed. Yes, it did feel wonderful. JR could always bring out emotions in her that no one else could. But did she trust him? No way. But JR always exuded a sexiness that couldn't be paralelled by any other man on earth. Not Don. Not Dusty. Not Cliff. Not....

"JR?"

"Yes?"

"Now I know what it feels like to be your mistress."

The words hurt. But they should have been expected after their past. "You're no mistress, Sue Ellen. You're a woman and you're the only woman for me."

"Let's be real, JR. This is sex and only sex. It's the only thing we have in common."

"That's not true Sue Ellen. I'm seemed that way in the past but it's much more than that. I need you and I want you back with me forever."

"It's too late for that. I'm married to Don. And, even if I did come back, it wouldn't be a week before you had a girlfriend. The chase is what you like. I, of all people, know that."

JR pulled Sue Ellen around facing him. "That may have been true before. Nothing I do can make up for the past. But I've changed and I can prove it. I know now that you're my soulmate. You always were and I couldn't see it. You were the only one in the world that understood my motives. You understood that all I wanted was for Daddy to love me the same way he loved Bobby. No one else did. No matter who passed through my life...It was always you, Sue Ellen."

Sue Ellen wanted him even more now. She wanted his arms around her. She wanted to fell safe in them the way she never felt in any other man's arms. Kissing his closed eyelids, Sue Ellen quietly whispered," I want you."

JR responded to those words by first running his hands through her shoulder-length hair, and then pulling her on top of him.

"Oh you do? You hate me, remember?"

Sue Ellen responded by leaning down and giving him a long kiss before adding,"I hate you."

The two of them were getting all worked up again when they were interrupted by a shadow through the window. The shadow of car lights. They pulled apart long enough to take a peek.

A man exited the cab. "Oh God, it's Don", Sue Ellen whispered to JR before coldly pulling away.

EPISODE 7

Before he could react, Sue Ellen had pulled on her nightgown, grabbed up her robe from the floor, and headed down the stairs to meet Don. There was no use causing a scene. That wouldn't help him at all. JR picked up his clothes and went across the hall to his room.

Sue Ellen looked in the mirror at the bottom of the staircase to see how she looked. She looked fine. A little flushed in the neck. She could handle that. It was the trembling of her hands that concerned her the most.
But she couldn't put off the inevitable. She walked on through the foyer and almost bumped into Don when she stepped out onto the patio. "Don!" she exclaimed. "What are you doing here?" How she hoped she sounded surprised.

Don put his luggage down and wrapped his arms around Sue Ellen. "Sue Ellen dear, I'm so sorry I couldn't be here sooner. I hope I can get your forgiveness."

His words brought Sue Ellen back to reality. It had been over a month since she'd laid eyes on her husband. All the money they had between them and he couldn't be with her for a day? It wasn't worth arguing about right now. Not here where they had no privacy. But God only knows what Miss Ellie and the rest of the family thought about she and Don's long distance relationship. "What were you doing out here, Sue Ellen?"

Sue Ellen quickly replied,"I was having trouble getting to sleep and thought I'd come out and sit by the pool."

Looking over the ranch Don replied,"You'll catch pneumonia out here my darling. You're so thin. God how I wish I could have been here."

Sue Ellen thought his words over and it all became clear to her. Did it really matter whether he was here or in England? The whole time that he was here he spent on his cell phone with the studio. All work and no play. At least she didn't have to worry about him sneaking around on her. With JR, it was all work and all play. "You're right. I'll bet you're exhausted. Why didn't you call me?"

"We weren't on the best terms the last time we spoke. I wanted to surprise you. Did I?"

She could feel the redness creeping back up her neck. "Ye..uh..yes, I was surprised. Let's go on up to my room."

Southfork Breakfast Table

Sue Ellen was thankful that JR wasn't at the breakfast table when she and Don came downstairs. "Good morning everyone."

John Ross ran from his seat at the table and hugged Don. "Don, when did you get here? I missed you."

"I missed you too. It's been very lonely without you and your mother around."

Sue Ellen interrupted,"John Ross, go ahead and finish your breakfast. Don and I are going to eat too."

Miss Ellie greeted Don first. "Don, it's good to finally see you again."

He knew what she meant. "I want to thank you for your hospitality Miss Ellie. And I also want to express my gratitude for you taking care of Sue Ellen in my absence."

Miss Ellie looked at Don skeptically over the rim of her glasses. "Well, she takes care of herself just fine. But I have enjoyed having her here. We all have."

Clayton sensed the coolness in the room and changed the subject. "How are things in London, Don?"

Don looked relieved. Miss Ellie acted as if she were Sue Ellen's mother. "Busy. Very busy. It's really been difficult to get going again after the set burned."

"How is the weather there?"asked Bobby. "I haven't been there in years. It rained every day when I was there."

Don seemed more at ease now as he laughed before saying,"The same."

His ease didn't last long as JR entered the room, Stetson in hand. "Mornin' everyone...Don."

His acknowledgement surprised Don. "Hello JR." He hadn't liked the idea of Sue Ellen being in the same house with this monster. He didn't like it now that he was with her. You never knew when JR might try to do something to hurt Sue Ellen. For all he knew, JR could be scheming right now to keep John Ross at SouthFork when Sue Ellen returns to England.

Sue Ellen suddenly became uncomfortable when JR entered the room. She tried to focus on her food and avoid eye contact with him. She could feel his gaze upon her after his exchange with Don.

"What was the cause of the fire, Don?" asked Clayton.

"The investigators don't have anything concrete...probably faulty wiring."

"How long will you be with us Don?"inquired Miss Ellie.

Don hesitated before answering. "Unfortunately, Miss Ellie, I have to go back shortly after the service tomorrow. We're keeping a tight schedule due to the fire."

Sue Ellen wanted to cringe. She loved Don and she had given him her all. But, when the going got tough for her, she hadn't received the same in return. She got the distinct feeling that it wasn't so much that Don couldn't be here as it was that he didn't want to be here. For appearances, she smiled at him and gave him a peck on the cheek. "I'm glad you're here."

With those words, JR stood up to leave. "Well, I need to get to work."

Everyone at the table murmurred "Goodbye" as JR left. Sue Ellen could relax now that he was gone. The cold stare he shot at her when she told Don she was glad he was here had really unnerved her. She was thankful that JR wouldn't be attending any of the services also. Miss Ellie had assured her of that.

JR couldn't believe that woman. Now Don was here. But he had resolved not to let her get away again...no matter what it took. It would be different this time. He hadn't been able to look at another woman. Sue Ellen wouldn't walk out of his life again. He couldn't let her. He put the car in drive and pulled away.

Sue Ellen was surprised at the number of people that showed up for the viewing. She hadn't realized her mother had so many friends...most of whom Sue Ellen had never met. She thought to herself. Did I really know my mother? More than likely not. As Patricia's friends expressed their condolences, Sue Ellen realized she only knew one side of her mother. She quickly learned from Patricia's friends that she was quite a vivacious woman. She never knew her mother had a sense of humor, for instance. Everything was so serious and structured when she and Kristin were growing up. When the last of the visitors had gone, Miss Ellie asked Sue Ellen if she was ready to return to the ranch where Theresa what sounded like a feast prepared. "Yes, Miss Ellie, I'm exhausted."

"I know you are, Sue Ellen."

Don piped up,"I think a good meal will make you feel much better darling. We need to get your strength up."

"I don't really feel hungry. Could I have a moment alone with Mother before we go home?"

Home? Sue Ellen had just called SouthFork home. Don justified her words in his mind. SouthFork had been her home for a great deal of her life. It was only natural that she...

"Don." Miss Ellie grabbed his elbow. "Why don't you wait with the rest of us? Sue Ellen needs a moment alone."

"I'm sorry. I lost my train of thought." He quickly kissed Sue Ellen on the cheek before adding,"I'll be right outside."

When she was alone, Sue Ellen slowly made her way to the coffin. "Mother", she thought. "How I wish you could be here to see all the love people had for you." She placed her hands on the coffin and gathered her thoughts. After quite a while she said quietly, "I wish I could have known you better." With that she turned and walked out briskly before her emotions could take over. She had maintained control for this long. She only had to make it through one more day.

SouthFork

Everyone helped themselves to the meal Theresa had prepared and made their way to the den. An exhausted Sue Ellen was on the love seat with John Ross on her lap. Don was seated next to her with his arm around her shoulders. "John Ross, you made Momma very proud this evening."

Sleepily John Ross replied,"I tried to be very good Momma."

Laughing Sue Ellen said,"I know you did. I'll bet you're ready for bed."

Don, who had been silent most of the evening, asked,"Was that Cliff Barnes that I saw at the visitation?"

"Yes",answered Sue Ellen. "Why do you ask?"

"I was just wondering what he was doing there."

Sue Ellen eyed him. "He wanted to tell me how sorry he is about Mother, that's all. He's just an old friend, Don."

"I didn't mean anything by it."

"Don, I'm going to tuck John Ross into bed. I'll be back down in a minute."

"Actually, I was thinking of turning in myself. I hope that doesn't upset you. I am just so exhausted from the trip and everything."

He didn't know what exhausted was. "Of course not."

Don carried John Ross up the stairs after telling everyone good night. He and Sue Ellen tucked him in. After that, Don headed down the hall to their room. Sue Ellen whispered so as not to wake John Ross,"I'm going back downstairs. I'll be back in a little while."

"Okay. I'll see you then."

Sue Ellen walked down the stairs and stopped when she heard that the conversation was about she and Don. She overheard Bobby expressing his disgust with Don. Miss Ellie shushed him quick enough but it was obvious that everyone felt the same way about him that Bobby did. Bobby was such a good man. He had always looked out for her. He and Karen seemed to be getting along well. It was such a shame that Pam.....She quickly ignored the thought and walked into the den.

"Sue Ellen, we thought you'd gone to bed", said Clayton.

"I'm tired but not sleepy."

"Well, I hate to leave good company, but I don't think I can stay awake another minute", he responded.

"Sue Ellen, would you like to have some company?" asked Miss Ellie. "Everyone else was getting ready to turn in."

"Thank you Miss Ellie but I was actually thinking of getting some fresh air."

"Are you sure?"

"I'm fine."

