This is set in 1989. Sue Ellen and Nick are together. Sue Ellen left JR and got custody of John Ross. Valentine Lingerie is very successful. JR is running JRE and head of West Star, but he never slept with Kimberly. He did make her think he was going to just so he could get what he wanted, so he used her. He wants Sue Ellen back, but she doesn’t know it. Sue Ellen knows JR didn’t sleep with Kimberly because Kimberly told her why JR did what he did. JR doesn’t know that she knows. He thinks if he can get her alone, he’ll be able to explain everyting.

JR is at the Oil Baron’s Club, drinking at the bar. He’s had a few, when Sue Ellen and Nick come in for dinner. JR stares at her. She is in a cream colored skirt that falls just above her knee. She is wearing a maroon blouse with a jacket that matches the skirt, with maroon heels.

“Christ she is beautiful. You really screwed up this time Ewing.”

Every time i think of you
I realize exactly what's been missing
How could I've been so blind
and such a fool never to have listened.
When we were together then
I never thought about how much I loved you.
So now I sit here all alone
longing for a moment just to touch you
But girl I'm not through loving you let.

“Why did I push her into that idiot’s arms? I knew he had a crush on her, so he was just waiting for an opportunity and I gave it to him. It won’t last. I’ll make sure of that.”

Your love has got me in a cold sweat
(So cold so cold... cold sweat)
Cold Sweat
Your loves so good I'll never forget.

Sue Ellen catches JR’s eyes and her heart immediately starts beating faster. “Christ, when will that ever stop? I can’t believe I’m still that attracted to him after everything we’ve done to each other. It was insane. Thank God I’ve been able to avoid being alone with him.”

Nothing ever seems the same
when you're alone and all you've got in memories (memories of you each and every hour)
I remember all the cards and all those little letters you would to send me.
My friends all say it's such a shame that you and I ever had to fall apart.
The things we do (just us two) I can't do alone here with my lonely heart.

JR holds Sue Ellen’s gaze. He hardens instantly. “Jesus, I want her. I can see she wants me too. If I could just explain everything? I just needed some time alone with her, where she can’t run away from me.”

And there are times when I feel especially sad,
its when i think about all the things that we had.
The special time we had when we were together,
you know I wish it would last forever.

Sue Ellen looks away when Nick calls her name. “Let’s dance before our dinner comes.”

Nick stands up and takes Sue Ellen’s hand. They move to the dance floor and he puts his arms around her waist. He hands go around his shoulders and slide down to his mid-back. JR’s face hardens with anger. He can’t stand to see another man’s hands on Sue Ellen.

Your love has got me in a cold sweat (So cold so cold... cold cold sweat)
Cold Sweat Your loves so good I'll never forget.

Nick pulls Sue Ellen closer breathing in her scent. “You smell so good. I love you, Sue Ellen.”

Sue Ellen smiles at him. “Me too.” They sway to the music.

It's over and done
but the heartache lives on inside
And who's the one you're clinging to
instead of me tonight?

JR catches her eye again and smiles at her sadly. Sue Ellen’s heart breaks at his sad smile, but another part of her is still angry.

And where are you now, now that I need you?
Tears on my pillow wherever you go
I'll cry me a river that leads to your ocean
You never see me fall apart

Sue Ellen holds on to Nick, trying to forget how much she wants to be in JR’s arms. She cares about Nck, but it wasn’t the same.

In the words of a broken heart
It's just emotion that's taken me over
Caught up in sorrow, lost in my soul
But if you don't come back
Come home to me, darling
Dont you know there's nobody left in this world
to hold me tight
Dont cha know there's nobody left in this world
to kiss goodnight
Goodnight, goodnight

I'm there at your side,
I'm part of all the things you are
But you've got a part of someone else
You've got to find your shining star

JR orders another drink. Sue Ellen watches him, wishing things could have been different.

And where are you now, now that I need you?
Tears on my pillow wherever you go
I'll cry me a river that leads to your ocean
You never see me fall apart

In the words of a broken heart
It's just emotion that's taken me over
Caught up in sorrow, lost in my soul
But if you don't come back
Come home to me, darling
Dont you know there's nobody left in this world
to hold me tight
Nobody left in this world to kiss goodnight
Goodnight, goodnight

Sue Ellen tightens her hold on Nick, trying to forget. But every time she closes her eyes she sees JR. JR stands up and walks to the door, but pauses as he turns around. Sue Ellen catches his eye one more time. He waves to her and puts his hat on.

And where are you now, now that I need you?
Tears on my pillow wherever you go
I'll cry me a river that leads to your ocean
You never see me fall apart

In the words of a broken heart
It's just emotion that's taken me over
Caught up in sorrow, lost in my soul
But if you don't come back
Come home to me, darling
Nobody left in this world
to hold me tight
Nobody left in this world to kiss goodnight
Goodnight, goodnight

CHAPTER 2

JR is sitting in his office staring at a picture of him and Sue Ellen that he still keeps on his desk. They were so happy in it. JR knows it can be like that again, if she would give him a chance. He leans back and lets his mind wander back to a time when they were happy.

Flashback:

JR walked up the steps to the condo complex.. Hopefully Sue Ellen was already there. He missed her and called her to see if she was free for lunch. She said she was and he suggested the condo. He knew they wouldn’t be eating much food. His need for her lately was insatiable. No matter how many times he made love to her, it was like the first time every time. He got onto the elevator. She was sexier to him now then she’d ever been, and that was saying a lot. He cursed the slow elevator. He couldn’t wait to have her legs wrapped around him. He opened the door and called out her name. “Sue Ellen?”

Sue Ellen: “In the bedroom.”

JR walked into the bedroom, discarding his clothes as he went. He got to the door and stopped in his tracks. She was lying in the bed, naked. He legs and back were exposed to him. The silk sheet covered her strategically. He smiled at her and finished removing his clothes. He ripped the sheet from her and started a slow crawl up towards her.

We got the afternoon
You got this room for two
One thing I've left to do
Discover me
Discovering you

He slowly kissed his way up her body, causing her to moan out loud. “I missed you.”

JR smiles as he continues his way up. “I missed you too honey.” He pauses at her lips. “I love you,” and he claims her lips in a passionate clinch.