"Well...we'll see you in the morning then."

"Good night everyone", called out Sue Ellen as she stepped out to the patio.

Sue Ellen closed the door behind her and looked up into the night. It was so clear out tonight. All the stars were out. She looked around and decided to take a seat by the pool on a chaise lounge. Leaning back on the chair and looking up at the sky she was startled when someone spoke. "Sue Ellen."

Sitting straight up she realized it was JR, and without looking at him, layed back down on the chair. Still not looking at him she asked,"What are you doing out here?"

"I went for a walk and saw you out here."

"You've never been one for late-night walks. Are you stalking me?"

"No to answer your question. Having that Englishman in my house makes me not want to be in it."

"Well, you don't have to worry. He'll be gone tomorrow. And I'll be out of your hair in a couple of weeks."

JR approached Sue Ellen and knelt down beside her chair. "Sue Ellen, I don't want you to leave. Stay here with me where you belong."

"JR, this has been a long night and I don't feel like discussing this with you. Besides, I am married to Don and I am going back to England with him, so there is nothing to talk about. What happened between us was a very regrettable mistake."

"Then why did you make that mistake twice? Almost three times if I remember correctly? Darlin, you better think about whether you really want that. Do you want to be a bored housewife of a movie producer in rainy old England? I know you. You will never be happy there. You'll never be happy with him."

"And you think I would be happy with you? Yes, that would really make me happy. I would really love to come back here and go back to the way things were - wondering each morning as you walk out the door to work who you'll be sleeping with. I've made that mistake twice. I won't make it a third time."

Before walking away JR stated,"I'll be here when you decide to come back."

JR could always manage to infuriate her. Sue Ellen decided then and there to return to England with Don. JR always held a place in her heart but she couldn't afford to come back to him. She and Don may have their problems but at least he was faithful to her. They just needed to work through those problems. Sue Ellen realized she was getting sleepy and headed into the house. Expecting Don to be asleep, she opened the bedroom door as quietly as possible. Instead, she found him sitting up barking orders to some poor nameless soul on his cell phone. Shrugging her shoulders, she went into the bathroom to remove her make-up before turning in. Funny how he seemed so tired earlier this evening. He must have gotten over that quickly. Don must have finally hung up the telephone because it suddenly became silent. Next thing, he was in the room with her-arms hugging her waist from behind.

Sue Ellen surprised herself by freezing up at the feel of his touch. He had really let her down. "Sue Ellen, darling...." He kissed the nape of her neck. "I've missed you so."

Turning her around to face him, Don's kissed moved to her lips. As his kisses became more urgent, Sue Ellen pulled away. "I'm sorry Don, it's just that I am exhausted."

He pulled her back to him. "It's been so long," he whispered before giving her a long kiss.

Pushing him away again Sue Ellen replied,"I know...and I'm sorry. But I just want to go to bed."

"Darling, you've never turned me down before. I promise it will be worth it."

He just wouldn't give up. Sue Ellen was trying to turn him down nicely and she really was exhausted. Why couldn't he understand? She then pushed past him, walked back out to the bedroom, and began turning down the covers. Don followed her. "What is it, Sue Ellen? Why don't you want me? You always have before,Darling."

Darling? It just didn't have same ring to it as the term of endearment JR used for her - Darlin'. Stop it! Get him out of your head she told herself. Getting into bed Sue Ellen replied,"I told you Don that I am exhausted. In case you have forgotten, I've been through quite a lot." She then added,"Of course, how could you know that when you haven't been here?"

"Sue Ellen, you know I wanted to be with you. What was I supposed to do? You realize what stress I've been under?"

"Oh, I under stand. Perfectly. Now if you'll please leave me alone, I'm going to bed."

With that she pulled the covers over her head. Don climbed into bed with her. "Sue Ellen,"he whispered. "I didn't mean to upset you. I love you...you know that."

She didn't answer him. She was so infuriated with him. He had blown off her and her dead Mother's family and friends to call the studio. It wouldn't have been so bad if he could have been honest about it. It seemed as if everything had come crashing down on her at once. Everything that had happened continued to run through her mind until she finally fell asleep.

The sun had just started to come up when Sue Ellen awoke. She sleepily put on her robe and headed downstairs. Don was still asleep. As she made her way to the kitchen, she smelled the aroma of a fresh pot of coffee. Miss Ellie must be up already, she thought. It was a shock when she entered the kitchen and saw that it was JR who was awake. She hesitated before murmuring barely audibly "Good Morning."

"Good morning, Sue Ellen."

She took a coffee mug from the cabinet and poured herself a cup of black coffee before taking a seat at the kitchen table across from JR. "You're up early."

"So are you darlin'. Having trouble sleeping?"

"Well...yes."

JR then inquired,"Don still asleep?"

Sue Ellen looked at him inquisitively,"Yes. Why do you ask?"

"No reason. In case you're wondering, I'm heading into the office early."

"Some big business deal?"

"No. Just thought I could get some busy work out of the way."

Sue Ellen stared down at her cup, running her index finger along the rim, for a long while. How beautiful she looked to him then. No make-up - hair slightly messed up. "Sue Ellen, are you okay?"

"JR, I have a lot on my mind right now and a lot of things to sort out without any added drama from you."

Taken aback he replied,"I don't want to cause you any un-needed trouble. You have a hard day ahead and I wouldn't do that to you. Not today."

Touched Sue Ellen said,"I believe you JR. You've been through this before."

Her words brought him back to when Jock's remains were found. He had hoped, up til that point, that his Daddy was still alive. Hell, he had even brought himself to believe it! Getting up from the table, he strode over to Sue Ellen and planted a soft kiss on her cheek. "Goodbye, Sue Ellen."

Before she could respond he was gone. His leaving abruptly reminded her of the pain of losing Jock. JR hadn't even been interested in Ewing Oil back then. It was obvious to her that JR still felt that pain. He had never come to terms with the loss of his father. Sue Ellen had loved Jock just as much as everyone else. They had never been close, but he wasn't someone who was easy to become close to. And JR still had that drive. That drive to be the best there ever was in the oil business. She knew deep down inside that he was still driven by that need to be loved by Jock. Sue Ellen had become totally immersed in her thoughts when Miss Ellie entered the kitchen. "Good morning, Sue Ellen." She then added,"I thought you'd still be in bed."

"I couldn't sleep."

Miss Ellie poured her coffee and took a seat beside Sue Ellen. Patting her hand she said,"I understand."

Sue Ellen made a half-hearted attempt to smile before looking back down at the table. Looking up she said,"I just have a lot on my mind right now. That's all."

"I know you do. Sue Ellen, I want to tell you something. I've wanted to tell you for a long time and, at first, I didn't think this was an appropriate time to say it. But I'm going to tell you anyway..."

"What is it, Miss Ellie?"

"I never had a daughter. Jock and I raised three boys. And then JR married you and brought you here. You weren't always the easiest person to live with..."

Sue Ellen let out a laugh before saying,"I think I've changed a great deal since then, Miss Ellie."

"Yes...you have. And...what I want to tell you is...if I had ever had a daughter, I would have wanted her to be like you. You and Pam were the daughters I never had."

Tears welled up in Sue Ellen's eyes as she responded,"You don't know how much it means to me...."

"Believe me, Sue Ellen. You always have a place here. Even though you're not married to JR anymore, you are still family to me and to everyone else."

Miss Ellie noticed Sue Ellen tensing at the mention of JR. "I hope I didn't upset you."

"No Miss Ellie, you didn't upset me. Hearing you say that means a lot to me."

The sun had been up quite some time. Sue Ellen looked at the clock and realized she needed to get ready. Excusing herself, she went upstairs to her room to take a shower. She and Don readied themselves in virtual silence. He escorted her down the stairs. Miss Ellie, Clayton, and everyone else was waiting for them. John Ross got up from his seat on the sofa, offering it to her. "Thank you, John Ross,"she said as she took a seat. John Ross moved beside her and stood there until it was time to go. Everyone walked out together to the awaiting limos.

The funeral service went as a funeral usually goes. There is nothing pleasant about one. John Ross was turning out to be quite the gentleman. He held her hand throughout the entire service. Don, seated on her right side, stared ahead as if in another world. The congregation filed past offering their condolences. Many people she hadn't seen in years were there. Some from the oil community and some were former colleagues of hers when she was a member of the DOA. After everyone had gone, including family, Sue Ellen approached her mother for one last goodbye. She wanted to say something but nothing seemed appropriate. Knowing she couldn't put off goodbye forever, she leaned over and kissed Patricia and softly whispered,"Goodbye, Mother. I love you." As she turned to exit the room she realized someone was there. JR nodded to her. She gazed at his eyes and...even though he was in the back of the room....she could see that he was truly hurt over Patricia's death. Not because of Patricia...he was hurting for Sue Ellen.

Everyone was getting in their vehicles after the short graveside service. As Sue Ellen prepared to enter the limo, Don grabbed her by the elbow. "Sue Ellen, darling, I hate to do this to you."

"Do what?"

"I have to get back to London."

Not believing her ears Sue Ellen's eyes looked straight through him. "When?"

"Now, actually. Darling, please believe me when I say I don't want to do this to you. My return flight departs in a couple of hours."

"Oh....I know exactly what you do and don't want to do." With that she slammed shut the door and informed the driver she was ready to go.

Don watched the vehicle until it was out of sight. He then walked to the cab he had waiting for him.

SOUTHFORK RANCH

Everyone was gone now except for the residents of SouthFork. Don had been so incredibly cruel to Sue Ellen today. She couldn't focus her mind on anything else. The noise in the den had quieted down now. Everything had happened so fast. To Sue Ellen, all the activity of the past few days were a blur. Miss Ellie and Clayton excused themselves.

"Sue Ellen, Miss Ellie and I are going to turn in now. Will you be alright?"

"Yes, Clayton...and thank you. I know you're both tired and so am I."

"We'll see you in the morning then?"

"Yes. I'll see you at breakfast. Before you leave I just want to say....thanks.....to both of you, for allowing me to stay here. I never wanted to impose on you and I promise I'll only stay for a couple more weeks until Mother's..."

Miss Ellie interrupted her. "You're never an imposition. We would never want you to be alone in a hotel at a time like this."