One mile to every inch of
Your skin like porcelain
One pair of candy lips and
Your bubblegum tongue

JR stretched his body out on top of Sue Ellen’s as he continued to kiss her. He spread her legs with a sweep of his foot and entered her quickly. “Damn, you feel good. I swear every time feels like the first. How do you manage to do that?” He thrusts into her at a steady pace.

'Cause if you want love
We'll make it
Swimming a deep sea
Of blankets
Take all your big plans
And break 'em
This is bound to be a while
Your body Is a wonderland
Your body is a wonder (I'll use my hands)
Your body Is a wonderland

Sue Ellen smiles at him. “Guess we’re just lucky.” She kisses him on his mouth and sucks on his tongue, causing JR to moan loudly. He pulls back and looks at her. He pushes a strand of hair away from her face and kisses her forehead. He places kisses on her face, neck and collarbone.

Something 'bout the way the hair falls in your face
I love the shape you take when crawling towards the pillowcase
You tell me where to go and
Though I might leave to find it
I'll never let your head hit the bed
Without my hand behind it
you want love?
We'll make it
Swimming a deep sea
Of blankets
Take all your big plans
And break 'em
This is bound to be a while

JR continues making love to his wife. JR stares into her eyes for a few moments and is overwhelmed by the love reflecting
back. “Thank you for loving me. I don’t know what I ever did to deserve it, but thank you.”
Sue Ellen kisses him and JR shifts his weight a little causing her to cry out.

Your body Is a wonderland
Your body is a wonder (I'll use my hands)
Your body Is a wonderland
Damn baby
You frustrate me
I know you're mine all mine all mine
But you look so good it hurts sometimes

JR takes Sue Ellen and himself over the edge into blissful release. He stays in her for a few minutes and kisses her lips lovingly. He lies beside her and pulls her into his arms.

Your body Is a wonderland
Your body is a wonder (I'll use my hands)
Your body Is a wonderland
Your body is a wonderland

JR smiles at her and kisses the top of her head. “I love you honey. Probably more than you’ll ever know.”

Sue Ellen snuggles into him. “I love you too, JR.”

End flashback

JR is shaken from his daydream by Sly buzzing him. “Yeah Sly?”

S: “Sue Ellen is here to see you.”

JR’s face lights up. “Well send her in.” He gets up to meet her at the door. Sue Ellen comes in and JR smiles. “Hello Darlin’.”

Sue Ellen looks at him as he tries to hug her. “Please don’t call me that.”

JR looks puzzled. “Why not?”

Sue Ellen: “Because you still use it in that greeting my wife tone. And I’m not your wife anymore.”

JR whispers softly and sadly, “I know.”

Sue Ellen sits in the chair in front of his desk and he sits next to her. “I have to go to Miami on business for a few days, and I was hoping you could watch John Ross for me.”

JR: “Sure. That’s no problem. You and Nick planning some more openings in Miami?”

Sue Ellen: “Nick isn’t going. I have a few stores there I need to check on.” She is quiet for a moment. “I saw you last night at the bar.” JR doesn’t say anything. “Was something wrong?”

JR: “Other than seeing you with Nick? No nothing was wrong.”

Sue Ellen closes her eyes for a moment. When she opens them she is staring directly into JR’s blue ones. Her breath catches in her throat. They are both mesmerized and neither says anything. JR moves slowly towards her and Sue Ellen finds herself moving forward to meet him. JR puts his hand up to her facing lovingly caressing her cheek. He pulls her face towards his. Just as he’s about to kiss her, his phone rings, breaking her out of her trance. She stands up, “I’ll drop him off tomorrow evening. My flight leaves at 7:00 pm. Thanks for watching him.” He watches her walk out the door, cursing whoever was on the other end of the phone.

CHAPTER 3

Sue Ellen and Nick drop John Ross off at South Fork and ride to the airport in the limo. JR has managed to get himself onto Sue Ellen’s private plane and watches her from the window. She steps out of the limo, as does Nick. JR panics for a second, but calms down as he sees he is just kissing her goodbye. JR thinks he’s going to be sick as he watches with morbid fascination.

Nick backs Sue Ellen up against the limo, as his hands go around her waist. “I’m gonna miss you gorgeous. Call me as soon as you land in Miami, ok?”

Sue Ellen smiles at him. “I will sweetheart. Thank you for understanding why I want John Ross at South Fork.”

Nick: “It’s ok. He’ll have a better time there anyway with Christopher. Now give me kiss lady. It better be a good one cause it has to be enough for 5 whole days.” He moves in slowly as her hands go around his neck. His lips capture hers in a passionate lip lock. Nick’s tongue pushes its way into Sue Ellen’s mouth and she almost pulls back. He pulls away and smiles, “Be safe. I love you.”

Sue Ellen smiles at him. “Me too. I’ll call you when I land.” She grabs her briefcase and walk onto the plane. Not looking back.

The plane has been up in the air for about 30 minutes. Sue Ellen can’t concentrate on the work she brought so she closes her briefcase. She leans back in the plush chair and stares out the window. Jesus, she couldn’t get JR out of her mind. Yesterday was just crazy. If that phone hadn’t rung….her thoughts go to an evening in JR’s office when they were happy.

FLASHBACK

Sue Ellen was waiting for JR to get off the phone so they could go. They had theatre tickets, even though she didn’t really want to go. She locked the door and went to stand in front of his desk. She unzipped her dress slowly and let it drop to the floor. JR’s eyebrows raised and she had caught his eye and knew that unmistakable look of pure lust. He had quickly ended his phone call.

When I think about how much I'm loving you
No limitations, no set of regimented rules
I'm amazed how much this love has touched my life
And the commitment that we share is a welcome sacrifice

This must be, sweet fatal attraction
My life-long date with destiny
Love this strong, it just brings out the passion
I never knew was here in me

JR stood up and started to undress. He was rock hard by the time he finally got out of his damn monkey suit. He smiled at Sue Ellen and pushed her onto the desk. He kissed her hungrily, working his way down her collarbone. He sucked greedily on her nipples, causing her to cry out his name.

I love you just because
I love you just because
Just because I do, my darlin'

Emotions more than words can help me say
I love you, baby, just because you're you
Just because you're you

JR entered her quickly filling her up fully. “Jesus, JR, you feel so good. I love you.”