Sue Ellen smiled,"I just wanted to say thanks to you both. I don't know how I can ever repay..."

"There is nothing to repay, Sue Ellen. As Miss Ellie said, you're family."

The two of them walked out together and up the stairs their bedroom. Sue Ellen was ready to head upstairs herself when JR walked in. He greeted her by saying "Sue Ellen" before heading to the bar to fix himself a drink.

"JR."

"Don turn in early?"

Sue Ellen's demeanor turned sour. "No, he's gone back to London. He left after the funeral."

JR started to reply with one of his witty comments but thought better of that. He couldn't do that tonight.

"JR, I want to talk about us."

JR was too shocked to utter a word at first. Sitting down across from Sue Ellen on the sofa he said,"Go ahead."

"First, I want to say I was shocked to see you at the funeral. Thank you."

"Well Sue Ellen, it's not like I did anything."

"You being there at all touched me greatly. Thank you."

Uncomfortable, JR shifted in his seat. Meaningful conversations were not his forteit. "Well, Patricia was my son's grandmother."

Sue Ellen smiled slyly,"I don't think that's the reason you showed up but thank you, nonetheless." She could tell what was on his mind and resolved herself not to let him get to her tonight.

"JR, you should know that I'll be staying in Dallas at a hotel after tonight. There's no reason for me to be here."

"Well, what about John Ross?"

"I thought you'd like to have John Ross here. You don't get to see him that often."

"Sue Ellen, there is no reason why both of you shouldn't stay here at SouthFork."

"You know perfectly well why I can't do that. I am married to Don Lockwood...end of story. Do you remember that? That I'm married?"

"Yes, I remember. But does Don?"

At those words, Sue Ellen stormed out of the room and up the stairs to her bedroom. The nerve of him! She busied herself packing her things so that she could leave at the early in the morning. After packing she slipped out of her room to check on John Ross. He was sound asleep. Sue Ellen planted a kiss on his cheek before returning to her room. Dialing Don's mobile phone, she reached his answering service and hung up without leaving a message.

The next morning, Sue Ellen ignored everyone's protests when she informed them she was leaving for Dallas. After graciously thanking Miss Ellie and Clayton for their hospitality, she strode out to her car and pulled out of SouthFork without looking back.

Settling Patricia's estate wasn't as big a task as Sue Ellen thought it would be. Her attorneys were taking care of everything. There was a small life insurance policy. Sue Ellen could return to London tomorrow. Funny how she referred to it as London. She never called it home. After checking into the hotel, she sent her luggage to her room, and decided to go for a walk. Strolling down the downtown streets, Sue Ellen took in everything. A lot had changed since she'd last been here. She continued walking and then something stopped her abruptly. She was standing at the entrance to the Ewing Oil building. Should I or shouldn't I?
Sue Ellen decided to go in. Now was as good a time as any to let JR know she'd be leaving tomorrow, along with John Ross.

There were no words to describe the shock on Kendall and Sly's faces as she entered the expansive offices.

"He...hello Mrs. Ewing...I mean Lockwood," greeted Kendall.

"Hello ladies. Is JR in?"

Sly looked at her curiously as she replied,"Yes he is."

"Well...could you let him know Mrs. Lockwood is here to see him?"

"Oh, of course."

Had Sue Ellen had a change of heart, JR asked himself. He walked out to the front area to greet her. "Sue Ellen, this is a surprise."

"Can we go somewhere private to talk?"

"Yes. Sly, hold my calls."

Sue Ellen followed him back to his office. As she took a seat on the couch, JR started to sit down beside her - until he was stopped by Sue Ellen. "JR..." Pointing to his oversized leather chair she said,"Behind the desk."

With out a protest, he walked back over to his desk. "What are you doing here?"

"JR, this may be hard for you to take so I wanted to tell you in person. I'm going back to London tomorrow and John Ross will be returning with me. I know you thought you'd have more time with him..."

The news did shock him. He expected she'd be here for a least a couple of weeks. "What about Patricia's estate?"

"My lawyers are taking care of everything. There's nothing else to keep me here."

"Well...yes...this is quite a shock."

"That's why I wanted to tell you in person."

"Is it because of what I said last night? You know I didn't mean it?"

His question brought back the anger she had felt towards him yesterday. Suppressing her emotions, she replied,"I know you meant it. But that's not the reason I am leaving. I've been gone a long time and it's time for me to go back."

What could he do? He thought he'd have more time than this. "What are you plans for this evening, Sue Ellen?"

"I really don't have any plans. I'm going back to the hotel for dinner. After that, I'll probably go to my room and get some rest."

"Would it be asking too much if I asked you out for dinner? I'm sure the hotel's food is fine but..."

"JR Ewing, are you asking me out on a date?"

"Call it what you want to. It doesn't hurt to ask."

Sue Ellen pondered his offer. It would be lonely tonight. It would be dinner - nothing more. "Okay, dinner it is. Where are we going?"

"How about the Cattlemen's Club? You haven't been there for a long time."

Smiling Sue Ellen replied,"A good Texas steak might be just what I need."

It was odd how she felt so at ease with him. It shouldn't. They were a big part of each other's lives. Looking at him, Sue Ellen could still see the young gentleman she had fallen for years ago. A little gray and a few creases around the eyes hadn't changed him all that much. In fact, it made him look even more handsome that before. JR interrupted her thoughts,"I'll let them know we're on our way. I was getting ready to leave when you showed up."

"JR, what will people say?"

"I don't think either of us have ever cared what people have to say. Have we?"

Sue Ellen nodded in agreement.

CATTLEMEN'S CLUB

The two of them entered the restaurant. Sue Ellen was on edge, feeling everyone's eyes upon them. Thank goodness JR had requested a table in the back. She was right about one thing. The food really did her good. The food in London was okay but nothing like this! And, as it turned out, they were perfectly at ease. They talked and talked. JR seemed genuinely interested in London. He delighted her with stories of his schemes to rebuild Ewing Oil bigger and better than ever. She had always sort of liked that side of him. Neither of them realized what time it was until Dora Mae approached the table.

"Mr. Ewing, I hate to interrupt but...." Looking around the room she turned back to them. "We're closed."

It was after midnight. JR paid the bill, leaving a sizable tip, and escorted Sue Ellen outside. She accepted his offer to take her back to the hotel. What she didn't expect was him escorting her inside...or her allowing him to for that matter! All through this evening, Sue Ellen couldn't help remembering when they were together. Not everything was bad. There were plenty of good times.

"Sue Ellen, I wish you weren't leaving. I enjoyed being with you."

"I had a wonderful time too."

"I could use a drink. Would you like for me..."

"Are you wanting to escort me to my room, Mr. Ewing?" She was flirting with him! What had gotten into her?

"Yes, I suppose I am."

JR was the perfect gentleman. He poured himself a drink and they both gazed out the window at the Dallas skyline.

"JR, if it had always been like this, we would never have divorced."

He hadn't been expecting this topic to come up. "I know. Sue Ellen, if I could go back..."

"One thing I've learned, JR, is that you can never go back."

JR had learned that lesson also. As he stood up, Sue Ellen thought he was getting ready to leave. She didn't expect him to kneel down in front of her and bury his head in her lap. This was the JR that only she knew. "What are you doing JR?"

There was no putting it off. "I would be willing to give up everything, Sue Ellen, for one more chance. I've searched for love all my life. I never realized it was right there before my eyes until it was too late."

"JR, I just don't know if I can give you that chance. I can't put myself out there like I did before. I'm getting too old for that."

JR chuckled,"You're not old, darlin'."

"We're not getting any younger."

JR moved even closer to her now. "No, we're not." He had to tell her. Now was the time. "Sue Ellen, please hear me out. I've never loved anyone but you. I've never wanted any woman like I've wanted you. Then and now."

Sue Ellen caressed his face. "JR, I believe you. But I'm married."

He didn't let her go on any further. He grabbed her into a hard kiss. Before she knew it, Sue Ellen was kissing him back. He continued on kissing her as he picked her up and carried her to the bed. This time, it wasn't just about sex. It was JR and Sue Ellen loving each other...satisfying each other. both of them putting themselves out there not know what might happen when they returned to reality. And it was awesome!

EPISODE 8

Sue Ellen was the first to wake up the next morning. JR was still sound asleep. She made her way out of the tangle of the blankets and into the shower of the expansive suite. JR awoke to the sound of the shower. He made his way to her. He didn't make a sound as he moved into the shower with Sue Ellen. She jumped at his touch. "JR, you nearly scared me to death! I thought you were asleep."

"I was. But when I awoke to the sound of the shower, I knew I had to make the most of it."

Laughing now, Sue Ellen said,"You are terrible."

"Can I do your back?"

His touch sent chills all over her. As JR touched her, Sue Ellen closed her eyes and was lost in the moment. They eventually made their way back to the bed where they had spent their first night - their first entire night together in a long time. When they were finished, Sue Ellen lay in JR's arms for quite a time before speaking. She was thinking about how different sex was with JR than it was with Don...or any other man she had ever been with. Sure, Don was a skilled lover but JR....Finally, she came back to reality. Her flight back to London was scheduled to depart in just a few hours.

"JR, I need to get ready."

"Get ready for what?"

"JR, you know I'm leaving for London. John Ross doesn't even know we're going back."

JR had hoped she would change her mind after last night. He had to change her mind somehow. "I thought you might've changed your mind after..."

"JR, last night was wonderful. But you knew I was leaving."

With that, Sue Ellen got up and started gathering her belongings and placing them in her luggage. JR climbed out of bed and placed his arms around Sue Ellen's waist. "Sue Ellen, don't go. Stay...even if it's only for a few days."

Sue Ellen thought over JR's words. Maybe a couple more days would be okay. Don wasn't expecting her anyway. No. No matter what had happened between she and JR over the past few days, she had to go back to Don and try to work things out. "If I stay, what will that change?" Thinking she said,"I could leave John Ross here for a while. He doesn't start back to school for another month."

"That's very gracious darlin' but I want the three of us to be together. I want our family back together."

"I'm leaving and that's final."

"You do what you want to darlin'. But I'm willing to bet that when you're in Don's arms tonight....it'll be me you're thinking of."

He dressed and left without saying goodbye. Sue Ellen rung the bellman and had her luggage toted downstairs. Once the valet returned her car to her, Sue Ellen headed out to SouthFork to say goodbye to everyone.

"I'll miss you Momma."

"I'll miss you too, John Ross. I'll be back to get you in a few weeks."

"Will you call me?"

Sue Ellen hugged John Ross tightly, trying desperately to not let the tears flow. "Of course. I'll call you every day."

After saying goodbye, Sue Ellen headed to the airport. She stopped in one of the shops and picked up a newspaper and a couple of magazines to pass the time on the long flight home.

EWING OIL

JR thumbed through some documents absentmindedly. Sly had slipped him some information about some oil fields Cliff Barnes was wanting to buy in South America. What an idiot! How many times was that moron going to confide in Sly? He would never learn. JR grinned as pictured the look on Cliff's face when he realizes JR bought it right out from under him. There was a knock on the door. "Come in."

Bobby walked in and took a seat. His expression looked very serious.

"Is there something you're wanting to talk to me about Bobby?"

"Yes. It's about Sue Ellen. I know you're trying to win her back and I think you should leave her alone."

"Bobby, where in the world did you come up with a crazy idea like that? Have you lost your mind?"

"JR, don't try to get out of this."

JR leaned back in his chair and looked Bobby in the eyes. "There is nothing going on between me and Sue Ellen. For your information, she is on her way back to London at this very moment."

Surprised, Bobby replied,"I thought she would be here until Patricia's estate is settled."

"Well, her attorneys are taking care of that. She left John Ross here until it's time for him to return to school."

"I see. It was nice of her to leave John Ross here for a while longer. Christopher really enjoys having him around."

"Yes.....that was very nice,"JR said with a scowl on his face.

LONDON

The plane touched down and taxied down the runway to the the terminal. Sue Ellen retrieved her luggage and hailed a cab to take her back to the house she shared with Don. As she walked into the foyer, Sue Ellen was reminded of how cold, drafty this place was, unlike the coziness of SouthFork. Sophie, the maid, greeted her. "It's good to see you, Mrs. Lockwood. Welcome back."

"Thank you Sophie. How are you?"

"I'm doing well. The house has been awfully empty since you left."

"It still feels empty. I left John Ross in Dallas until school starts back and I already miss him terribly."

"Can I get you anything?"

"Not right now. I'm going to head upstairs for a shower and then I think I'd like a cup of coffee."

"I'll have it waiting for you."

Sue Ellen headed up the stairs and took a long, hot shower. After dressing she headed down the stairs and sat in the kitchen sipping her coffee. How could she tell him? Their marriage was already under a terrible strain. But she couldn't live a lie. She had to tell Don the truth about herself and JR. She continued thinking how to tell him when she heard the door open. Words could not describe the shock on Don's face when he and his lady friend entered the kitchen and found Sue Ellen seated at the table.

"Sue Ellen.....why didn't you call? This is a surprise."

"Oh, I'll bet it is." Her eyes stared right through him. "I'm glad to see you weren't too lonely while I was away taking care of my dying mother." Turning to the 20-something blonde beside Don, Sue Ellen said,"May I introduce myself? I'm Mrs. Lockwood. And you are....?"

The young woman's face was crimson with embarrassment. "I am Brandi. I'm so sorry Mrs. Lockwood. I...I....I didn't know."

Sue Ellen actually felt sorry for the girl. She really felt the girl was telling the truth. "I have to go now."

With that, Brandi quickly exited the kitchen. Sue Ellen glared at Don, seething in anger. "How could you? How could you do this to me?"

"Sue Ellen, it's not what it looked like. She's an extra on the film and I brought her here to go over some lines."

"Oh, I think I know exactly what you've been rehearsing."

"Sue Ellen please....."

Sue Ellen stopped him. "I don't want to hear about it. While my mother was dying you were back here romping around with that girl. You make me sick."

"Please understand," begged Don. "I know I made a mistake. But..."

"But what? Please tell me."

"I have been under a tremendous strain with the film and...."

"And I haven't? What about what I was going through?" Now was the time. She may as well tell him now. "Now I don't have to feel guilty about telling you that, I too, have been unfaithful."

Don's eyes turned black with anger at her words. "You what?"

"That's right Don. I was unfaithful too." The cold look in his eyes was starting to scare her.

"I think I know who it was with. JR?"

"That's right...JR. And it was wonderful. He was kind, gentle, and caring....He supported me when I had no one else to turn to. He was everything you were supposed to be and much more." She then added,"And it was the best sex I've ever had."

"You whore." Don slapped Sue Ellen hard across the face, leaving a cut on the right corner of her upper lip.

Tears streamed as Sue Ellen backed away from him, her hand holding her over her cheek. Don continued to stare at her coldly. He started to move towards her. "Stay away from me,"she cried. "Leave me alone."

But he didn't. He hit her again. Sue Ellen tried to run but he pulled her back by yanking her hair. He had never hit her before. She had never seen him so enraged. "Don...please...stop." Sue Ellen was sure she'd have two black eyes when he finally stopped, grabbed his keys, and headed out the door.

Sophie entered the kitchen where Sue Ellen lay curled up crying uncontrollably on the floor. "Mrs. Lockwood, let me help you."

Too embarrassed to face her, Sue Ellen replied,"I'm fine Sophie. I'll be okay, believe me."

"I'm so sorry Mrs. Lockwood."

Sue Ellen's crying stopped. She looked up at Sophie and said,"Don't be sorry for me. I'm a survivor."

She picked up the telephone and dialed the airport. "I need the next possible flight to the United States..."

She had to get out of here quick. She ran up the stairs and grabbed the few things she needed and some of John Ross' belongings. Never would she set foot in this house again. As she exited through the garage, an idea struck her. Sue Ellen sat in Don's new Bentley and put it in neutral. Once, she had it out of the garage, she grabbed a gas can and poured the contents in the car. Then she proceeded to toss his golf clubs and the hundreds of rolls of film from the movies he had produced into the car. That finished, she struck a match, tossed it in the car. She then repeated that with the rest of his collection consisting of a Mercedes and a Ferrari. And then Sue Ellen walked away for good. He would never come close enough to her to hurt her ever again.

Once she was safely at the airport, Sue Ellen went to the restroom to freshen up. She hadn't had a chance back at the house. When she saw her reflection in the mirror, she realized why people were staring at her. Both of her eyes were blackened and her upper lip was terribly swollen with dried blood reaching from her mouth to her chin. She wouldn't cry. Sue Ellen was strong enough now to not allow herself to be abused. She quickly cleaned up and changed into the clothes she'd packed in her carry-on. As the plane taxied out for take-off she told herself--I'm coming home.

DALLAS/FORT WORTH AIRPORT

"Where can I take you ma'am?"asked the cab driver.

"Can you take me to the Ewing Oil building?"

"Sure thing."

It was already dark in Dallas. Hopefully, JR would still be in the office. He always was one to work late. What would he think when he saw her? She took out her compact and did the best she could to cover up her wounds. Her lip was really swollen now. She hadn't thought to apply ice to it or her eyes for that matter. She smiled to herself as she pictured Don returning home to find almost a million dollars worth of rubble in the driveway.

After paying the cab driver, Sue Ellen retrieved her luggage from the trunk and wheeled it into the building. The elevator door opened upon reaching the top floor. Sue Ellen left her luggage in the hall and headed towards JR's office. It terrified her to think what his reaction would be when he saw her. He had slapped her once. That was many years ago when she was pregnant and he had found out about her affair with Cliff Barnes. It had never happened again. JR may have many faults, but physically abusing women wasn't one of them. Good. His light was still on. She quietly walked into his office. He didn't hear her come in. He was facing the window reading some legal papers when she quietly said,"Hello JR." Had he heard a ghost? Sue Ellen was in London now.

JR turned around. His look of surprise turned to horror when he laid eyes on Sue Ellen. "My God...."

EPISODE 9

"Don't JR. I'm okay now. I'm leaving Don."

"I'll kill that bastard with my own hands!" She had never seen him so angry before.

"JR please...."

"Damn him to hell!"JR's voice roared. He walked over to the window, placing his hands down on the window-seal and looking up into the night. He didn't want Sue Ellen to see the tears in his eyes.

Sue Ellen sat down on the couch. There were no words between them for the next few minutes. "JR, I need you to listen to me. I'm leaving Don. Actually, I already have."

JR remained silent. What could he say? How could he face her? If it weren't for her voice, he wouldn't have even recognized her when she walked in. He thought to himself. It's my fault. I made a promise to myself to win you back and I failed.

"JR, are you listening to me. Please....look at me."

He slowly turned around to face her. She didn't deserve this. No woman did. "Why, Sue Ellen? Why did that bastard do this to you?"

"We...had a terrible fight shortly after I arrived in London. That's not important now."

"The hell it isn't. I'll kill him."

JR was raving mad. His thoughts drifted back to the time when they first met. She was the prettiest thing he ever laid eyes on. Twenty-five years later, she was still the most beautiful woman he had ever seen. There were times when he'd wanted to strangle her...and he knew she probably wanted to do the same to him. But never, ever did it cross his mind to...He needed a drink. He walked over to the decanter and poured himself a strong one - bourbon straight. Taking a seat beside Sue Ellen on the couch, they both sat in silence. The warmth of the alcohol settled JR down a bit. Finally he spoke up. "Let's go back to the ranch."

Sue Ellen thought over his words carefully before speaking. "JR....I don't want John Ross to see me like this."

He hadn't thought about that. He didn't want John Ross to see his mother this way either. "Why don't we go to the condo then?"

"That wouldn't be a bad idea....at least until I find my own place."

JR hadn't counted on that. He had hoped she would want to live at SouthFork after her wounds were healed. Ignoring her last statement he replied,"Let's go to the condo then."

He carried her luggage for her to the elevator and then on outside to his Mercedes.

EWING CONDOMINIUM

Sue Ellen was lying on the couch when JR entered the living room with some ice. JR placed the ice gently on Sue Ellen's swollen lip. It took every ounce of energy he had to put aside his anger. He had been so angry when she spurned him and now.....

"Thank you, JR."

"No problem darlin'. Now...I want you to tell me what happened."