JR moves in and out of her steadily. “Mmmmm, I love you honey. You’re so beautiful.”

You're a diamond in my mind, a treasure found
A precious gem to me, you're so nice to have around
I'm so glad I took the path that led to this
And it's amazin' loving you, I'm doin' things
I never thought I'd do

I don't know, there ain't no explanation
Of why I'm sharin' love at last this way
I won't try to work out all my reasons
I'll use these words to simply say

JR thrusts increase in pressure and he send Sue Ellen spiraling into her release. JR waits until her body is done trembling, and he begins thrusting again.

I love you just because
I love you just because
Just because I do, my darlin'
Emotions more than words can help me say
I love you, baby, just because you're you

I love you just because
I love you just because
Just because I do, my darlin'
Emotions more than words can help me say
I love you, baby.

JR throws Sue Ellen over the edge again and spills into her immediately after. He lays his head on her chest for a moment and looks up at her. “Sue Ellen, I don’t think I’ll ever look at this desk in the same way.”

Could it be that there's more to this than meets the eye
Maybe that's the reason why
All I know is when I'm in your arms it feels all right
I'II hold you tight and I come alive

Sue Ellen laughs out loud as she caresses her husbands face. He sits back in his chair bringing her with him. She sits in his lap and he holds on tight to her. “I love you Sue Ellen. I know I don’t show you as much as I should, but I do. I’ll love you forever.”

Sue Ellen kisses him gently. “I’ll always love you too.”

I love you just because
I love you just because
Just because I do, my darlin'
Emotions more than words can help me say
I love you, baby, just because you're you


END FLASHBACK

Sue Ellen rubs her hands over her face and blows a breath out. She whispers to her self, “Jesus. It’s been over a year Sue Ellen get a grip. It’s over with JR. He’ll never change. Why can’t you let yourself be happy with Nick?” She looks out the window again and is quiet for a moment. “Because he’s not JR.”

JR smiles at her from his hiding place. His heart almost leapt out of his chest. She did still love him. As long as she still loved him, that was all the chance he needed. He grinned mischievously, as Sue Ellen called up front to not be disturbed and she lay on the couch to try to take a nap.

CHAPTER 4

Sue Ellen falls asleep. JR steps out from his hiding place and sits next to the couch, staring at Sue Ellen. “I’ve got to find a way to convince you I’ve changed, that I can make you happy, and not just for one night. I can make you happy for a lifetime.”

I miss the look of surrender in your eyes
The way your soft brown hair would fall
I miss the power of your kiss when we made love
Oh but baby most of all
I miss my friend.

JR brushes a strand of air back from her face and she whispers his name in her sleep and smiles. “She’s dreaming about me. I know you still love me Sue Ellen. I know you do. Why won’t you listen to your heart? I miss you so much. I miss your body next to mine at night. When I came home from work and curled up next to you. I miss your clothes hanging in the closet. I miss eating breakfast with you. I even miss you yelling at me for something. Most of all I miss my best friend.”

The one my heart and soul confided in
The one I felt the safest with
The one who knew just what to say
To make me laugh again
And let the light back in
I miss my friend.

“You were always my best friend. You always will be. I can’t let you go, honey. I know you asked me to, but I can’t. Maybe if I wasn’t so damn selfish I could let you be happy with Nick. But I don’t think he can make you happy. You belong at South Fork. You always have and you always will.”

I miss the colors that you brought into my life
Your golden smile, those blue-green eyes
And I miss your gentle voice in lonely times like now
Saying it'll be alright
I miss my friend.

“You belong there as my wife. I won’t stop until you’re back home with me, where you belong.”

The one my heart and soul confided in
The one I felt the safest with
The one who knew just what to say
To make me laugh again
And let the light back in
I miss my friend.

JR kisses her forehead and smiles when she whispers his name again. He sits back and watches her sleep, occasionally touching her face.

I miss those times
I miss those nights
I even miss our silly fights
The making up
The morning talks
And those late afternoon walks
I miss my friend.

The one my heart and soul confided in
The one I felt the safest with
The one who knew just what to say
To make me laugh again
And let the light back in
I miss my friend.

Sue Ellen starts to wake up and JR quickly goes back to his hiding place. When Sue Ellen awakens, she swears she could feel JR’s caresses still on her skin. “Lord, Sue Ellen you need to get him out of your mind.”

I miss my friend.
I miss my friend.
I miss my friend..

JR smiles from his hiding place and whispers her name to himself in the dark.

CHAPTER 5

The plane lands and the limo takes Sue Ellen to her beach house that she bought in Miami. JR gets into the limo he had waiting and arrives at her house a few moments later. Sue Ellen takes a shower and changes into a negligee. She walks out onto her deck and stands, looking out at the ocean. Her thoughts drift to JR.

I thought it was over, baby
We said our goodbyes
But I can't go a day without your face
Goin' through my mind

In fact, not a single minute
Passes without you in it
Your voice, your touch, memories of your love
Are with me all of the times

She whispers his name as he stands on the side of her house watching her. She whispers to herself, “God, why can’t I forget him? Please, let me forget him, let me move on.”

Let me let go, baby
Let me let go
If this is for the best, why are you still in my heart
Are you still in my soul, let me let go

I talked to you the other day
Looks like you made your escape
You put us behind, no matter how I try
I can't do the same

“Nick is a good man. He respects me, he loves me, and he doesn’t make me cry.”

Let me let go, baby
Let me let go
It just isn't right, I've been two thousand miles
Down a dead-end road

Let me let go, darlin', won't you
I just gotta know, yeah
If this is for the best, why are you still in my heart
Are you still in my soul, let me let go

Sue Ellen looks out across the ocean. A few silent tears escape her eyes. “I can’t believe I still love him. I still love JR, after everything. How insane am I?”

The lights of this strange city are shinin'
But they don't hold no fascination for me
I try to find the bright side, baby
But everywhere I look, everywhere I turn, you're all I see

Let me, let me let go, won't you
Let me let go
It just isn't right, I've been two thousand miles
Down a dead-end road

“Things would be so much easier if he’d just let me go.”

Oh, let me let go, darlin', won't you
I just gotta know
If this is for the best, why are you still in my heart
Yeah, you're still in my soul, let me let go
Let me let go, let me let go

JR steps around the corner and leans against the house, his Stetson is on his head and he puts a hand in his pocket and the other holds a yellow rose. “Hello Darlin’.”

Sue Ellen doesn’t turn around at first. She grabs the railing in front of her. JR walks up behind her, standing so close to her she can feel his breath on the back of her neck. He puts his hands on the railing, pinning Sue Ellen in, but not touching her.

She can hardly breathe. “JR”

Where did my heart go
When did it lose the way
How did I let you slip away
Why is it so hard to say
(The) words that might touch you
Make you believe that I'm
More than it seems that I am today

She turns around and their faces are inches apart. He hands her the rose and she takes it. “I want you to listen to me. Don’t say anything until I’m finished. I love you Sue Ellen. I love you more than I ever knew. I screwed up and for that I’m truly sorry. I remember every tear you cried because of me. It tears my heart into pieces. Sue Ellen, I swear on my daddy’s grave, if you give us another chance, I’ll be the husband you deserve. I will never hurt you again. I know you think Ewing Oil was always the most important thing to me, and for a long time it was. Then you walked away from me, for good. I saw you running your company, living with Nicholas, and for the first time I knew you would never need me again. That scared me. It really scared me because it was that moment I realized, you would never come back to me. And it’s haunted me every night since the night you left. That night you saw me at the bar? I had just closed a huge deal, the biggest deal in the history of the oil business. And you know what? It didn’t mean a damn thing, because I didn’t have you to come home with and share my news.”

I can run
But I can't hide
From all these dreams
That I keep inside
Now, it's going to take awhile
But I've got to learn to smile again

JR brushes a strand of hair behind her ear and gently touches her cheek. Sue Ellen shivers involuntarily. “Are you cold?”

Sue Ellen whispers “No.”

JR: “I know I hurt you and I’d give up everything I own if I could go back and live our life over again. But I can’t. I can’t promise you that we’ll never fight. We’re both to stubborn to never disagree about something.” She smiles a little.

Once it was easy
I never had to try
I never had to tell a lie
Never thought I'd see you cry
But now I know better
(And) I've got to find a way
I don't wanna hear you say goodbye

Sue Ellen whispers to him. “If you really loved me, you would let me go.”

JR: “See, I don’t believe that. I do love you, but I can’t let you go. I can’t let you go because I love you. Maybe if I really thought Pearce could make you happy, I might let you go. But I don’t think he can. Answer me honestly, do you ever think about me?”

Sue Ellen closes her eyes. “Yes.”

I can run
But I can't hide
From all these dreams
That I keep inside
Now, it's going to take awhile
But I've got to learn to smile again

JR: “You fill my mind every waking minute and you're in every dream. I can’t live without you in my life. Can we try again? Please. We’ll move as slow as you want or as fast as you want.”

I've got to find the smile
That filled your heart with laughter
Don't wanna find a way
To get along after you
I wanna be the man, that you knew

Sue Ellen looks up into his eyes as a tear escapes her eye. Her heart wanted to say yes. Her body missed his touch. She starts to move forward, leaning into him when the phone rings, breaking the moment. JR curses the phone silently.

She picks up the phone which was lying next to her. She picks it up. “Hello……Hello Nicholas.”

JR hangs his head almost in defeat.

CHAPTER 6

Sue Ellen walks away but JR can still hear her conversation.

JR faces the ocean with his hands on the railing. He knows he almost had her. A tear rolls down his cheek, thinking that he’s lost her.

Sue Ellen hangs up and walks over to him. She touches his shoulder and he turns around. She gasps when she sees his tear stained cheeks.
She whispers: “You’re crying.” She slowly reaches up to brush his them away and he grabs her wrist.

JR: “Don’t. I can’t have you touch me like you love me and then tell me to leave.”

Sue Ellen caresses his face with her other hand. “I wasn’t going to tell you to leave.”

I can't hide the way I feel about you anymore
I can't hold the hurt inside, keep the pain out of my eyes anymore
My tears no longer wait, my resistance ain't that strong
My mind keeps recreating a life with you alone
And I'm tired of pretending I don't love you anymore

JR closes his eyes against her touch. When he opens them he is staring into her eyes. “I love you Sue Ellen. Are you willing to give us another chance? I don’t want just one night. I want a lifetime.”

Sue Ellen smiles softly. It amazed her how JR’s tears cleansed her soul of the anger she felt towards him. She had never seen him cry, never. Whispering, “I’m scared.”

Let me make one last appeal to show you how I feel about you
'Cause there's no one else I swear holds a candle anywhere next to you

JR: “So am I. Scared that I’ll never hold you again, or kiss you, or be able to make love to you. Scared that I’ll lose the other half of me, the best part of me.”

My heart can't take the beating, not having you to hold
A small voice keeps repeating deep inside my soul
It says I can't keep pretending I don't love you anymore
I've got to take the chance or let it pass by
If I expect to get on with my life
My tears no longer waiting, my resistance ain't that strong
My mind keeps recreating a life with you alone

Sue Ellen: “I love you. I always have. Let’s try.” She puts his arms around his neck and he kisses her with all the pent up passion of the past year.

And I'm tired of pretending I don't love you anymore, anymore, anymore

He picks her up and carries her to the bedroom.
JR sits her down and slowly takes her robe off. Sue Ellen slides his jacket off of him and onto the floor. He brushes his fingers up and down her arm lightly. He slowly peels the straps of her nightgown from her shoulders.

My heart cried out for you
Over an ocean
And your pain cried out for me
Across a wave

Sue Ellen unbuttons his shirt, trembling with passion. JR helps her and rips his shirt off, flinging it across the room.

You stood half
Numb to any emotion
Cause you were a prisoner
And I was a slave

JR pushes the nightgown off of her shoulders, letting it fall to the floor. “You are so beautiful.” He puts his arms around her waist and pulls her too him. He kisses her neck and her shoulder, whispering to her, “I love you Sue Ellen, I love you..”