"JR, I really don't want to discuss it right now. I've spent the majority of the last 72 hours on an airplane. I really just want to go to sleep now."

"Okay darlin'. I'll be right back."

Sue Ellen wondered what he could be up to. There was a lot she needed to take care of. Most importantly, filing for divorce. That, she would do first thing on Monday. Also, there was Valentine's. It was hers only but she had to protect her business from Don. After yesterday, there was no telling what he might resort to. She also needed to contact a realtor. How she wanted to see John Ross but....

Sue Ellen's thoughts were interrupted when JR picked her up in his arms and started towards the bedroom. "JR, what are you up to?"

"You said you were tired so I thought I'd carry you to bed." He gently laid her down onto the soft pillow-top mattress.

He sat down on the edge of the bed. He wanted to spend the night here with Sue Ellen but didn't know whether he should ask. "How are you feelin now?"

"It feels great to lay down on a real bed instead of an airplane seat. You probably need to go to SouthFork and check on John Ross. I promised him I'd call every day and I never had a chance to."

"Are you sure you're alright by yourself?"

Sue Ellen reassured him. "I'm fine. I just want to sleep. Thank you, JR. In no way did I deserve your kindness after the way I treated you the other day."

"Sue Ellen," he whispered. "I've already forgotten." He gently carressed her swollen cheek. "I'm just sorry this happened to you."

Sue Ellen was starting to nod off to sleep. He watched her sleeping for a while before he left for SouthFork. Before he left the condo, however, he picked up the phone and made a call to his contact in London.

"That's right, I said Don Lockwood. You know, that film producer."

"I'll get right on it, Mr. Ewing."

"Good. And as I said before, he is not to leave the country without me knowing about it."

"Yes sir, Mr. Ewing."

JR hung up the phone, picked up his jacket, and headed out the door.

SOUTHFORK

JR pulled in the driveway and pulled the keys out of the ignition. He walked into the house expecting everyone to be in bed. It was a surprise when he found Miss Ellie, Clayton, and Bobby in the den.

"JR, we've been waiting for you?"

"Is there something wrong with John Ross, Mama?"

"JR, John Ross is fine,"answered Bobby. "It's Sue Ellen."

Did they know? How could they? "What about Sue Ellen?"

Clayton spoke up. "Don called and asked if we knew where Sue Ellen was. I told him she had gone back to London. He then said they'd had an argument and he hadn't seen her since."

JR poured himself a drink before speaking. "I know exactly where Sue Ellen is. And that man is never to call this house again. I want the number changed first thing tomorrow."

"Whatever do you mean, JR? You know where Sue Ellen is?"

"Yes, Mama, she's at the condo in Dallas. I just left her there. I suppose after what happened that bastard suspected she'd come back here."

"Whoa now, JR," said Bobby. "What is going on?"

"I don't want John Ross to know about this. Sue Ellen showed up at the office tonight. She told me they had an argument....no details."

"And?" asked Clayton.

"I was getting to that, Clayton." JR then became silent, lost in his thoughts. He was interrupted by Bobby. "What happened, JR? I knew they were having problems. Everyone could see how he ran off when she needed him the most but...."

It was JR who then interrupted Bobby. "He beat her up. That's what happened. He blacked both of her eyes. She has a pretty big cut on her lip. Look, I don't want John Ross to hear about this. She doesn't want him to see her until she's healed up."

"JR, if you don't kill him, I will." Bobby's temper flared up. He had always been like a brother to Sue Ellen.

"My God, JR. How is she now?" asked Clayton.

"She was asleep when I left. She was pretty exhausted. Apparently the fight happened right after she got to London."

"I'm going to see her tomorrow, JR,"said Miss Ellie.

"I want that phone number changed. He isn't to call here ever again." said JR.

"I'll have it done first thing tomorrow,"assured Clayton.

Bobby pounded his fist on the table. "Damn that bastard! I knew he was no good. Everyone could see it."

"Keep your voice down, Bobby. We don't want to wake the children," Miss Ellie quieted him.

"I'm going upstairs now to check on John Ross," said JR. "I'll see you in the morning."

He knelt down beside of John Ross. "Good night, son. I love you. And I promise we're all going to be back together as a family real soon."

EWING CONDO

Sue Ellen woke up and decided she needed a shower. No, a long bath would be better. The phone was ringing as she was stepping out of the tub.

"Hello."

"Mornin' Sue Ellen."

"Good morning, JR."

"Did you sleep well?"

"Yes, I slept all night."

"Mama and I will be in town in a couple of hours. I wanted to let you know we've had the phone number changed at SouthFork."

"May I ask why?"

"Don called here looking for you yesterday. I was forced to explain to everyone what happened. Don't worry about John Ross. He doesn't know."

"I see. What is the new number?"

Sue Ellen took down the new phone number and then hung up. She needed to get dressed before JR and Miss Ellie arrived.

LONDON

Don looked at the ruins of his most prized possession - the Bentley. He would get her back somehow.

EWING CONDO

Miss Ellie became choked up when Sue Ellen answered the door. "Sue Ellen, I'm so sorry."

"Oh Miss Ellie, I'll be alright. I feel much better now."

"Are you sure you don't need a doctor?"

"I'm fine, Miss Ellie. What I do need, though, is a new wardrobe. I basically left with the clothes on my back."

"Let's go shopping then", smiled Miss Ellie. "JR, are you coming with us?" She knew what his answer would be.

"No Mama, I'm going into the office. I'll come back later this afternoon."

"We'll see you then."

JR said goodbye to everyone and left. But Miss Ellie didn't miss the glance he shot at Sue Ellen before leaving. "Where to, Sue Ellen? I'm game for anything. I might even buy some new things, myself."

"I think I'll start with Neimann Marcus and then on to The Store."

EWING OIL

JR rang up his contact in London. Don was still in London. But there was some interesting news with regards to his vehicles.

"And are you still going to carry out my other request?"

"Yes, Mr. Ewing. I'm on top of that also. Everything should fall into place just as planned."

"I want him to realize he's stepped on the wrong toes this time. You hear?"

"I know exactly what you mean. I'll update you when it's done."

"Good."

JR couldn't get his hands on him now so he had to resort to the next best thing. But when he did.....He looked at his watch. Mama and Sue Ellen were probably finished shopping by now. He hoped Sue Ellen would accept an offer for dinner.

EWING CONDO

Mama and Sue Ellen were already back at the condo when he arrived. "Did you buy the entire store out?" asked JR as he surveyed all the bags and boxes.

"Almost, JR," smiled Miss Ellie. "I'd say we had a really productive afternoon."

"Thank you again, Miss Ellie."

"No thanks are needed. I had a wonderful time. I need to go downstairs. JR, Clayton and I are having dinner in town so you don't need to give me a ride home."

She then turned to Sue Ellen. "He wanted to see you, Sue Ellen, but was afraid he'd make you uncomfortable."

"I understand. I feel fine today. I actually forgot about the bruises for a while today until I passed by a mirror at The Store."

"Let me know if you need anything."

"Thank you. I will."

Miss Ellie said goodbye to the two of them and exited the condo. If she didn't know better, she'd think JR and Sue Ellen were in love. They thought they were so sly, but her wise, old eyes had seen the looks they shot at each other.

JR couldn't put it off any longer. "Sue Ellen, have you eaten?"

"No. Not since lunch."

"I haven't either. I was wondering...."

Sue Ellen looked at him curiously. "Wondering what, JR?"

"Well, I was thinking if....maybe you'd like to put on one of those new outfits and go out to dinner with me."

"I am hungry. That's not a bad idea."

"I promise there are no strings attached."

"Are you sure you won't be embarrassed by me?"

"Embarrassed? Hell no. It would be an honor to escort the most beautiful woman in all of Texas to dinner."

The last sentence made Sue Ellen smile. "I accept."

There weren't many people out at the Oil Baron's Club for a Saturday night. After placing there orders, Sue Ellen filled JR in that she'd contacted her attorneys to try to get a fast divorce. Hopefully, they could expedite the matter.

"I promise you this, Sue Ellen. As long as there's breath in my body, I'll see to it he never causes you harm again." Continuing, he said,"I hope this doesn't upset you but I hired a private investigator to keep me informed as to his whereabouts."

"I'm not upset JR, but I really don't think he'll come after me."

"By the way, he passed on some interesting news to me. It seems that there was a fire at the Lockwood mansion. Three cars were burned along with Don's movie films."

"Is that so? What a shame." A sly grin was on Sue Ellen's face. "Could it have been arson?"

JR knew then. Grinnine wickedly,he whispered across the table. "I don't know. You tell me."

"Well, I wouldn't be surprised if someone was mad enough at him to set fire to his most prized possessions."

JR laughed heartily. Toasting Sue Ellen, JR said,"You are quite a woman."

"I'll drink to that,"said Sue Ellen as she sipped her club soda.

JR returned to the condo with Sue Ellen. He couldn't keep his eyes off her as she walked in front of him....her slender body in a low-cut, red silk dress.

Fixing himself a drink, JR sat down across from Sue Ellen. "I had a wonderful time tonight, Sue Ellen."

"So did I."

Finishing his drink he said,"I need to get going. I missed John Ross last night and I don't want to do the same tonight."

"Of course. Thank you for dinner." Sue Ellen walked him to the door.

"Can I see you tomorrow?"

"I don't have any other plans."

"I'll call you then. I'm going to spend part of the day with John Ross."

"Will you give him a hug from me?"

"Yes." He pulled Sue Ellen to him and kissed her...slowly at first...and then...."I need to go. Good night."

"Good night."

Sue Ellen leaned her back against the closed door after he left. She couldn't get him out of her head.

SOUTHFORK

JR splashed around in the pool with John Ross and Christopher for a couple of hours. "Alright, boys. I'm taking a break." He dried off and took a seat next to Miss Ellie and Clayton.

"Sue Ellen seems to be handling everything well," commented Miss Ellie.

"She's quite a woman,"said JR before thinking.

Miss Ellie acted like she didn't hear his reply. "She called John Ross this morning. I understand her reasons but I wish she could visit with John Ross."

"Well, Mama, I think she'll be healed up just fine in a couple of weeks. I'm going in to take a shower. I need to go into town."