We’d both stopped searching for
Any acceptance
And rejection always was our bitter pill
Cause I have no precious gifts to give you
I only have these four words
Darlin, I love you….
I love you
Still

Sue Ellen puts her arms around JR and kisses him passionately. She caresses his chest, lightly brushing his nipples, causing him to inhale sharply. She traces a path down to his belt and quickly gets him out of his pants.

I never thought someone would ever see
Or make a prisoner of my heart
But like a warrior dressed in armor
Your carved your name in it
Right from the start

JR gently pushes her to the bed and climbs up her body, kissing every inch of her. He tries to slow his breathing down and savor the moment. “Honey, it’s been so long. I missed you, I missed you so much.”

He takes each nipple in his mouth as sucks greedily, causing Sue Ellen to arch her back into him. “God JR, I missed you too.” JR reaches down to Sue Ellen’s womanhood. His fingers gently touch her folds, making Sue Ellen cry out again.

You held my soul hostage
In your tower on the hill
And all I pray for when I sleep
Or lay awake
Is that you love me
Still

Sue Ellen opens her eyes and caresses JR’s face, “I need you inside of me now. I can’t wait.” JR pushes her legs apart and enters her without breaking eye contact. He stays still for a moment before beginning his thrusts into her.

My heart cried out for you over an ocean
And your pain cried out for me across a wave
'Cause we hid half dead
Numb to any emotion
Now you are my prisoner
And I am your slave

JR moaned and whispered into Sue Ellen’s neck while kissing her, “You feel so good, God I never thought I’d be able to feel you again. Please promise me you’ll never leave again. I swear I’ll never to anything to make you leave, or not trust me. I’ll never hurt you again. No one has ever brought these feeling out in me. Only you” He increases his pace a little.


We’d both stopped searching for
Any acceptance
And rejection always was our bitter pill
Cause I have no precious gifts to give you
I only have these four words
Darlin, I love you….
I love you
Still

Sue Ellen kisses JR’s neck and whisper’s in his ear, “I promise to never leave.” JR increases his pace upon hearing those words whispered into his ear from the love of his life.

Oh baby I love you
I love you…still
Oh baby I love you still
Baby I Love you still
I love you still

Sue Ellen wraps her legs around JR’s waist allowing him to bury himself deeper inside. “Jesus, I love your legs.” JR strokes a little harder, throwing them into a blissful release of their built-up passion for each other, causing them both to cry out for each other.

Oh baby I love you
I love you…still
Oh baby I love you still
Baby I Love you still
I love you still

CHAPTER 7B

Sue Ellen takes a shower and comes out of the bathroom in a towel. JR comes up to her and kisses her. “What time did you say you had to leave?”

Sue Ellen looks at him “I have 3 hours until I have to leave.”

JR smiles and grabs her lips in a passionate clinch. “3 hours huh?”, he whispers against her lips.

She shakes her head yes. JR picks her up and falls back on the bed taking her with him.

when I look in your eyes
there I see
Just what you mean to me
Here in my heart I believe
Your love is all I'll ever need
Holdin' you close through the night
I need you, yeah

JR quickly rids her of the towel and lays her flat on the bed. He stands up and quickly sheds his pants. JR is rock hard and his erection springs out of his pants when he drops them. Sue Ellen sits on the edge of the bed and takes JR into her mouth, sucking hungrily. JR swears out loud, “Shit.” JR runs his hands through her hair, moaning with pleasure. Sue Ellen runs her tongue around the tip and then brushes her tongue along the vein that runs through the shaft, almost causing JR to spill his seed. “Oh my God honey, where did you learn that trick?” He pulls away from her and looks down at her smiling face. He lays her back on the bed and kisses her feet and every inch of her long legs.

I look in your eyes and there I see
What happiness really means
The love that we share makes life so sweet
Together we'll always be
This pledge of love feels so right
And, ooh, I need you

Sue Ellen writhes underneath him in pleasure and anticipation. JR kisses the inside of her thighs and blows breaths slowly into her womanhood. Sue Ellen grabs the bedspread and whispers his name softly. JR smiles to himself as he plunges two fingers deep inside of her. Sue Ellen screams out loud and bucks off the bed. JR waits until she comes back down and then uses his tongue to pleasure her beyond her dreams.

Here and now
I promise to love faithfully [Faithfully]
You're all I need
Here and now
I vow to be one with thee [You and me], hey
Your love is all [I need] I need

Say, yeah, yeah...

JR moves his fingers in and out of her as his tongue makes circles around her clit. JR’s tongue comes into direct contact with her button and Sue Ellen’s orgasm slams into her. “Oh God….JR…”

He gives her not a moments rest before he plunges his erection deep into her. Whispering, “Sue Ellen, I love you….” He plunges in and out of her, causing her to moan incoherently.

When I look in your eyes, there I'll see
All that a love should really be
And I need you more and more each day
Nothin' can take your love away
More than I dare to dream
I need you

Here and now
I promise to love faithfully [Faithfully]
You're all I need
Here and now
I vow to be one with thee [You and me], yeah
Your love is all I need

JR kisses her lips. Sue Ellen’s tongue plunges into his mouth, and he gladly welcomes it. Both moan into each other as JR continues to move.

[Starting here] Ooh, and I'm starting now
I believe [I believe in love], I believe
[Starting here] I'm starting right here
[Starting now] Right now because I believe in your love
So I'm glad to take the vow

Sue Ellen whispers into JR’s ear. “JR, I’m so glad you didn’t give up on me. I love you.” With those words, JR increases his speed, and throws them both into their release.

Here and now, oh
I promise to love faithfully [Faithfully]
You're all I need
Here and now, yeah
I vow to be one with thee [You and me], yeah
Your love is all I need

JR looks deep into her eyes. “I love you Sue Ellen. I’ll never make you regret taking me back.”

Sue Ellen just hugs him close and they lay in each other’s arms.

CHAPTER 8

JR walks Sue Ellen out to her limo. He is in his pants and a buttoned down shirt that is unbuttoned. He pulls her close. “Have a good day, honey.”

Sue Ellen kisses him. “What will you do with your time?”

JR smiles at her. “First I’m going shopping. I don’t have any clothes. Then I’m going to have dinner waiting for you when you get home, but I won’t cook it.”

Sue Ellen laughs. “I’ll see you later.” She gets in and the limo drives away and JR walks back into the house. Neither notices the paparazzi snapping pictures of them.

JR gets a shower and his limo drives him into the city and he does some shopping. He also stops to pick up an engagement ring. He wasn’t wasting another minute. If he had his way, they’d be married tonight. He asked his driver where he could find a preacher that married people quickly. JR asks the preacher to meet him at Sue Ellen’s house at sunset.

JR gets back to the house and has a romantic dinner set up on the beach. He lays out his new tux and the dress he bought for Sue Ellen.

Sue Ellen’s dress: Click for SE's dress

Sue Ellen makes her way home about 2 hours before sunset. She walks in the door and there is a trail of yellow rose petals leading to the bedroom. “What is he doing?” She follows them and sees the dress with a note to get ready and meet him on the beach. She does just that and walks out to the deck. She can see JR in the distance and walks down the steps, trying to figure out why she has butterflies in her stomach.

Sue Ellen reaches JR. He asks her to dance with him. She moves into his arms, and is amazed at how much love she feels for this man. She silently asks God to let things work this time.

Oh my love my darling
I've hungered for your touch
A long lonely time
And time goes by so slowly
And time can do so much
Are you still mine

JR’s arms encircle her waist and he breathes in her scent. JR silently begs God, “Please let her say yes. Please let her give me the chance to love her and treat like she deserves.”

I need your love
I need your love
God speed your love to me

Lonely rivers flow to the sea to the sea
To the open arms of the sea
Lonely rivers sigh wait for me wait for me
I'll be coming home wait for me

JR and Sue Ellen sway together in the sand, holding on to each other tightly, again neither noticing the paparazzi snapping away feverishly.

Oh my love my darling
I've hungered for your touch
A long lonely time
And time goes by so slowly
And time can do so much
Are you still mine
I need your love
I need your love

JR breaks away from her and kisses her lightly. He takes the ring out of his pocket and bends down on one knee.

God speed your love to me

JR’s voice cracks as he starts to speak and he takes a minute to clear his throat. “I can’t believe how nervous I am. Sue Ellen, I love you. I don’t really have any fancy words. I can only tell you how much I missed you and how stupid I was to ever let you go. I don’t want to waste another second without as my wife. I want to love you, laugh with you, and grow old with you. I want to simply life the rest of my life by your side as your husband, your lover, and your best friend. Will you marry me?”

Sue Ellen looks at him with tears in her eyes. She had never heard those words spoken from JR like that. Her heart wanted to say yes, but she was still scared.

JR looked up at her expectantly, fighting to hold back his own tears, but not winning. For the second time in Sue Ellen’s memory, JR cried. She knelt in front of him and wiped his tear and quietly whispered, “Yes.” They held each other close just enjoying up the moment

CHAPTER 9

JR stood up and pulled her with him. “Are you ready?”

Sue Ellen smiled: “Let’s go.”

They walk to where the preacher is standing and have a simple ceremony. Sue Ellen couldn’t believe she was about to marry JR again, without any second thoughts. Not once has Nicholas crossed her mind since JR kissed her and carried her into the bedroom. They exchange vows and are pronounced husband and wife.

JR grins widely. He takes Sue Ellen’s face in his hands and kisses her lovingly. They join hands and walk up to the table JR has set for them. “Dance with your husband, Mrs. Ewing?”

Sue Ellen moves into his arms as they begin to sway.

Are those your eyes?
Is that your smile?
I’ve been looking at you for ever,
But I never saw you before.
Are these your hands? Holding mine?
Now I wonder how I could have been so blind.

JR pulls her a little closer and holds her a little tighter, praying all this is not a dream.

And for the first time, I am looking in your eyes.
For the first time, I'm seeing who you are.
I can't believe how much I see,
When you're looking back at me.
Now I understand what love is,
Love is...
For the first time...

Sue Ellen looks at him and smiles. She kisses him and hugs him tight.

Can this be real?
Can this be true?
Am I the person I was this morning?
And are you the same you?
It’s all so strange.
How can it be?
All along this love was right in front of me!
And for the first time, I am looking in your eyes.
For the first time, I am seeing who you are.
I can't believe how much I see,
When you're looking back at me.
Now I understand what love is...
Love is...
For the first time.

JR: “I love you Sue Ellen. I swear nothing will ever come between us again.”

Such a long time ago,
I had given up on finding this emotion,
Ever again.
But you're here with me now,
Yes I found you somehow,
And I've never been so sure.
And for the first time, I am looking in your eyes,
For the first time, I'm seeing who you are,
Can't believe how much I see,
When you're looking back at me.
Now I understand what love is...
Love is...
For the first time.

Sue Ellen kisses JR, igniting their passion. His blue eyes go dark with desire and she almost gets lost in them. "Make love to me. Right here, where our new life began. I love you."

JR hardens instantly. "Sue Ellen...God I love you.." She slips his jacket off as the trashy photographer, snapping away, can't believe his good luck.

CHAPTER 9B

Sue Ellen kisses JR, igniting their passion. His blue eyes go dark with desire and she almost gets lost in them. "Make love to me. Right here, where our new life began. I love you."

JR hardens instantly. "Sue Ellen...God I love you.." She slips his jacket off as the trashy photographer, snapping away, can't believe his good luck.

Sue Ellen unbuttons his shirt and he maneuvers them to the lounge chair. Sue Ellen slips his shirt off and unbuckles his pants. She pushes him down on to the lounge chair and removes his pants. She stands up and smiles. He was already standing at attention for her. How she loved that she could still do that to him, with a few words.

My love
I’ll never find the words, my love
To tell you how I feel, my love
Mere words could not explain
Precious love
You held my life within your hands
Created everything I am
Taught me how to live again

Sue Ellen slipped her dress off and watched JR drinking in every inch of her tanned body. “You are so incredible beautiful.” She smiles at him and straddles the lounge chair, gently lowering herself onto his erection. “Jesus, woman,”

She smiled, closed her eyes and started to ride her cowboy gently. JR watched Sue Ellen’s face without her knowledge for a few moments. Her face could only be described as pure sexual pleasure. God he loved to watch her when they were like this.