As he stood up, Miss Ellie told him,"Be sure to tell Sue Ellen I was asking about her." JR froze. Then he strode off to the house quickly.

LONDON

Don stepped out the back door of the studio into a dimly-lit alley. He wanted to avoid the paparazzi out front. As he made his way to the new Porsche he had bought yesterday, three men dressed in all black approached him. Slamming him against the wall, they thrust their punches into him. He tried to fight back but was too out-numbered to do anything. When they were done, he slumped down the wall and lay on the ground in agony. The men then ran off but not before one of the swiped his wallet.

EWING CONDO

Sue Ellen answered the door. JR was surprised when he saw the dining room table set. He would smell the aroma from the kitchen.

Sue Ellen explained,"I didn't have much to do today, so I went grocery shopping."

"It smells wonderful. I take it we're eating Italian."

"That's correct, Mr. Ewing. Lasagna, in fact."

In all their years together, he had never seen Sue Ellen do more in the kitchen than put on a pot of coffee. "You never cease to amaze me."

"I'll take that as a compliment then," replied Sue Ellen.

He gave her a once-over. She was wearing a long, black skirt with a long-sleeved white button up shirt...with just enough buttons undone to reveal...

"JR, are you ready to eat?"

"Uh...y...yes, I'm starving," stammered JR.

"Well, let's sit down to dinner then. I hope you aren't disappointed we didn't go out?" asked Sue Ellen.

"This is fine with me. John Ross and Christopher wore me out today in the pool."

He filled her in on his day with the family as they ate. Everything she'd prepared was delicious. Just when he thought he knew everything about her, she surprised him with another facet of her character. After dinner was over, they retired to the living room for coffee. JR praised her skill in the kitchen again.

Laughing Sue Ellen said,"Enough. I'm beginning to think you're patronizing me."

"No darlin'. I am being totally honest with you."

Being with JR made Sue Ellen forget the pain of the last few days. She asked about his work and he told her with much regail about swiping the South American deal out from under Cliff Barnes. Some things never change. She told him of her plans to move Valentine headquarters back to Dallas which pleased him.

"Sue Ellen, I'm glad you're back here."

She nodded in agreement. "I'm glad I'm back too."

"There's something I've been wanting to ask you."

"What is it?"

"I've changed Sue Ellen, I promise. I don't know what will happen but I do know there has always been something special between us. Would it be to much to ask.....if I asked you to give us another chance?"

"I know you've changed, JR. I would really like for us to have another chance. I should never have returned to London. You were all I could think about the entire time."

JR walked over to her and sat down beside her. "I promise you, Sue Ellen. I'll never let you down again. You'll never have to be ashamed of me again."

"I know you truly mean that, JR."

JR moved towards her and kissed her. As he parted her lips with his kisses he remembered she had the softest lips of any woman he had ever kissed. His kisses moved down her throat and on down towards her cleavage before she stopped him. Sue Ellen wanted to stop him but couldn't. He had left her breathless. Finally, she pushed him away gently. "One day at a time, JR."

He could tell she meant business. "I'm sorry. You bring out the worst in me," grinned JR evilly.

"I could say the same about you," retorted Sue Ellen.

"I better get going then." He stood up and she stood up beside him. Looking into his eyes, Sue Ellen said,"I do want you. But if we're starting over, I'd like to take it slow." She then added,"I don't know how long I can hold out, but I think we need to get to know each other again."

"You know I'm going to try everything to change your mind?"

"I wouldn't expect any less." Sue Ellen kissed him this time. "Good night."

"Good night, darlin'."

JR courted her for the next couple of weeks...dinner, dancing, movies....and he tried his best to get her to let her guard down. But it was to no avail. The divorce would be coming up soon. That bastard Don was trying to get part-ownership of Valentine. JR's informant had carried out the plans like clockwork. But he had more in mind for Don when he returned to the divorce hearing. He had also helped Sue Ellen prepare to move the Valentine corporate offices back to Dallas. They'd found the perfect place just a few blocks away from the Ewing Oil building.

It was funny how they still felt the same about each other when they'd both changed so much over the years. They talked about business a great deal of the time and he was shocked at how devious Sue Ellen could be when it came to making big deals. She had the business mind of Marilee Stone but differed in that she had the body of a goddess. With the bruises barely noticeable, she was the beautiful woman he fell in love with all those years ago. Not that it mattered. John Ross was also thrilled when he learned they'd be living in Dallas for good.

He was to meet Sue Ellen at the townhouse she'd moved to tonight. They had nothing planned for this evening, so far. JR was surprised when he reached Sue Ellen's door and found a note telling him to let himself in. Sue Ellen was nowhere in sight.

"Is that you, JR?"

"Yes, darlin'," he answered as he laid down his stetson on the couch.

"I'm in here."

When he made his way to the bedroom, he found Sue Ellen clad in an off-white negligee and matching jacket.

"How do you like it?" asked Sue Ellen.

He could hardly speak at the sight of her. This was so unexpected. "You look....absolutely beautiful," he whispered.

Moving towards him, Sue Ellen asked,"Don't you think it's time?"

Before he could answer, she was kissing him. Before he got too carried away, she stopped. "I forgot to ask, are you hungry?"

The long, passionate kiss he gave her answered he question. When their kisses grew more urgent, JR swept her off her feet and carried her to the bed. This couldn't go any further until he told her, thought JR. He pulled away and looked into her loving, wanting eyes. "Sue Ellen, there's something I want to tell you."

"Is there something wrong, JR?"

Whispering he replied,"No darlin'. Everything is perfect.....I love you Sue Ellen. I always have. My life would be meaningless without you."

JR looked into her eyes, filled with tears now. "I love you too, JR. I guess I never really stopped loving you."

They slowly removed each other's clothes. Their love-making was all-consuming. They had always had that animal-like attraction...each of them knowing how to satisfy the other. When they were spent, they lay wrapped up together...each of them thinking of the rapture that had just occurred. "Spend the night with me, JR?" asked Sue Ellen sleepily.

"I thought you'd never ask."

Many more nights like this followed. Of course, they didn't make love all the time. Sometimes it was just hot, lusty sex...both of them craving the other.

EWING OIL

JR opened the box and looked at the ring again. He had pulled it out and looked at it all day. He planned to give it to her tonight. It was 15 carats but it still didn't seem like enough to symbolize his love for her. He was interrupted when Sly announced he had a call on line 2.

"JR Ewing here."

It was his private investigator from London. "I don't know how to tell you this but...."

"But what?" asked JR urgently.

"We've lost track of Mr. Lockwood."

"What do you mean, lost track?"

"I'm sorry Mr. Ewing. We had surveillance on his house. Somehow he left without out knowledge. I thought I'd let you know."

"Well, you better find him. And you better find him quick or you'll have my wrath upon you and I don't think you want that."

"We're working on it right now."

"Then get off this damn phone and find him!"

Where is that ingrate, JR thought to himslf.

VALENTINE LINGERIE

Melissa, Sue Ellen's secretary, intercomed her. "I have a delivery for you, Mrs. Lockwood."

She had tried countless times to get Melissa to refer to her as "Sue Ellen". "Bring it on in."

She knew when she saw the delivery was yellow roses who they were from. She grinned to herself as she took out the card. It read: Meet me in the park next to the fountain for lunch. It was signed simply "You know who" but Sue Ellen knew they were from JR. What did he have up his sleeve now?

At noon, Sue Ellen made her way outside and walked to the park. She waited for a good fifteen minutes but no JR. Maybe he'd been called into a meeting. She stood up to head back to Valentine. As she walked through a secluded area of the park, someone jumped from the bushes and grabbed her from behind.

"It's me darling." Sue Ellen could feel the gun against her back and was too scared to scream as he led her to his car and shoved her in the passenger seat.

"Don, what do you want?"

"Just shut up bitch or I'll shut you up."

He then proceeded to tie up her hands and feet before pulling out and heading towards the expressway.

EPISODE 10

Don sped up the expressway, heading north. "Don...please...," begged Sue Ellen.

He never responded, instead he plowed on even faster up the expressway. They continued north on the interstate for the next 100 miles. Despite Sue Ellen's protests and questions, Don remained silent. How could she escape? What could she do with her hands and feet tied up. Finally, after travelling north for another 100 miles, Don exited the interstate into what appeared to be a totally desolate area. With her movement limited, Sue Ellen did the only thing she could think of. With both hands tied together, she grabbed the wheel. As they fought each other, the car swerved on and off the road. Don slammed the brakes bringing the vehicle to a screeching halt. As he pried her fingers from the steering wheel, she elbowed him sharply in the groin.

"Take that you bastard!"

As Don writhed in pain, Sue Ellen desperately attempted to free herself. But it was all in vain. When he had recovered somewhat, Don removed the gun he had stored in the center console and knocked her out cold. Shaking his head, he put the car back in drive and continued on out through the country where nothing but cornfields surrounded them. Gradually, he made his way to the deserted farmhouse he'd been residing in for the past couple of days, plotting his revenge.

Sue Ellen was still unconscious when they reached their destination. Don carried her into the house and laid her down on the bare mattress. He then proceeded to tie her hands and feet to the bedpost. Laying the gun down on the dusty table, he took a seat and watched her sleep.

EWING OIL

JR picked up the phone and dialed Valentine's number. Sue Ellen's secretary, Melissa, answered the phone.

"Melissa, can I please speak with Sue Ellen?"

"JR, I'm sorry, she went out for lunch and hasn't returned yet."

He thought it odd that she went to lunch without him. That had been the routine for the past few weeks unless one of them was caught up in a meeting. "You have her call me as soon as she gets back," he said urgently.

"Yes sir, Mr. Ewing. By the way, the flowers you sent to Sue Ellen were beautiful."

His mood had turned to sheer worry now. "Flowers? I never sent Sue Ellen any flowers."

"I'm so embarrassed, Mr. Ewing. I assumed they were from you."

Thinking fast, JR asked,"Was there a card with the flowers?"

"Yes, Mr. Ewing. She assumed they were from you. The card said to meet in the park at the fountain for lunch and was signed from "you know who". Is there something wrong?"

"I hope not. Don't forget to have Sue Ellen reach me as soon as she returns."

Hanging up the phone, JR plotted what to do next. First, he was going to go to that park, but not before calling McSween.