Only you
Cared when I needed a friend
Believed in me through thick and thin
This song is for you
Filled with gratitude and love

Sue Ellen opened her eyes and caught JR staring at her. She leaned down and kissed him, brushing her fingers across his chest and nipples. His sharp intake of breath caused her to grin teasingly. JR took hold of her waist and sat up so he could shower kisses on her face and neck. She wrapped her legs around him, causing him bury deeper inside of her. “You feel so good. So warm.”

Sue Ellen kisses him as he changes the pace a little and she allows him to take over. One hand goes around her waist to hold her as he thrusts into her. She throws her head back in passion. JR latches onto her neck as his other hand caresses her breast, gently pinching her nipples, causing her to moan in ecstasy.

God bless you
You make me feel brand new
For God blessed me with you
You make me feel brand new
I sing this song ’cause you
Make me feel brand new

She traces her nails lightly up and down his back and on his neck. She leans in to him and gently licks his ear, sucking on his earlobe “Sue Ellen…god honey…that feels so good.”

My love
Whenever I was insecure
You built me up and made me sure
You gave my pride back to me
Precious friend
With you I’ll always have a friend
You’re someone who I can depend
To walk a path that never ends

JR gets a better grip on his wife and pumps into her. He brushes a thumb against her clit, sending her spiraling into release. She starts trembling. JR can feel the walls of her womanhood tighten up around him and he helplessly follows her into bliss.

Without you
My life has no meaning or rhyme
Like notes to a song out of time
How can I repay
You for having faith in me

JR scoots back on the chair with Sue Ellen still in his lap. She stretches out on top of him and he covers her with his jacket. She snuggles on his chest and he leans down and kisses her forehead. “There are really no words to describe the depth of my love for you. I am so grateful for this moment. I swear you’ll never regret it. I love you.”
Sue Ellen smiled into his chest and kissed it lightly. “I love you too.”

CHAPTER 10

Sue Ellen looks up at her husband. “So….when are we going to tell our family that you drugged me and got me to remarry you again?”

JR laughs at her. “You are so funny. I don’t know. Should we tell them over the phone or wait until we get home?”

Sue Ellen thinks for a moment. “Maybe we should wait. I think I want you all to myself for a few more days. Plus it's probably not something we should tell over the phone.”

JR smiles and kisses her. “That’s probably the best idea. Are you ready to go in?”

Sue Ellen shakes her head yes and stands up. She puts her dress back on, and JR throws on his pants. He grabs his jacket and shirt and they walk up to the house hand in hand. They go into the bedroom and take off their clothes. JR stares at Sue Ellen for a moment. The moon bathes her in a soft light. JR whispers, “You look like an angel.” Sue Ellen walks up to him and he reaches out to her.

For all I've been blessed with in this life
There was an emptiness in me
I was imprisoned by the power of gold
But one honest touch could set me free

He pulls her close to him and inhales her scent. “I love you Sue Ellen. God I can’t believe this night is real. Tell me I’m not dreaming.”

Sue Ellen hugs him close. “You’re not dreaming, sweetheart. If you are then I am too, and I hope we never wake up.”

Let the world stop turnin'
Let the sun stop burnin'
Let them tell me love's not worth going through
If it all falls apart
I will know deep in my heart
The only dream that mattered had come true
In this life, I was loved by you

He picks her up and lays her across the bed. He places gentle kisses along her body, starting with her right hand, up her arm, and down to her feet and back up the other side. He reaches her neck and works his way down to her breasts. He takes each nipple in his mouth, sucking tenderly. He kisses his way back up to her neck and finally pulls back looking at her. “Somehow, when I tell you I love you, it doesn’t seem to be enough to convey what I feel for you. You are my heart and soul, my life, my love, my world.” He enters her gently, filling her up completely. Starting to thrust softly into her he whispers in the moon lit room. “I know how much I’ve hurt you in the past, but I swear on my life, I’ll never do it again and I’ll spend the rest of our lives trying to show you how deeply and truly you are loved.”

For every mountain I have climbed
Every raging river crossed
You were the treasure that I'd longed to find
Without your love I would be lost

JR’s words bring tears to her eyes. She had never heard those types of words from his mouth. Something had changed in him. She saw it in his eyes that night at the bar. He was broken inside. Looking into his eyes now, she saw a new sparkle to them. She saw what she had always wanted to see, his love for her shining through. “I love you JR.

Let the world stop turnin'
Let the sun stop burnin'
Let them tell me love's not worth going through
If it all falls apart
I will know deep in my heart
The only dream that mattered had come true
In this life, I was loved by you

JR took them both into the passionate release. Both crying out as they came together.

In this life, I was loved by you

CHAPTER 10

Sue Ellen wakes up to JR’s kisses. “Good morning.”

JR smiles, “And a good morning it is. Thank you for forgiving me. It seems so inadequate, but I love you. I’ll swear I won’t mess up again.”

Sue Ellen just kisses him lightly. “I believe you. Now come on let’s get some breakfast.” Sue Ellen sets about making breakfast and JR goes out to get the paper. As he looks at the front page, he simply mutters “Shit.” The headline reads: “Marry me, again?” Below the headline is a picture of him proposing to Sue Ellen last night. Underneath that is “Business Woman of The Year, fashion mogul Sue Ellen Ewing remarries ex-husband, JR Ewing, head of Ewing Oil, in private ceremony on the beach.”

He looks up to the sky and silently curses himself for being so stupid to not even think about reporters. Sue Ellen was more famous down here then he was in Texas. He walks in and hands her the paper.

She sets her coffee on the counter and looks at the front page. “Oh my God.” At that exact moment the phone rings

JR and Sue Ellen stare at each other for what seems like an eternity. JR moves to pick it up. “NO, what if it’s Nick?”

JR gets a tad bit angry, “So what? He knows by now.”

Sue Ellen grabs the phone from him, “JR you don’t understand.” She walks to the counter and stares out the window. JR tries to calm down. He comes up behind her and puts his hands on her shoulders. “Honey, I’m sorry. I just don’t…I’m scared I’m going to lose you again.”

Sue Ellen turns around. She looks at him and sees the fear in his eyes. She puts her arms around his waist. “You’re not going to lose me, but I need to tell Nicholas in my time. I didn’t want to hurt him. God JR, do you realize that I haven’t even given him a second thought since that moment you kissed me and carried me to the bedroom? None of this is fair to him.”