"Harry...JR Ewing here."

"JR. I haven't heard from you in a while. I assume you have something you want me to do for you."

"Yes Harry and it's urgent. I have reason to believe Sue Ellen is in danger. I want you to put every man you have out looking for her?"

"Out on a bender again, JR?"

His face reddening, JR replied,"Now you listen to me, Harry. Sue Ellen is not drunk. She may have been kidnapped."

"I'm sorry, JR. I'll get right on it."

"I want you on it now. You let me know what you find out. She was last seen leaving Valentine Lingerie for lunch and was heading to the park a block away. I'm heading there now."

JR grabbed his jacket and stetson hat and rapidly made his way to the elevator. Hopefully, she would be there at the fountain. But JR knew he may already be too late as a lot of time had already passed by.

Harry's boys, JR in tow, searched the park thoroughly finding no sign of Sue Ellen. JR conveyed to him that his private investigators had lost track of Sue Ellen's soon-to-be ex-husband. "I want the news media, posters, billboards....I want every piece of ground in Texas covered."

"I'll call in every man I can, JR."

"I want photos of Sue Ellen and Don Lockwood on every telephone pole, tree, window, and door in Dallas."

"We'll find her, JR."

JR headed back to Ewing Oil. When he stepped off the elevator, he was met with a barrage of news media shoving microphones in his face.

"Mr. Ewing, any word yet?"asked one reporter.

Another asked,"Is is true she was kidnapped by her ex-husband Don Lockwood, the film producer?"

JR's booming voice shushed everyone. "I would like to make a statement. Do not interrupt me," he commanded. The room quieted down at the sound of his forceful voice.

Holding up a picture of Sue Ellen, he announced,"This is Sue Ellen Lockwood. She is 5'7...weighing approximately 115 pounds. We have reason to believe she has been kidnapped. She was last seen exiting the Valentine Lingerie corporate offices, here downtown, around noon today. Anyone providing information leading to her safe return will be rewarded in the amount of $500,000.00. She may be with the man in this photo. His name is Don Lockwood."

With that he walked away without taking any more questions. Bobby followed him to his office. "JR, what's going on? I didn't know anything had happened and all of a sudden reporters were swamping the office."

JR then filled Bobby in on the situation. "I'll do everything I can to help, JR."

"Thanks, Bobby."

JR's eyes drifted to the picture of Sue Ellen on his desk. Bobby reassured him,"We'll find her."

JR nodded...his face full of worry. Just then, Sly buzzed JR announcing that McSween was on the phone. "Transfer him to me,"he replied.

"Harry, any news?"

"Not yet, JR, but your promise of a reward has brought out a lot of volunteers. We already have 200 volunteers and the announcement was just minutes ago."

Not feeling any better, JR replied,"I don't want a stone left unturned, you hear me?"

"I hear you loud and clear....wait a minute, JR....I'm being radioed from headquarters."

JR waited for what seemed like forever. He had to find her. "JR, you still there?"

"Yes, Harry."

"We just got a report that Sue Ellen was seen being forced into a car by a man fitting Don's description. The lady described the car as a dark blue sedan, a BMW, in fact. We're looking into it."

"You find them, Harry."

"Oh, I have a feeling it won't take my boys too long to sniff him out, JR."

JR's eyes took on a cold glare as he replied,"And Harry, when you find them....bring him to me."

Bobby had stepped out during this exchange. He phoned SouthFork and learned Miss Ellie and Clayton had already learned of the bad news. Karen had heard on the radio and was here by his side now. He made arrangements for security at SouthFork in case Don went after John Ross too. Miss Ellie and Clayton were going to do their best to keep John Ross' spirits up. He and Christopher had been in the kitchen with them when the news report interrupted the normal programming.

LAKE TEXOMA

Sue Ellen woke with a terrible headache. There was a musty smell in the room. She realized she was strapped down to a bed. Oh God! What if noone found her? Surely they wouldn't think she'd simply run off. She glanced to her right and spied Don snoozing in a chair, the pistol not far from him. Trying as hard as she could, squirming on the mattress, she realized she was fighting a losing battle. Her movement woke Don up.

"You awake, sleepy-head," Don smiled.

Sue Ellen didn't utter a word. She could see by the wild look in his eyes that he was crazy.

"How do you like your accomodations? I know it's not what you're used to. But it is private and I thought the privacy is what we need to make up and fall in love all over again."

Sue Ellen remained silent. He was psychotic! She continued to squirm but made no headway. God, how her head hurt!

Don walked over to her and caressed her face. She turned her head to the left. "Sue Ellen, darling....don't turn away from our love."

He leaned down attempting to kiss her. Before his lips touched her face she spat directly in his left eye. "Get away from me, you bastard."

Wiping his eye, Don replied,"I know you're still angry with me but I promise you won't be for long. Not after we make love...."

DALLAS

JR couldn't just stand by and wait. He decided to join the search himself. Bobby went with him. "I can't lose her now, Bobby."

"You won't JR. We'll find her,"said Bobby as they exited the office. The press barraged the pair again as they reached the ground floor of the Ewing Oil building. JR made a brief statement that he was joining the search and then he and Bobby pushed on through the throng of reporters. Camera flashes blinded them as they made their way to Bobby's car.

As Bobby drove, JR phoned McSween. "Any news?"

"We're following lots of leads but nothing so far. We're expanding the search beyond Dallas."

They could be anywhere by now, thought JR. As far as he knew, they could be headed back to England. JR and Sue Ellen had been through so much and had come so far....No, he couldn't lose her now. He cursed himself for the years of abuse she had endured because of him. She never would have touched alcohol if it weren't for him. Just when it looked like they could be together....a real family....this had to happen. JR swore to himself. If he hurt her....

LAKE TEXOMA

Sue Ellen couldn't just lay there. "Make love, Don? Are you crazy?"

"I know you're mad now, but you'll get over it soon. I promise."

"Never!" she shouted. "I hate you."

He ignored her words and began kissing her face.

Crying now, Sue Ellen pleaded,"Don....please.....don't do this...don't do this to me."

DALLAS

JR and Bobby were in constant contact with McSween as they searched hotels, bars, restaurants, and etc. They searched all through the night. It was nearing dawn when McSween phoned them. "JR Ewing here."

"JR, we have several reports of a dark blue sedan parked outside an abandoned house on Lake Texoma. Just thought I'd let you know we're checking it out."

"Thanks Harry. We'll head that way."

"Bobby drive to Lake Texoma. McSween and the boys have had several leads from that area."

Bobby floored his red Mercedes, hazard lights on, driving north at nearly 120 miles per hour. "I'll kill him if he's hurt her, Bobby."

Bobby was quiet for a moment before saying,"I know." Bobby understood. He would probably do the same thing if he were in JR's shoes. He'd never truly recovered after April....

LAKE TEXOMA

Don had injected Sue Ellen with a depressant to make her sleep after she'd become too hysteric. She roused at the feel of him brushing her hair.

"Are you awake again, sleepy-head?"

Everything seemed blurry for a few minutes to Sue Ellen. She had hoped this was just a nightmare. "Don't touch me."

"I had hoped the rest would do you good. I can see it hasn't improved your mood. But I know what will, Darling."

Please let someone find her! Sue Ellen was really terrified now. She had no idea how long she'd been out or what time it was. Surely, JR must know that something is wrong.

"Sue Ellen, once we make love...you'll forget about JR."

"The hell I will you bastard."

As Don began smothering her with kisses again, Sue Ellen thought she would vomit. The feel of his touch made her sick.

"That's the car, JR," said McSween.

"I'm going in," said JR.

"JR, I don't think that's a good idea,"replied Bobby.

"Bobby, I appreciate you and everyone else's efforts. But I'm taking care of this myself."

"JR, we've confirmed from some of the locals that Don and Sue Ellen are in there. I think you should let the us do our job. You'll only get yourself in trouble."

JR wanted to kill him. He wanted to get his hands on Don and strangle him. "I have to do this, Harry. I'm going in myself. You fellas' can back me up."

An ordinary police officer wouldn't allow such a thing but since it was McSween....JR made his way to the door. Peering into the house, he spied Sue Ellen tied to the bed with Don on top of her.

Sue Ellen turned her head this way and that, trying to avoid him. His kisses were more urgent now.

"Sue Ellen, I've longed for you for so many nights," he whispered.

How could she get away from him? She continued trying to avoid him. Tears were streaming down her cheeks now. Out of the corner of her eye, she noticed the door was ajar. Slowly, she watched the door open. When it was fully open, her eyes fell upon JR. He put his finger to his mouth, signaling her to be quiet. Don was unaware of their guest.

With a lunge, JR grabbed Don and slung him across the room into the wall. Before he could fight back, JR punched him in the stomach. JR's rage was uncontrollable as he socked Don another one in the jaw. His third punch to the head nearly knocked Don out. He slid to the floor. JR would have continued further if it hadn't been for Bobby restraining him. McSween and his posse rushed into the house. JR quickly tossed him the gun Don had layed on the table. As McSween and the boys picked Don up and handcuffed him, JR turned his attention to Sue Ellen.

"JR, thank God."

He rushed to her, quickly undoing the bindings. He grabbed her in his arms and hugged her tightly to him. "Darlin', I'm so sorry."

"JR," cried Sue Ellen. "I was afraid I'd never see you again."

Wiping her tears, JR kissed her, not minding everyone else in the room. "You should know me better than that, darlin'. Didn't I tell you ole' JR always gets what he wants." He hoped she didn't see the tears in his eyes.

Sue Ellen smiled now. "Take me home, JR."

Bobby watched the exchange between JR and Sue Ellen in amazement. He had never seen this side of his brother before.

JR helped Sue Ellen up. She had some small abrasions on her ankles and wrists from her struggle to escape. Other than that, she was relatively unharmed. JR, Sue Ellen , and Bobby prepared to leave. Sue Ellen paused as they passed by Don. He was handcuffed and McSween's boys had him pinned up against the wall. Her rage was visible in her eyes as she looked him square in the eye. She started to shake as she thought about what Don was about to do to her when JR walked in. Throwing her shoulders back, she regained control. JR let go of her elbow as she strode up to Don. Smiling her sexiest smile at him, she saw Don grin back at her. And with that she kneed him in the groin with all her might. He cried out in pain. "You should know by now, Don....nobody crosses a Ewing."

She glared at him coldly until JR approached her from behind and they walked arm in arm outside to Bobby's car. Bobby got in first. JR opened the door for her. Before getting in, though, Sue Ellen wrapped her arms around JR's waist. "I love you, JR Ewing. I was so scared I'd never see you...."

JR shushed her by gently pressing his finger to her mouth. "As you said darlin', let's go home."

DALLAS

April Ewing retrieved her luggage from the baggage claim. It had been a long time. She hoped Bobby would understand...

EPISODE 11

The cab came to a stop at the Dallas Hilton. April took a look around at her surroundings as the driver removed her luggage from the trunk. The greatest time of her life had been spent here...with Bobby. Would he understand why she did what she did? She could only hope...

SOUTHFORK

Bobby, JR, and Sue Ellen arrived at the ranch. JR nudged Sue Ellen to wake her up. "We're home, darlin'."

Sue Ellen sat up and realized they were at SouthFork. She was actually thankful to be staying here instead of alone at her townhouse. She accepted JR's hand as he helped her from the car. JR couldn't help noticing how quiet Sue Ellen had been since they'd left the lake. Everyone was waiting for them as the three of them entered the den.

"Momma!" cried John Ross.

Hugging John Ross, Sue Ellen said,"I missed you so. I thought of you the whole time."

"I was so scared Momma."

"I know, John Ross. Momma was scared too. But I'm okay now. Daddy and Bobby took care of him and he'll never be able to hurt Momma again."

There were then hugs all around as Miss Ellie, Clayton, and Karen greeted them.

"Sue Ellen, is there anything I can do for you? You've been through a terrible ordeal.," asked Miss Ellie.

"Miss Ellie, if I could have one wish, I think I would wish for a shower," replied Sue Ellen.

"You know where your room is. I had Theresa leave you some fresh towels."

"Thank you, Miss Ellie. I'll see you all in the morning. John Ross, you probably need to go to bed. Come on. You can go up with me."

Everyone said goodnight as Sue Ellen and John Ross walked hand in hand towards the stairs. JR stopped her. "I'll be up in a little while, darlin'."

Sue Ellen smiled but it looked forced. "Okay." She and John Ross then continued to ascend the staircase.

When they were out of earshot, everyone turned their attention to JR and Bobby.

"Sue Ellen seems distracted to me, Bobby,"said Karen.

Bobby agreed. "She slept a good while on the trip home but , even when she was awake, Sue Ellen was not herself."

"I think we all need to remember that she's been through a tramatic experience," said Clayton. He then added,"JR, you've been awfully quiet too."

JR walked to the mini-bar and poured himself a drink. "I was just thinking about everything that happened. I wish I'd killed him. You shouldn't have stopped me, Bobby."

"JR, I wish he was dead too. But he's not worth throwing your life away over."

"Well, at least we can feel safe knowing Don's behind bars," said Miss Ellie.

JR angrily replied,"Behind bars? He oughtta get the electric chair after what he did. The man's an animal."

Bobby looked at him. "I can't argue with that. He really is crazy."

"I think he'll spend a long time behind bars," said Clayton.

"Not if I get to him first. I'm going upstairs to check on Sue Ellen now," JR retorted.

Upstairs, JR paused outside Sue Ellen's door. He knocked softly. "Sue Ellen, it's me."

"Come in."

Sue Ellen was sitting up in bed, clothed in a bath robe. JR sat down next to her. "Do you wanna talk about it?"

"Not right now," replied Sue Ellen staring straight ahead.

They both sat in silence for a while.

"I'm sorry I couldn't get to you sooner."

"There's nothing to be sorry about. At least he's behind bars now. JR, how could I have been so stupid to marry him?"

JR brushed her hair back from her eyes. "You're not stupid. If anyone's to blame, I am. I'm the one that ran you off."

Sue Ellen unsuccessfully tried to stifle a yawn. "Sue Ellen...would you like me to sleep here with you tonight."

She nodded yes to answer him. JR climbed into bed with her. As they lay...spooning....Sue Ellen drifted off to sleep. JR whispered "I love you" before succumbing to the exhaustion that plagued them both.

Sue Ellen quietly moved from the bed the next morning, so as not to awaken JR. She made her way downstairs to find Miss Ellie in the kitchen. She greeted her as she poured a cup of black coffee.

"Good morning, Sue Ellen. Did you rest well?"

"Yes, Miss Ellie."

"We were so worried. I hope you're not angry that John Ross was still awake when you arrived. When we knew you were safe, Clayton and I couldn't bring ourselves to make him go to bed."

Sue Ellen smiled. "I'm glad you didn't. I thought of him the whole time....and JR."

"Well, we're all glad you're safe."

"I hate to be rude, but I need to go to the townhouse as I have no clothes here. Would it be possible for me to borrow your car? I'll bring it back in a couple of hours."

"It's no trouble at all."

Sue Ellen dreaded putting on the clothes she'd worn throughout the ordeal with Don. She dressed quietly as JR continued to sleep soundly.

SUE ELLEN'S TOWNHOUSE

Sue Ellen replayed everything that had happened over and over to herself. If JR hadn't shown up when he did, Don would have....She quickly erased that thought. There was nothing to be afraid of now, she told herself. After a shower, Sue Ellen dressed into a pink, tea-length skirt and a white, sleeveless shirt. She then headed back to SouthFork.

She was surprised to find the house empty. Even Theresa and Raoul were out of sight. She placed Miss Ellie's keys on the kitchen counter and headed to the den for a club soda. Hearing a splash from the pool, she headed outside. It was JR in the pool and she was surprised to find that he was totally nude.

"JR, what are you doing?"

"Why don't you come on in and join me, darlin.?"

"Have you lost your mind?"

"Don't worry. Everyone is gone. I gave Theresa and Raoul the day off, in case you're wondering."

She was tempted but..."JR, what if someone show's up?"

"Don't tell me you're afraid. Come on. You deserve a little fun."

"Well....okay, but....."

"Everyone is gone."

Sue Ellen removed her clothing and placed everything on a lounge chair. JR watched her in awe as she removed each piece. She slowly descended the steps into the pool. JR swam up and pulled her to him. "Now, isn't this fun? I wanted to do something special because of all you've been through. I thought you might like this. How often do you get a chance like this at Southfork?"

Agreeing, Sue Ellen smiled slyly,"I think it's just what the doctor ordered. I'll bet you can't catch me." Sue Ellen swam away from him towards the other end of the pool. She stopped under the diving board and raised her arms over her head, grabbing the diving board to hold her up. JR wasn't far behind.

Breathless, he said,"Did I ever tell you how beautiful you are?"

"Tell me."

"How bout if I show you?" He took her by the waist and swam the two of them to the side of the pool. He started by kissing her shoulders. Stopping, he asked,"Sue Ellen, is this okay?"

"I'm fine, JR. Please continue..." What a turn-on this was. What would Miss Ellie and Clayton think?

He continued his kisses, moving from her shoulders to her breasts, which were exposed just above the surface of the water. He then moved to her mouth. Parting her lips with his tongue, he continued kissing her as he brought his body into contact with hers. As they became one, both of them let out a sigh. When they had finally gratified themselves, they clung to each other....neither of them wanting to let go. That is, until they heard a car in the distance, getting closer and closer. In sheer panic, JR and Sue Ellen grabbed the towels by the pool and ran hurriedly into the house and up the stairs to JR's room. JR peered out the window, spying Miss Ellie and Clayton pulling into the driveway. "It's Mama and Clayton."

"Oh God," said Sue Ellen. "My clothes are still outside."

Miss Ellie and Clayton entered through the kitchen. "It's been a long time since I've been to a cattle auction, Clayton. I had a wonderful time today."

"I thought you would, Miss Ellie."

"I wonder if Sue Ellen's here. I noticed she had returned my car."

Clayton was about to respond when he saw JR out the window...walking hurriedly to a pool chair and retrieving something pink and white. "What are you looking at, Clayton?" asked Miss Ellie as she stood next to Clayton and spied JR out the window. "What is JR up to?"

Clayton thought he knew the answer but didn't say so. "I'm not sure Miss Ellie, but he's definitely in a hurry, whatever he's doing."

"I think I'd like a drink. Would you like to join me, Miss Ellie?"

"Yes, I think a drink is a good idea."

CATTLEMEN'S CLUB

Bobby and Karen relished the time alone after everything that had happened. Bobby filled Karen in on the details of the ordeal.

"Bobby, JR has really changed, hasn't he?"

"Time will tell. But for the moment, I have to say JR is swept off his feet in love with Sue Ellen."

"I am so glad for them."

"What about us? Did you ever think I might be swept off my feet?" asked a smiling Bobby.

"Well... I didn't want to say... but yes," said Karen.

"Let's get out of here. I feel a need to go dancing and I think you'd be the perfect partner."

"You took the words out of my mouth."

Bobby left a hefty tip and the two headed out arm in arm....as April watched from the bar.

SOUTHFORK

"Do you think they saw you, JR?" asked Sue Ellen.

"Oh darlin', does it really matter."

"It matters to me."

"If it make you feel better, no. No one saw me."

"Okay then,"said Sue Ellen feeling reassured. "Let's go downstairs."

Sue Ellen walked out to the hallway first and jumped as he smacked her bottom. "JR, get some self-control."

Grinning evilly, he replied,"Sorry darlin', I just couldn't help myself.

When JR and Sue Ellen entered the room, Miss Ellie had just taken a drink of her vodka tonic. She started coughing when her eyes landed on Sue Ellen...wearing a pink and white outfit.

"Are you alright, Mama?" asked a concerned JR.

Clayton did a double-take at the two of them as he walked over to Miss Ellie and place his hand on her shoulder. "I'm...I'm fine JR,"replied Miss Ellie as she and Clayton looked at each other incredulously....neither of them knowing what to say.

Sue Ellen sat down quietly, putting on her best demure look.

DALLAS CITY JAIL

Don made his way through the rafters over the jail. He found the opening to the roof and climbed out. He relished the freedom he felt and said aloud,"Sue Ellen, I'm on my way to rescue you."