JR hugs her close. “Believe it or not, Sue Ellen part of me does feel sorry for him. I know what it’s like to lose you. So we’ll do things you’re way.”

Sue Ellen and JR hold on to each other for a moment. “You need to call home so we can talk to John Ross and the rest of the family before they find out through the media.”

JR picks up the phone and calls home. “Hello Momma.”

Ms Ellie: “JR, is it true? Did you marry Sue Ellen again?”

JR: “What? Is it in the papers there too?”

Ms Ellie: “Of course it is. You are CEO of the biggest independent oil company in the US and Sue Ellen is a CEO of the worlds second most successful fashion company. Did you think it wouldn’t be in the paper?”

JR: “I wasn’t thinkin’ at all Momma. I just wanted Sue Ellen back.”

Ms Ellie: “Oh JR. Is Sue Ellen all right? Let me talk to her.”

JR hands Sue Ellen the phone. “Hello Ms Ellie.”
Ms E: “Sue Ellen, are you all right? Are you sure this is what you want?” JR points to the balcony and he walks out.

Sue Ellen: “I’m fine Ms Ellie. Ms Ellie last night, when he proposed he cried. He actually cried. I..I love him Ms Ellie, I always have and I always will. This is what I want.”
Ms Ellie smiles into the phone. “Well I can’t say I’m sorry that you’re back in the family. You belong here, you always have. We’ll be glad to welcome you back.”

Sue Ellen: “Thank you Ms Ellie. We’ll see you tomorrow. We'll talk with John Ross when we get home, so if you can try to keep it from him, we'd appreciate it.” She hangs up and walks out to the balcony. She puts her arms around him and he grabs her hands. “You ok?”

JR: “Yeah. I’m sorry. I wasn’t even thinking about the press. I should have known that down here what you do is news worthy.”

Sue Ellen smiles, “Its ok. Hey at least we made the front page, probably of every Texas and Miami newspaper.” They both laugh for a moment.

JR turns around and slides his arms around her. “I love you, Sue Ellen.”

Sue Ellen hugs him a little closer. “How about we lock out the world for one more day?”

JR leans down to kiss her and smiles against her lips. “I say absolutely.” He picks her up and carries her into the bedroom and lays her gently across the bed.

CHAPTER 11

JR untied her robe and spread it open. He smiles down at her, whispering, “I love you. Promise me nothing will change once we get back to Dallas.” Sue Ellen reaches for his and she pulls his close, kissing him. “Nothing will change. I won’t leave you.”

Wherever, wherever girl I'll do it
Forever and ever, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
I'll see you through it

I've got to keep you pleased in every way I can
Gonna give you all of me As much as you can stand
Make love to you right now, that's all I want to do

JR enters her quickly, holding still so she can adjust to him. “God you feel so good, honey.” JR starts thrusting into her, kissing her neck and then biting it. Sue Ellen cries out his name as he sucks on her neck. JR pulls out of her suddenly causing her to whimper at the lost of contact. She feels him get of the bed and pull her to the edge. He kneels down in front of her and spreads her legs. Biting the inside of her thigh lightly and then licking each spot he bites. Sue Ellen grabs the bedspread as he inches closer to her womanhood.

I know you need it, girl, and you know I need it, too
'Cause I found what the world is searching for
Here, right here, my dear I don't have to look no more
And, oh, my babe, I hoped and I prayed for someone
Just like you to make me feel the way you do

JR finally reaches her core and traces a finger around it teasingly. He starts to suck on her button lightly, still encircling her hold lightly without entering her.

Never, never gonna give you up
I'm never, ever gonna stop
Not the way I feel about you
Girl, I just can't live without you

I'm never ever gonna quit,
'Cause quitin' just ain't my schtick
I'm gonna stay right here with you
Do all the things you want me to

JR bites her love button lightly, then licks it. “JR...please...” JR smiles at her pleading tone. He knows she is nearly over the edge. He pulls back and slams into her with his rock hard erection. Sue Ellen immediately crashes over in oblivion. JR stays unmoving while Sue Ellen’s orgasm hits its peak. JR feels her walls quiver around his member. He smiles down at her and watches in fascination as her orgasm comes to its conclusion. She opens her eyes and looks into his. She smiles and he begins thrusting into her at a frenzied pace.

Whatever you want, girl, you got it,
And whatever you need,
I don't want to see you without it,

You've given me much more
than words could ever say
And oh, my dear, I'll be right here until my dying day
I don't know just how to say all the things I feel
I just know that I love you so and
it gives me such a thrill

'Cause I found what this world is searching for
Here, right here, my dear I don't have to look no more
And all of my days I hoped and I prayed
For someone just like you
To make me feel the way you do

JR holds Sue Ellen’s legs together and straight up in the air as he continues his relentless thrusting. After a few minutes he spreads her legs wide and pushes them toward her, allowing deeper access. Sue Ellen is in another world and moan with pleasure as he pushes deep inside of her, hitting her g-spot. After a few minutes of pushing against her spot, JR feels her explosion of fluids rush over his dick. “Oh God..JR..” Sue Ellen cries out as another orgasm hits her. This time JR gives her no rest as he continues his plundering.

Never, never gonna give you up
I'm never, ever gonna stop
Not the way I feel about you
Girl, I just can't live without you

I'm never ever gonna quit,
'Cause quitin' just ain't my schtick
I'm gonna stay right here with you
Do all the things you want me to

JR plunges inside of her intent on falling over the edge inside of her. Sue Ellen wraps her legs around his waist as he bends down to kiss her, pushing his tongue into her mouth. She sucks his tongue, throwing him into his orgasm. JR moans into her mouth as his seed releases deep inside of her. Sue Ellen pulls away to look at him. “Uuhhh. Jesus.” JR and Sue Ellen catch their breath. “I love you darlin’.”

Oh I never gonna give you up
I'm never, ever gonna stop
All the things I feel about you girl,
I just can't live without you

Back in Dallas, Nicholas opens his morning paper. He spits his coffee out as he reads the headline. “Oil Tycoon finally gets his Valentine” He sees the picture of JR and Sue Ellen in a deep lip lock. “What the f***?”